Disclimer: Don't own it.

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I never got to meet him,

I have heard about how great my father was,

But I will never get to know,

Never get to have the memories that my brother does,

He knew my father longer than anyone else.

Sometimes I want to be him,

Just to have the memories of him.

So my own father could stop being a stranger

I think about when I had to leave.

How my heart, soon turn to ice,

Only to be melted when we meet again.

If we meet again.

Because not only does he stop my pain he makes is too.

That's why he left,

Just to get away from me.

To be ridden of my burden.

Never to be seen again.

He's not the only one,

There are others too.

Not just my father.

Even though he didn't mean to leave us,

to hurt us the way that he did.

I can still see my mother's face when we think about him,

Her face is full of pain for my father,

yet love for me,

All my mother ever cared about was me,

I was her entie world,

Sometimes I wonder if I was just her job.

To take take of me just because it was my father's last wish.

Sometimes when I'd wonder that I'd see tears coming down her face,

Because of those tears I became stronger,

I fought for her and risked my life just to see her make it out alive,

I still do, even though she's dead now.

Every year,

the same day,

I go to the same spot and put flowers on her grave stone,

and I sit there for hours, just think about her,

remembering memories of her both good and bad.

thinking about protecting her.

I'm not proud of the fact that I'm part human.

But I am proud of the fact that I have both her and my father in me.

I wish I could saw the same for my brother.

He has hated me ever since our father died to protect me,

he hates me and my mother, just for that.

I can't blame him.

Sometimes I wonder if things would have been better if I was never born,

But now I'll never know,

Now I have a person to protect,

And I will not fail her again.

I will change things,

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A/N: If you haven't guessed this is Inu. POV.

I don't intend on making this a story, but If I get a lot of good comments I might.