I found this in my computer and after reading a few Rae/Malchior fics I decided that I thought it came somewhat close to relating. I might write a fic on this one...
Insanity
I sit alone, in my room
Waiting for a knock on the door, for a voice to pull me back
As always I wait in vain.
This agony, pain unbidden, I cannot bear it
So I slip away.
I am trapped by these walls, these soft white walls, so I hide inside
Deep inside myself lays love,
Enraptured light
A soft voice, a laughing hope
As streams babble and silken clouds skip by
I am free again.
Yet it never lasts.
The clouds turn black as night
And the streams run with my blood.
His blood.
Our blood.
The lightened sky shatters, and I can feel my heart once again following
It all withers, dies, around me my life is barren once more
Trapping me in this barren wasteland of a mind
The savaged remnants of my soul.
The carnage that is all I am now.
Your sweet loving touch is now a grasp of nightmares
Your silken laugh is now the metallic screech of a raven as I writhe in your arms
And again you betray me, taunting me, slitting the soft skin where my blood runs
And cruelly laughing at my screams.
I scream in pain, in rage, as once more I am in this hell of blood and darkness
Where the night never ends.
I lay in this room of white, unable to move
And yet I am not here, but far away
Lost in my own shattered mind.
Dark Kitsune of ra: You bet I'll keep writing! My mind is a strange and eerie place, is it not?
Queen-of-Azarath: You're kidding me! That good! WOW! I checked out your story. And you're calling ME a good writer! (huggles) Of course I'll write another poem, and it'll probable be at three in the morning cuz of my evil muse, too!
(RenegadeMustang)