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I'm really sorry that I've gone so long without posting. I've been in a softball tournament and haven't had a chance to post. We just lost now and no more tournament games. Good for you, sad for me. Well I'm glad that I got a fair bit of feedback for last chapter. xMissxUnderstoodx I'm glad that you think my story's funny, but it's no where as funny as your Art of the Silver Screen that story is laugh out loud funny! Nor is it as funny as Marauderificality (sorry the real RAB and Chocotaco if I misspelled it). Well I hope you all forgive me for not having posted for a bit and no need to apologize just because you haven't reviewed for a while. I hope you enjoy this chapter!

January 1st

Right now our stupid New Years Eve party is going on. I was the only one who didn't get kissed at midnight. Even that fat little piggy of a sister of Phlegm's, Gabrielle was there, this time with a different boy, and she of course was kissed. Even Annick got a kiss. From my brother Fred! Gross! What could she possibly see in my brother? This is probably just because she probably thinks he looks like that Matt boy. I wish Draco were here. Aw, how I miss him. I love him so much! I can't stand to be away from him! I bet he feels the same way. I doubt he's having much fun without me. He probably misses me! But wait, if he does why didn't he write me a letter? Maybe that's why he gave me the present at school so that he wouldn't have to go out of his bloody way and send it with a letter. Well if he doesn't care about me that much who needs him? There are plenty of other guys out there who would love to be with me! Plenty of guys who wouldn't dare jeopardize our relationship by being so bloody stupid as to ignore me during the holidays! You know what, moment I'm back at Hoggy's I'm finding me a real… Annick's knocking at my door now. She says she's come to see what all the shouting's about. I don't know what the hell she means! What's that she's saying? It's sounds as if she knows exactly what I'm writing. How could that be? Now she's come into the room. Her hands are reaching for the di

January 4th

Wow was I drunk last time I was writing! The things I said. And worst of all I was shouting out what I was writing. Most of the house knew exactly what I was saying. Annick and I are back at school now. I'm starting to feel a bit better. I don't think Gabrielle has forgiven me about calling her a fat little piggy. Wow, it must have seemed weird for everyone to hear me just ranting my feelings, acting as if I was talking to someone, even though they all knew that I had to be alone in my room. I don't think Annick's too upset, after all I was drunk. She even thought that my behaviour was funny. But that's Annick for you! Draco won't stop telling me how much he missed me during the vacation. Annick's a good person, she's not at all telling him about what happened on new years. And Annick seems to be over Matt now. This is making Care of Magical Creatures class a lot more fun, especially since they're talking to each other again. I just hope that it doesn't mean that Annick's moved on because if she has it's either Colin Creevey or my brother Fred. I don't know which is worse. Well I've got a lot of homework that I'd better get started on. It always takes me a while to copy answers off Annick. Not that I do it all the time. Just when I'm having problems or when it's the type of thing where there is only really one right answer. Well, on to homework…

January 10th

I just saw Draco talking to Blaise Zabini! I'm positive! They were talking to each other as if they were old friends. Then when I asked Draco about after he just gave me that smug smile that so suited the old Draco and said that it was nothing to worry about. What if he's gone back to his old ways? What if he's decided that life on the good side isn't for him? I'd better keep a closer eye on him.

January 10th … later that day

Annick doesn't believe me! She just told me 'Maybe he was just putting on an act in order to get top secret info on You-Know-Who.' I doubt it. I really do. As much as I want to trust Draco, as much as I should trust him seeing as I'm his girlfriend, I just can't. For some reason after seeing this I can only think of him as the old Draco. The mean jerk that called me and my family 'blood traitors' and called muggle borns 'mudbloods'. Could he really be going back to all that? And what was with that smile? It was the same smug smile that basically said, 'I'm better than all of you'. I should have punched him when he gave me that smile! I would sure feel better now if I had. I would sure feel better if Annick was on my side. I would sure feel better if I knew that Draco was telling me the truth when he told me that it was nothing to worry about! But how could I be sure… Wait a minute, Veritaserum! That's it! I'll make some Veritaserum and then give it to Draco! The he'll have to tell me the truth! Wow, that's actually quite a good plan, especially for me. I wonder if Annick will help me with the potion. I wish Hermione were here, she'd help me!

January 13th

Well the potion isn't going too well. I never knew how complex some potions could be… and I thought the stuff that we were doing in class was hard! It would probably be a lot easier if someone were helping me! But no, Annick refuses to assist me; she claims it's an invasion of Draco's privacy! Can you believe that? This could be a real issue and Annick's worried about privacy! He's my boyfriend! Don't I have the right to know what side he's on? Maybe it would be easier just to make a polyjuice potion and turn myself into Zabini. If Harry, Ron and Hermione could make one in their second year I'm sure that by my sixth I should be plenty capable! Okay, so maybe I don't have Hermione's brains but I'm sure that I could do it decently enough! It's not fair! Harry, Hermione and Ron always had each other for support. Why can't I have somebody who's got my back no matter what? It's not fair! If Harry has two than shouldn't I have at least one? I need more helpful friends… and a more trustworthy boyfriend wouldn't be bad either!

January 17th

I think that I now know what Draco was talking to Zabini about… well at least I hope I'm right because I can't do anymore sleuthing… Actually I didn't need to do much for this conclusion but still… Well yesterday we had a Quidditch game, Griffindor vs. Slytherin. Well I noticed right away that Blaise Zabini was replacing one of the regular Chasers. And who would have made such a decision? None other than their captain Draco! So I think the whole little 'conversation' between the two of them was just Draco asking Zabini to play in the game for them. Well, okay, this idea wasn't exactly mine. Annick told me that that's what she thinks and I decided that I'd just trust her on it. If I can't trust my best friend and my boyfriend who can I trust?

January 22nd

Okay, I know this a bit late and coming but I've finally decided on a few New Years resolutions. Sure by now I've missed 22 days where I could have tried to follow them but you know what, I don't care!

1. Learn to trust friends/family/boyfriend. Yes, I suppose this one is probably only one of my resolutions because of the little Zambini incident but it's still a good one.

2. Work hard in school. This is a must, unless I want to wind up living with my parents forever. Wait, what am I saying, that wouldn't happy to me, I'm pretty enough to get married and then I could just be a stay at home mum.

3. Try to stop being so full of myself when it comes to looks. Not that there's anything wrong with being happy about the way that I look but I just read what I just wrote and realized that I think a bit much of myself. I wonder if it shows when I talk to others…

4. Try not to laugh when I see ex-friend Maria crying over ex-boyfriend Dean. Enough said.

5. Despite the many offers do not out with Dean.

6. Do not go out with any Slytherins other than Draco. Well Zambini is kind of cute… bad thought. Zabini is NOT cute! He is a stupid conceited jerk!

7. Must find out how Colin Creevey is getting all these girls. Since the start of the year that boy has been with: Lavender Brown, Parvati Patil, Annick, Parvati's twin sister, Sally-Ann Perks and some 5th year Ravenclaw girl. And those are only the ones I know about. And I think that I saw him making googoo-eyes at Luna. I doubt that she noticed though. She and Neville are still a couple, as far as I know at least…

8. Must try not to hex people unless it's necessary.

9. Must train hard for Quidditch.

10. Must win Quidditch Cup as result of training hard.

11. And most importantly of all, must obey Harry's wishes. As hard as it will be I know that it's better for everyone if I listen to him.

Well I suppose that's it. Well maybe I'll try a few other things but these are the important ones. Now I've got to get to Care of Magical Creatures class. Oh shit, I'm fifteen minutes late already! I hope Hagrid's not mad.

January 22nd…later that day

Well it's a good thing that I had my class with Hagrid. He actually didn't seem to care that I was late. You know why? Because Matt and Annick had just successfully taught Grawp how to tie his shoes! I wanted to be there when that happened! It's not fair! I'm fifteen bloody minutes late and they go and teach him something that we've been trying to do all year! Well, besides the disappointment I felt, I was glad to see that Annick and Matt are speaking again. Actually, they seem almost friends now. They aren't as close as they were when they were dating but I think they're closer than before. Part of me wonders if they might get back together. I have mixed feelings on that. I don't want Annick to get hurt again by Matt but it would be nice to see her in a relationship. Just today at dinner when we saw Colin making googoo-eyes at Luna again she almost seemed jealous! How could you be jealous of Colin liking Luna? Its Colin Creevey people! Doesn't the world understand that! I'd like his brother before I'd ever like him. Well, okay, maybe not his brother cause his brother is like mini-him. Bad example. I'd go out with Dean again before I'd ever like Colin Creevey. Wait, going out with Dean would be breaking one of my newly made resolutions. I wouldn't want to do that… Okay, so I can't find a good example to stress my point! I still made my point!

Well that's all I have for January. I hope you liked it! Please review to tell me what you think! Oh and I'd also like to know what people want to happen with Annick. Should she and Matt get back together? Should she have a crush on Draco? Should she start dating someone else (make recommendation as to who)? Or should she just stay single? Well remember review! Review! REVIEW!