Chapter eleven – He's alive…

Blaise looked to the redheaded women on the floor. The women glared at the two new occupants in the room. They were not welcome with her. All those years knowing that it was her fault that her only son and her husband had died all those years. It had turned her to despair not caring about anyone. She no longer cared for herself only eating when Lucius forced her to do so. He wanted to taunt her by making her live. She felt like she was in her own little Azkaban. Only her bad memories to keep her company. Now a young girl and boy were here annoying her further. They just continued to stare at her.

"Lily Evans? Harry Potters mother?" The girl asked. Lily glared at the girl while swallowing the growing lump in her throat. It was the first time anyone had spoken the name Harry Potter in many years. Lucius had stopped taunting her about the death of her son and husband years ago as it had stopped being as amusing for him as she would merely go into her own world of memories.

"Yes. What's it to you?" Lily replied rudely. The girls eyes widened and she continued to stare. Lily sighed. "You do realise it is rude to stare." Blaise pulled herself together.

"Sorry it's just… You're supposed to be dead!" Jack placed an arm around her trying to calm her as she grew hysterical. "My God all these years you've been alive!" Lily rolled her eyes.

"Yes I am alive what does it matter?" Lily was bored of the noisy chatter from the girl. For the past few years she was used to her silence. The numbing silence. Except of course when her screams echoed through the dungeons from when she was beaten. Amazingly Lucius had never been there to do these beatings. He was the one to feed her and bathe her but never hurt her. Wonder why he never has. Sure he's hurt me emotionally but never physically…

"It's just… you're like a hero in the wizarding world and for you to be alive is amazing! It's just like Harry being alive! The news that you are in fact alive! It means you survived too!" Blaise rambled.

"Harry's alive…" Lily asked. It was barely a whisper but Jack heard. He smiled at the small gleam of hope in her eyes. She might get her son back. She knew from that moment she needed to escape from this hell of a place.

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Harry hadn't meant to. Not meant to slit his wrists. He had wanted to but it had not been something planned. It hadn't been his fault he had run into Draco. It wasn't his fault Draco had once again started to taunt him. It wasn't his fault he had punched Draco in the face and bruising Draco's beautiful face. Harry knew now. Knew he could never be with Draco. Him being alive was damaging the one he loved… It was his fault. All of it. He deserved it and he deserved the pain flowing through him. He had hit Draco. He was no better than his uncle… his eyes closed and he drifted off.

---Dream---

Blaise smiled at the boy hugging her. It seemed she was excited about something. You couldn't be sure about what though. Her words were silent. Instead a women's voice spoke. I wonder what he looks like? I can't believe my son survived the killing curse. My baby Harry… my son the boy who lived. When I get out of here I promise you Harry Potter that I'll take care of you no matter what! I wonder how old he is. Must be about six or seven. I can't have been here as long as its felt… could it?

---End Dream---

Harry woke up. The cuts on his wrists had healed. He didn't know how. There was no way he could have healed that quickly. Someone must have helped me… but whom? That's when his mind went back to the dream he had just had.

"Mom…"

A/n it is a tiny little bit longer than normal...

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