Lucy was so lost. It seemed like the world was turning to her for answers and she felt like this job was not for her. She loved to be called Reverend Lucy Camden, but Reverend is a precious word not just anyone could be called a Reverend. Lucy's eyes started to burn maybe Lucy is not supposed to be a reverend maybe her calling is much more or much less she didn't now her mom didn't know even her father didn't know. Then something hit her like a ton of bricks.

"How could I've been so stupid." She stated with tears still in her eyes.

Lucy tried to talk to the lord but couldn't think of words she'll start like she usually does.

Dear lord,

I'm afraid maybe I shouldn't have gone in the ministry business. I should have waited until I was absolutely sure; I just wanted to be like my dad. He's so kind and generous he makes life look so easy when really it's a gift and a curse. Lord I need you I need to know what direction to go. Lord you said in the book of John that if I ask in your name then you shall grant it. Well lord I'm asking with all my heart, my soul, with everything I am. Help me!

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Sunday morning church..

"Today I'm going to share with you something I've had on my heart for awhile now. Just the other day I was scared of who I was and I thought that maybe I shouldn't be doing this job. I felt pressure and fear, Confusion and guilt. I felt like I couldn't help myself let alone people. I want to read you something from the book of john. If you shall ask in my name then I shall grant it to you. I asked him and he answered. I want you to count on the lord to show you where your life should go. I did and I feel loved happy and reassured. I'm going to sing you a song with the help of the Choir." The music started to play.

Choir:

Let the light, from the lighthouse, let it shine on me!
I wonder, I wonder, if the light, from the lighthouse, would shine on me!

Lucy:
Here is my thought, this is my plea! Lord let your holy light, shine on me.
I wonder would you, hear my prayer? I know I'm not worthy, but I need your help!
Lord shine your light, shine it this way! Shine it so I can see which way to take.
My faith is in you, to bring me through, I have one question!
both:
I wonder, I wonder, if the light, from the light house, would shine on me!

Eric looked up at his wonderful daughter then looked up at the ceiling

"In your name." He said softly