A/n: this chapter is short I know, but its only the beginning, hold with me, tell what you think.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING THAT IS SEEN HERE. HARRY POTTER IS NOT MINE.. DUH!!
REFLECTION
It all started when summer started, mom had a comment about my weight, the occasional joke was thrown between my parents about me. At first I laughed along thinking 'its only a joke' then I started to look closer at my body, doing a double take ever time I went by the mirror, I started to see things that weren't there before. The 'space' between my thighs was, in my eyes gone, my hips where huge, and I had roles. Mom kept on with the jokes " honey, you wont fit in that, where is your mind" or " is that a role?" and she'd tweak at my stomach. Time went on and the jokes still came in spades, disgust would cross my face when I looked down. Then exercise was put into action, I pushed myself hard, doing 500 sit ups a day, trying to get ride of my burdens. Then that wasn't enough, I needed to stop eating so much,' god what am I a cow?' I would think to myself when looking at my diner plat. A month into summer I had completely lost it, my thoughts would vary from ' is this too much food' to 'no, I don't need all of that, take some away!'
"Sweetheart? Would you like to go on an errand with me? To the grocery store?" mother asked sweetly " yes mom, I'll go." once at the grocery store she instructed me to get what id like, since she and father would most likely not have time to make anything for diner, I nodded in comprehension, setting out to get something extremely low fat. After about five minutes I returned to my mother with my hand filled with vegetables and salad, by her facial expression I could tell she was not pleased " that's what you want?" she asked annoyed " yes" I replied in a small voice hoping I had not upset her " alright then, put them in the basket we are leaving" she snapped I followed he like a lost puppy. Once home I decided mother was not please because of how much I got. 'Look at you, eating like a pig! Yuck' a little voice would taunt me. From then on I decided that food was not important and that I needn't eat anything, if I didn't I would lose weight 'yes, and you would please mother' the voice replied to my decision.
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