Disclaimer: All belongs to ABCD.
Fandom: One Life to Live
Characters: Natalie Vega, with John McBain, Jessica Buchanan, and Victoria Davidson mentioned.
WARNINGS: Sexual content, heavy angst
Rating: Definitely a HEAVY R for sexual references and angst
Timeline/Spoilers: None really.
Author's Notes: This came specifically from reading "No Good Turn" and listening to "Beautifully Broken" by Ashlee Simpson over and over again. le sigh
Summary: Why can't Natalie stop being a disappointment?
Title: Disappointment
Natalie had tried. Tried and failed. Why couldn't be the perfect little girl that everyone wanted and needed her to be instead of being such a disappointment?
After all, she was the reason John had been shot and killed just two short years ago.
She was the reason behind her sister's suicide the previous month.
And, possibly the worst, she had been the reason for her mother's death.
She sighed and fought back the memories and tears as the man she was with grunted and thrust into her. Her nails scraped his back as she tried to use the sensation of their skin slapping to make herself forget.
But she knew she never would.
FIN