Fear of Dying.
I do not own Danny Phantom, and i Do not own Jack Off Jill's song of Fear of dying.
Now thyat, thhat is takin care of, R&R, no flames.And tell meh if ya think I should go on.
Thank.And thanks again for those of you who enjoy mah stories and poems, it mean's alot, to a GrimGoddess, lihke meh.:)
Chapter one:Sams part.
It was a Monday morning, I woke up ,took a bath and got ready for school.My mind wasn't as set as it usually is though. The boy that Has always been my closets friend, has no clue that I love him.No he is too, wrapped up in Pualina, the bitch, who will never notice who he is really is.
Every day I see him, I see how nice and caring he is, how protective he is, to the people he cares for, but not even notcing me.Sure he see's me and talks to me and stuff, but he will never see me in the way I see him, he could never fall for a goth.
I walked out of my house, seeing my parents, and their stuck-up ways. If I was like them, I would be in the "In-crowd" at school, be everything Danny and Tuck wanna be, but I'm not.I'm different.
"I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored"
Seeing Tucker, walk up to me all happy, wth girls on his mind.One in paticualr.Who wants nothing but to destroy the ghost boy, for accidently ruining her fathers job and her popularity.
"Hey,Sam"He said with such joy in his voice. I could never feel that much joy, unless I could have Danny.
I don't like her, she wants to cause harm to,Danny.I don't like anyone who wants to cause to the only person I love.
Walking to school with Tucker like I always do, stopping at Danny's house, adn picking him up.But today was different.I didn't want to bother seeing him and waiting for him.
"Tuck, you and Danny walk to school, I'll see ya later"I said and walked off.
LEaving Danny and Tuck to ponder on their thoughts.They probably don't even talk about me. Pualina this , pualina that, thats all the guys in my school care so much about. I mean is it to much to ask for, can't they just forget out the bitch for one.
I for once got to school earlie, I went to my locker, and grabbed my stuff, when Danny and Tucker, came along.
"Hey,Samy are you ok?"Danny asked, I could tel he was worried.His sky blue eye's were looking directly a me, as thought he could see into my soul. Only if he could see into my heart.
"Yes, Danny I am fine"I said with a non-caring voice."I just have alot on my mind, and I don't want to be distraced"I said kind of evily. Danny drew back a little.
"Sam.."
He said my name. My heart ached for being so mean to him.
Then the bitch walked by. And his atention went to her.
I slammed my locker, getting his attention, not wanting it though.
"Danny, stop worring about me,a dn go chase after your little bitch, Pualina lie you alway's do!"
I walked off.
"Sam!"He called after me.
"I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying"
I just wanted to go somewhere, where I could be alone. Away from him, away from everyone.It was as if my heart was breaking, and I...I couldn't control it.
"Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell"
I was scared, for once I was scared and I couldn't confy in my best friends to help me.
So instead of goin to class, i went to the gym, and hid behind the bleachers. I new no one would find me there, And I new I wouldn't be bothered.
I made a place and sat down.
My emotions getting the better of me, I sat there and I cried, I cried more then I ever thought I could.
"I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
And I am afraid of dying"
I sat there with tears streaming down my face, and began to remember my past.
When I first fell in love with him, But It was funny because, when I say Dann,I new I loved him. I new I wanted to spend my enire life with him. But I also new He could never Love me the way I love him.
"Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of"
Tucker, always calling us love birds.Always telling us we should date. I know justa bout everyone thinks that.Except Danny. They say you should move on when a day you like doesn't like you back, because there is more fish in the sea.Being that as it may, when you love someone it is more harder to forget, then to of never had at all.
"I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way"
I'm not afraid of alot of things, but for one I am.
When Danny did notice me and love me it was only because of Ember, I broke my own heart, just kissing Dash, to break the spell.Not even hurting him.He was probably thrilled not to be with me any more.
"I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you everything
I'm not afraid of lying...
But I am afraid of dying"
After school, I walking home,whn fate him me right in the heart. I saw Danny and Tuck chasin after me. When they finally ot in front of meh to stop me. I just looked at them, knowing I still had tears running down my hdace.
"Sam, whats wrong, are oyu ok, are you hurt, if so who hurt you?" Danny said all worked up and worried.
"Why do you care?"
"Because you're my best friend and I care about you"He said, silly me I thought for a second he actually ment it, as his eye's had water forming in them."You worry about your life and I'll worry about mine"I said and I walked off, Leaving them behind.
"Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you all I do is sit and think about you
Without you yes I..."
I'm not afraid of being alone, I just have a fear of dying...alone.
End
Thayat was part one, Dannys Part is up next R&R tell me what yout hink of it.
again no FLAMES!.
Grim Goddess.