i would like to say that i am srry for the confusion in earlier chapter on the thoughts. apparently italics dont work on this site(NOOB alert). and yet another NOOB alert: i dunno how to change it TT if you would be so kind as to help the noob by teaching her how to fix it she would be very happy. XD
by the way thoughts are defined with ' ' from now on.
Chapter 4
Yuki went straight to his room after the funeral. No words were spoken, nothing. All he had was his despair and frustration. He immediately sat on his bed and stared at the ceiling, deep in thought.
'Why would Tohru kill herself?' he kept questioning him self over and over again. There was just no answer. He thought thoroughly about the things she said before she died, but to him they made no sense.
'They made sense, it just doesn't seem right. Tohru has always been so accepting of the zodiac members. What could have changed? Was she holding all of this in the whole time? Did she always feel this way, just kept it hidden?'
Chain after chain of thought ran through his brain searching for some kind of answer. But he came up with nothing.
'Maybe she was pushed to the edge by something. Something caused her to break and let loose all of these strange feelings she had. Something…what-'
Suddenly, it all made sense. 'That-stupid -CAT!'
'Of course. She saw his true form, that disgusting ugly monster.' Yuki's blood ran cold. 'He…he killed her. His ugliness made her want to die! He's nothing but a stupid ugly monster! He killed her! HE KILLED HER!"
Yuki's fists clenched and he sweated with anger. 'How… dare… he… take… Tohru… from… ME!'
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Shigure was merely sipping a cup of tea when a blur that seemed to be Yuki ran down the stairs. He just sat and watched as he pulled open the front door roughly and left the house.
how sad in yukis confusion he has found someone to blame and has grown angry.