As Inuyasha held the last shard in his hand, he felt s sad feeling creep over him .Kagome who lay infront of him, dead from his actions caused him to fel a deep pain in him.Like something was torn from him.

All his life he had wished that she could be full demon ,to stop all the taunts and the riots that came from it. He was rejected from society as a child and really never was able to recover from it.As he grew older, he feel in love with Kikyou, for she loved him with all her heart but yet, he still had the guilty feling of never living up to her expectations. He could never please her like full demons did their wives ,nore could he ever give her a normal child.
He knew he would always have problems but, just never realized how much he thought of only his well being and no one others. Untill Kagoem came into his life.
Sure she looked like Kikyou, but she had different traits to her, apart from the obvious that she came from a different time. Kagome brought a sence of, kindness ot everyone she touched.Thinking about them first before herself. She was always second rate in her mind.

He'd travled with her for so long,Inuyasha couldn't interpret his feelings from Friends or not friends. He had never been good with that.Only had Kikyou shown him his true feeling and for once he was sure of what he wanted. Kagome was an intirley different story.
With her, he could never tell when she was hitting on him or when she wasnt'.

It was something that intreeged him about her.
When she left, he knew it had to be done.He knew already that Kagome liked himbut, he never understood how much until she left. He thought he would have Kikyou until she tried to bring himto hell. Then and their he relized that she never really did lovehim in the state she was in.She was only clay and earth. nothing more.All her emotions were nothing except anger;hatred.

He learned quickley that he needed Kagome but he wouldn't never ask for her back.He would already know the reaction she would give him. She would never do it.

As a year passed,Inuyasha figured that the last shard of thejewel was lost. That triggered something in his mind to go to Kagome, thinking she might give him a clue to the wearabouts of it.
As he began t olearn more, he began to resent Kagome,thinking how lowlife she was taking the shard for herself so no one else could have it's benifits.He would force it out of her, he knew it once he had actual proof no one could stop him.Not even her brother.
So, once Kaede told him,He was on fire,No one to put out the flames that developed in his eyes. He couldn't hold it down anylonger.He would kill her for bring such evil apon herself.Such terror to his world just because she wanted to keep a shard.Remember her findings.

Now, as he looked down at the girl in his arms,He could only cry that he had actually killed her.Destroied her heart inside her, burnt it to the very core. He now lost two woman he truley loved. This was his curse wasn't it.
His blood stained hand was rubbed against her side as he tried to wake her, like she was asleep,knowing she would never smile or shine her eyes for him again.

Inuyasha had never cried in his life.Only once when his father, who was closest to him died, but now here he was, with the girl in his arms, crying for her, knowing he was the sorce of all that was bad.

His gaze turned to his hand as he looked at the unfinished jewel. The shard hanging loosly from her neak, dangled and called out to him.
He tore it from her, crying threw tears he had held up so long for her. Never fall in love with a friend for in the end it will only turn out horrible.

Studying the two pieces he couldn't take it anymore.His pain was so intence.He jsut wanted things to be the way they were before and nothing would be abstract.
he combinded the two pieces and instantly a bright glow emitted from it, flashing for the second, burning his eyes .
The color disipated in his hand as the object suddenly became warm.It reminded him of Kagome, in his lap, cold as ice.The death apon her shadowed in love for him. He could never see her alive once again.

"Kagome ,i'm sorry i didthis too you. No matter what happens, i cannot bring you back with the jewel. Sumimaesen...Sumimaesen."
He quickley planted a kiss on her dead lips, wondering how it would have felt if she was still alive.Would she kiss him back?Would her lips be warm for him?

As the tears subsided he looked up to an all too familiar face. kikyou stood before him, with her hand out streteched.Something quickley glistening in her hand.
"Inuyasha, "she crocked, falling to her knees.Her eyes turned a dark black color as she began to talk, her body begining to disintigrate before him.
"This will bring Kagoem back, although she won't ever remember who you are or what she did here. Since you truley love her i know you will repent. Take it."
As kikyou vanished ,her voice trailed off, leaving her soul to lay on the grass besides Kagome.

Quickely Inuyasha took it in his hands. looking down at Kagome in his lap, he looked to the jewel in his hand. Giving it a kiss ,he closed his eyes.All his hopes and dreams becoming nothing.
"I wish for things to return to the way they once were before."

Within an instant the ball broke apart in his hand, disappearing from his depths.
The world around him startd to disappire in a bright light, causeing his vision to go white.Him blinded, by everything.
When he opened his eyes, everything was back to normal.no more smoke, no more gray sky.The burnt trees were now lush and green. The houses were back and Kaedes hut had smoke coming out the top of it.

now only one thing was left for him to do.

Kagome yawned as she stretched on her bed. She brushed her hair back, behind her ear as she smiled, getting up for the day.
"What a weird dream.It was like it actually happened. Hmm,i guess that's why they call it a dream."
As she turned from her mirror beside her desk, she smiled once more, opening her bedroom door and walking out of it,shutting it behind her.

Golden eyes watched her sadly from high up in a tree. 'Kagome.' It whispered before it disappired into the wind. The well house's doors flapping as the wind blew over the temple.

A/N: Compleated.Sad endling but hope you really liked it. Review.Arigatou! Ja ne!