Chapter four – kisses from the green eyed girl.

"Hello Blaise." Draco said coldly. He looked up at her heartless face. He didn't know what made her that way. In the first and second year she had been as happy and talkative as the next person. Then again so had he. They were best friends but something happened to her between he second and third year when she grew cold. Draco had a hunch she had experienced what he had but he knew she would never talk to him about it. Blaise sat on the end of the bed. She stroked his face with the tips of her fingers and stared into his eyes. She couldn't hole the look just as Severus couldn't. Tears slipped down her face.

"He shouldn't have done that Draco... The deal... He promised me. Then again he is a Malfoy." She laughed bitterly. Draco continued to watch her. She sighed and looked back to him. She leant and kissed Draco softly. But it's not who I want...the eyes... they where not hers. Who are you my green eyed boy...? Draco tried to convince himself to stop the kiss but he couldn't. Her tongue trailed across his bottom lip asking permission which he gave her. These kisses where sweet and he felt safe. These kisses blocking the memories of the rough kisses Lucius had given him. Their tongues danced together. He felt her smile against his lips as hey pulled away from one another. He could feel his smile too. "I knew we could be together someday." She whispered their foreheads touching. "He promised not to hurt you but he did... then again you hurt yourself. I did it for you and he broke his promise." Tears trailed down her thin cheeks. Draco wasn't sure how to comfort the girl.

"What did you do for me? What promise?" She shook her head. She can't care for me so much if she intends on keeping things secret... "Please Blaise tell me everything." She looked away.

"I let him... I let him...I'm his..." Tears were flowing steadily as the memories came back. She found it difficult to Draco what she was.

--FLASHBACK—

"Please! Please Sir don't hurt him." Blaise begged. "He didn't mean it you know that!" She was looking to the floor so Lucius couldn't see her face but he grabbed at her hair and pulled her head up so she could meet his eyes. Shameful tears rolled down her normally cheerful face. "I'll do anything just promise me you'll never hurt him." He flung her head forward.

"You love my son but you must not. He will find someone better than you. Someone who won't shame him with such things like crying. Malfoy's do not cry and nor do the wives of Malfoy's. You can't be with him but I will not harm him though... for a price."

--END FLASHBACK--

The deal. The dreaded deal. The one so Draco could live happily without harm from his father. The deal where she had to be his whore. Anytime he needed someone she was called. The first time was different though. She had in fact begged to do anything else but he'd crawled on top of her and raped her. After that she knew it was far easier to sleep with him than be raped. It hurt less. Now though? He'd broken the promise. Now she could break her deal and be with Draco. Both needed someone and now both had someone.

Blaise looked away while she told him. He just turned her head and kissed her softly hoping to make her happy. "I love you Draco... You know that right?" He nodded before kissing her again. He kissed her so softly believing she could break at any moment. He'd waited for so long for someone and now he had someone. He broke away from her and saw over her shoulder the sad eyes of the green eyed boy. The boy was gone in a flash so once again. Green eyes... I'm sorry.


A/n ok Like I said I have no idea what I'm doing just going with the flow!

Thanks to the reviewers!!

GordoLuvr4Life8988 - I'm a writting I'm a writting!! God Isn't four chapters in two days good?!!

zoomaphonethepirate - Harry's not helping yet but he will at some point... not sure when. hmmmm...

puresilver - ok I'm not very good with the whole long chapter thing but I've written three chapters today... they prob won't be out until tomorrow but still!

Oh yes I'm off to college soon. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Sorry. Lost my mind a bith there anyway I will have free lessons so I can prob be able to do some of this in the library when I find out no one there likes me :'( Well I hope that don't happen but yeah from next Monday I may not be able to update so often. Anyway! Review please! :D