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BBRae fan fiction

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Authors Note: I am sorry that i didn't update last night, but the power went out! It wasn't a very happy experience!

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Chapter 35: Waking up


"Is Raven awake?" Beast Boy questioned, as he saw one of the many hospital nurses enter the room. He couldn't get to sleep, and he doubted he would be able to at all tonight. The hospital cots always gave him uncomfortable itchiness, and the room that they had placed him in was cold, drafty, and humid.

"No, your friend's were asking for you." The male nurse responded.

"Where are they?" Beast Boy questioned.

"They are inRaven Roth'shospital room." The nurse said, looking annoyed that he had been abetted for this job.

"Thanks." Beast Boy stated, quickly jumping out of the bed and running out of the room as fast as his legs could carry him. Once he reached Raven's room he skidded to a halt in front of the door. Yanking the door opened, he entered the quiet room filled with the beeping of the heart monitor.

"Hey BB!" Cyborg greeted, as Beast Boy entered the room. Terra, Robin, and Starfire stood near Raven's bed looking at her in silence.

"Is she okay?" Robin asked, stress showing on his taunt non smiling face.

"Yeah, but they had to take the baby out." Beast Boy said.

"Friend Raven, will be very upset." Starfire stated gently.

"I think we should probably talk outside, or she'll wake her up." Robin alleged.

"The doctor said, she probably wouldn't wake up until tomorrow." Beast responded.

"All the same, it would be better if we discussed this someplace else." Robin murmured.

"There's a nice pizza parlor down the street." Terra said, slowly walking towards the rickety hospital door.

"I am quite hungry." Starfire said, looking hesitant to join the heated discussion.

"Yeah BB, you could use some grub." Cyborg stated, looking hopefully towards the doorway also.

"I think I'll stay here!" Beast Boy responded.

"Come on Beast Boy; You need some food!" Robin urged.

"What if Raven wakes up, and the restaurant probably won't be open this time of night anyway." Beast Boy stated.

"The sign said open twenty-four hours." Terra answered.

"I would rather not." Beast Boy said once again.

"The doctor said, it would most likely be a day or two before she wakes up anyway!" Robin cried.

"The word most likely is still in there!" Beast Boy fought.

"I order you to come with us, Beast Boy!" Robin demanded.

"FINE!" Beast Boy hollered, but then covered his mouth in haste at the thought of the sleeping Raven beside him.


Fifteen Minutes Later…….

Raven placed her hand on her aching head. Thoughts raced through her brain, but she could hardly remember a thing that had happened. Some things came back to her like the ambulance, and a little bit about the Titans Tower hallway.

"What happened?" Raven grumbled, sitting up in the scratchy hospital cot.

"Damn it, not another hospital cot!" Raven said, groggily placing her hand on her stomach. The moment she touched her midriff, she knew that the baby was gone.

"No." Raven sobbed, as she placed her head against the cold railing that lined the hospital bed. She desperately tried to force her tears down her throat, but she just couldn't keep the tear'swatery substance down.

"Beast Boy, are you in here? Anyone?" Raven called, looking around teh roomfor someone she knew. Confusion swept through her aching head, and the only option was to push the nurse call button. She felt like she was on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and her body felt like it had been squeezed through aspace of 3 millimeter'.

"Did someone call for a nurse in here?" Someone asked, as they knocked on the door outside of her room.

"Yeah, it was me!" Raven cried, hoping that whoever this person was would be able to give her some answers. The door creaked open, and a young brunette with a friendly smile entered the room.

"Hello, Ms. Roth. I am your doctor Laura, and it's very nice meeting you at last." Laura responded.

"What the hell am I doing here, and why is my baby gone." Raven squeaked, trying to hide her despair.

"I thought you would ask that." Laura sighed.

"Please, get on with it." Raven snapped.

"You were under to much stress at the time, and it triggered another attack from the disease. Theillness caused the baby to have some unfortunate defects, and so we had to remove it. There was no way the baby could have survived to the end of the six month term, even if your life hadn't have been in danger last night. The only way to save your life was to take out the baby. I am truly sorry for your loss Raven, but it was the only choice available to us." Laura explained.

"So it was all my fault! If I wouldn't have freaked out during when I saw Terra and Beast Boy together, then he baby wouldn't have died! IT WAS ALL MY FAULT!" Raven hollered, making a few things in the room blow up.

"It wasn't your fault, sweet heart!" Laura said, rushing forward to help the sobbing girl.

"Yes, it was." Raven responded.

"A lot of mothers who lose their children feel that way, but in the end it was unavoidable." Laura comforted.

"I want to go home." Raven whispered, trying to hide her emotion inside once again.

"You'll get to go home soon, but we have to keep you here a few more days." Laura responded, pulling hair out of Raven's face.

"I'm surprised your boyfriend isn't here! He slept here, so he could see you as soon as you woke up." Laura stated, looking around the room.

"I'll go down to the office, and give your friends a call." Laura said, gently patting Raven's small head. Slowly she got up and walked towards the door giving Raven a couple of worried look.

"Don't beat yourself up, Raven; None of this was your fault." Laura stated, right before she entered the hallway. Sadness crept over Laura's heart, as she walked downward towards the main nurses office. The poor girl was in bad shape, and all she could do was hope that the girl was not permantley hurt by the incident.

"I hope that never happens to me." Laura said to herself, as she continued down the smelly hospital isle. Her kids meant the world to her, and if she lost them then she wouldn't be able to live with herself.

"Hello Laura." One of the nurses greeted, as she approached the nurse's office hesitantley.

"Can you look up Raven Roth's communication list?" Laura questioned, trying her best to look happy as humanly possible.

"Sure, one moment please." The nurse responded, typing into the commputer with amazing speed.

"Would you like to make the call your self?" The nurse asked.

"Yeah." Laura replied, her impatience showing as she drummed her fingers on the table top.

"The number is 999-999-999.( A/N: I Don't own this telephone number either) The nurse stated.

"Thanks." Laura responded, picking up the cell phone and dialing the Titan'scommunicator number. (A/N: I'm not sure if you can call the Titans communicators with a phone number, but for now let's just say we can(: )

Ring, Ring, Ring

"Hello, this is the TeenTitans." Robin's voice answered.

"I am your friend's doctor, and I am calling you to let you know that she is awake." Laura informed him.

"Really!" Robin stated in surprise.

"She is quite distraught; Please get here as soon as absolutely possible." Laura stated.

"We will!" Robin said, still shocked.

"Goodbye." Laura said, hanging up quickly.


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