The Confrontation
Relford awoke with a gasp. He sat up and put his head
in his hands. Sweat trickled down his nose and landed
on the already soaked bed sheet. His chest was
glistening and heaving heavy breaths. He stood up and
began to get dressed. This time the feeling was too
strong. This time he would leave regardless of what
Master Cypher said. On his way out, Richard grabbed
his cloak and lightsabers.
Platt Cypher also awoke with a gasp when a hooded
figure burst into his room. Master Cypher ignited his
saber, it's purple glow the only light in the room
other than the light from the open door that
silhouetted the tall hooded figure. "Master Cypher,"
the figure said as it turned on the lights, "you can
put that away." Master Cypher blinked a few times. It was
his student. He sighed as he deactivated his saber "Yes,
Relford, what is it? Why in the name of the Force
have you disturbed me in the middle of the night?"
Relford didn't even pull down his hood. He didn't
expect this to work. He was going and Master Cypher
would have to kill him in order to stop him. "I have
to go to Carris. She's in danger. Please, Master, come with me! I don't want to do is without you, but if I must..."
Master Cypher sighed again. He put one hand on his
hip and used his other to rub his temples. "Relford,
you've been doing this ever since she left yesterday.
She only arrived there today. Besides, she's with
Master Silbat. If they get into trouble, he can
handle it." He looked at Relford and furrowed his
brow. "Or at least call for help. They are fine."
"No they aren't!" Relford yelled as he slammed his
fist against the doorframe, causing his hand to throb. "I should have gone with
them... I always go on assignments with Carris...
We always go together. Now she's in danger and I'm
here arguing with you!" He slammed his fist again.
He had been through this many times that day and the
day before with his master. He was extremely
frustrated now. Master Cypher didn't know what he had
felt... it was too strong to ignore. He needed to
help Carris and his master was trying to stop him.
Relford felt a trickle of anger.
A long silence hung in the air as the Padiwan and his
master stared each other in the eyes. Relford's amber
eyes flickered with traces of anger and absolute purpose. Master
Cypher's cold gray eyes remained calm. "Relford, I'm afraid
there's something I have to tell you. Please just
come in." Relford stood unblinking in the doorway.
Master Cypher held his gaze. "It's about you and
Carris."
Relford walked into the room, the door closing behind
him. "What about us?" he asked evenly, but with a
small edge to "us". Master Cypher rubbed his hand down
his face, through his short, sandy beard. He closed
his eyes; this wasn't going to be easy or pretty.
"Master Silbat and myself had a meeting with Master
Skywalker... about you and Cariss." He opened his
eyes and mentally prepared himself for the argument
that was sure to ensue.
Silence once again hung thick in the air. Relford
simply blinked and swallowed. He wasn't sure how to react. His
temper began to rise. "You did what?" he asked
softly. He slowly pulled down his hood. "You met
with Master Skywalker about me and Cariss?"
Master Cypher looked calmy at Relford's slightly red face again.
He had dreaded this conversation. Relford and Carris were the
two best students at theAcademy. Everyone knew that. As good as they were apart, they
were spectacular together. That was the problem. Now they
were inseparable, and Master Cypher knew why. 'Love',
he thought sadly, 'the burden of the Jedi... We can
never have what we fight to protect...' Now he saw the
anger flickering in his student's eyes. Master Cypher
drew a deep breath and began. "Relford, Master Silbatand myself have noticed how close you and Cariss have
become. I have avoided doing anything about it up
until now. But Master Silbat feels that we should
stop your relationship from going any further. I
agree. So does Master Skywalker." Master Cypher felt the resentment in his student growing and saw the betrayel in his eyes.
He swallowed the lump in throat. He hated doing this to Relford.He should have done it earlier, when it would have
been easier. But he couldn't bring himself to do it.
They were so happy. It made him happy. But Master
Silbat had made him face cold reality: Jedi were
forbidden to have lovers. Master Cypher didn't think
that Relford and Carris were lovers; they were in
love. But in the end, it was the same result: It was
forbidden.
"Now, I know you're angry, but you know the code.
Jedi can't have those kind of intimate
relationships... that's why you couldn't go with
Cariss. You can't go with her anywhere anymore. And you
aren't going now. Please try to understand." Master Cypher wanted to add "and forgive me", but couldn't bring himself to do it; he could
barely say anything as he watched Relford's fists clench. Master Cypher swallowed another lump in his throat.
'Damn the code', Relford thought to himself angrily.
He was furious with his master. He was drawing loud,
heavy breaths through his teeth. How could his master betray him like this? But he would have to deal with it later. Carris's safety was more
important. "Fine," Relford lied, "But her death will
be on your hands." He pulled his hood up and left the
room without another word.
Master Cypher sat down on his bed. He hoped that
Relford wasn't going to Carris and Master Silbat. He had said that he
wasn't, but Master Cypher didn't believe him.
At the same time, he knew that he couldn't stop him.
Relford was going to be kicked out of the Jedi order
for this. He put his head in his head in
his hands. The old Jedi Master felt a tear fall out of his eye.
