Sorry for the delay in the update. It has been written for a while I just have been to lazy to type it on the computer. lol So here it is hope you like it.

Chapter 7

You Can't Forget Your Past

A few weeks had passed by and Nathan and Haley had both realized how much they both enjoyed the others company. So they had been hanging out basically all the time. After school Nathan would go to basketball and Haley would go to cheering, then they would both meet up afterwards. Then they would go somewhere and just hang out for hours. If you didn't know any better you would think they were dating, they did everything a couple would minus the label of boyfriend and girlfriend. Both of them opened up to the other in a way they hadnt to any one else. Both of them telling the other things that they had never told anyone else. But Haley still had one secret she couldn't get up the nerve to tell Nathan. This secret was tearing her up inside, but she was scared to death of what this secret would do to there relationship right now. Haley woke up at 9 that morning and tried to forget everything that was buzzing around in her head because today her and Nathan were leaving for a mini vacation to the beach. She was so happy spending 3 days with a half naked Nathan.. was always ok in her book. Haley was finishing packing up the rest of her things when she heard the doorbell ring:

Brooke got up agitated to be woken up and answered the door

B- Oh Nathan suprise, suprise

N- Nice to see you to Brooke

B- Well what the hell you two arent even dating and your here more then Lucas

Lucas walked out of Brookes bedroom

L- What the hell are you talking about im here and have been for the past 2 days

B- Whatever, Haleys upstairs (Brooke walked away from the 2)

N- Damn shes grumpy

B- I HEARD THAT NATHAN!

Nathan and Lucas shared a quick laugh before Nathan walked upstairs to Haleys room.

Nathan walked in and saw Haley walking around placing things in her LV suitcase. Nathan just stood there thinking about how much he liked her, maybe even loved her. haley had on a white halter bikini top on with a black mini skirt. She had in a silver butterfly belly button ring. She had on light make-up and her hair was down in loose curls. Nathan had never seen her look so hot. He couldnt help but have a huge dopey smile on his face. He finally spoke

N- Hey Sexy (he said with his cocky grin)

Haley looked up and saw the one person she had wanted to see all morning. She really thought she was in love, but whenever she felt it she tried to tell herself not to because the last time she ended up with this feeling it ended up horrible.. she never wanted to be in love again. But as of right now it was out of her hands.. Haley smiled at Nathan and hugged him

N- you about ready?

H- yepp all packed

Nathan grabbed Haleys huge bag and they went outside into Nathans black porsche.

N- Jesus Haley were going for 3 days not a month

H- Nathan! Dont judge my packing.. I need to bring multiple outfits for every day

N- Whatever

Nathan got into the car and pulled out of the driveway. Haley opened her cd case and put in a cd. Nathan looked at her

H- we are not listening to yo homie g music the whole way

N- your kidding?

My humps came on and Haley started singing along

N- what is this shit?

H- Nathan this is good music

N- No not quite, take it out

H- Nathaaaaaan!

N- Out now or its going out the window

H- fine be a shit head.. im really upset with you

Nathan smiled at her and could tell she wasnt really mad

N- ah you'll get over it

Haley pouted the rest of the way to the resort

They pulled into the resort and Haley couldnt believe how beautiful it was. They got out of the car and Haley jumped into Nathans arms

N- told you you would get over it

H- way to ruin a moment Nathan

Haley went to walk away and he pulled her back and kissed her

They went to there condo and unpacked all of there stuff. They decided they would go down to the beach. They were down there for hours just hanging out and enjoying each others company. They were both having an amazing time. They went out to dinner and after Haley asked Nathan if they could take a walk on the beach. Nathan sensed tension in Haley...

H- ok Nathan i want to talk to you about something.. i have been struggling with telling you this for a while. I kept trying to put it behind me and then realized that I can never forget my past. I understand if you feel different about me after this but I feel that I need to tell you. So If you could just listen at first and then say whatever you want to after.

N ( a little worried )- ok

H- The thought of telling you this honestly scares the shit out of me but I feel that its the right thing to do considering the fact that I think im in love with you.

N- Hales..

H- No Nathan wait.. the last time i felt this way I was 16. I was dating this guy named Josh Durmal, and we were happy together.. except for one thing. The sex issue he wanted to have it and I didn't. We always used to argue about it. So one night he threw a party celebrating a championship win and of course I went and was dancing with him and just having a good time. He went into another room to hang out with the boys from the team and this guy that liked me named Ryan offered me a drink. I accepted not wanting to be rude. After I finished it I began to feel really woozy and couldnt really stand. I told him i was going to go lie down and he said he would help me up the stairs. When we got up there he threw me on the bed.. ( Haley was now crying ) He started taking of my shirt and I tried to fight back but I could barely move. He told me to shut up and I wouldnt get hurt. I dont remember what happened after that but i know that he raped me.. the next morning when I woke up I just knew. After that I began getting morning sickness and i was very standoff ish from Josh. I went to the doctor and found out that I was pregnant. I told Josh and he wouldnt even let me explain he just flipped out and spread this rumor that I cheated on him and started telling everyone that I was a whore. So that became my reputation. I ended up having the baby and put her up for adoption. I know how horrible that is but I wouldnt be able to care for her the way a loving family would be able to. After that I just fell into the reputation I was given. I hate it Nathan I lost my virginity the most precious thing in the world that i cant even remember to some stupid piece of shit. I have never told anyone this Nathan.. so please keep it to yourself

N- Haley I am so sorry. I dont even know what to say. I love you so much I hate to see you like this. (he pulled her into a hug)

Haley just cried in his arms for what seemed like hours

N- As long as your with me Haley I will never let anyone hurt you

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xo Ariel