MY DECEMBER
CHAPTER 4
23TH DECEMBER
FROM THE INSIDE
Believe it or not I never really liked this song to begin with but with time it's now one of my favourites its just screams RAVEN. Anyway this has some suicidal acts in it but nothing to bad.
Beast boy woke up early 6Am to be precise.
He slowly got up and stretched although he was still tired he wanted to escape his very lonely room.
He put on his normal black and purple super suit and headed out to the living room.
BB walked down the hall glancing into every room as he passed by.
Robin had made it order to always leave your door open so that if there was trouble he would be able to rush in and supposably save the day.
BB stopped and peaked into Raven's room.
She was gone and her bed was made.
"Raven" he whispered into the room but no one replied.
He jogged into the living room in panic. "Raven"
"Yes" came a deep yet smooth voice, it was coming from the kitchen.
BB trudged into the kitchen to see her making herbal tea. "Thank god you're ok"
"Why wouldn't I be?" she asked not moving her eyes from the kettle.
"I thought ……..it doesn't matter" he smiled walking up to her.
Raven watched BB sit on the counter and pick up a magazine from behind him.
"Why are you up so early?" Raven asked as she poured hot water into her tea.
"Couldn't sleep" he smiled "and you should have been out like a baby, why are you up?"
Raven shrugged "I woke up and hour ago, bad dream that's all"
BB nodded "uh about last night and the hunters, I just wanted to say that I would still be your friend if you were full demon"
"Thanks Beast boy I uh appreciate that" she said allowing herself a smile.
Beast boy noticed this and mentally shouted out with joy, he smiled back.
"Any time" he winked.
Raven blushed and quickly left.
BB drooped "oh man" he jumped off the counter and walked to the living room and flicked on the music channels for the top 10 count down.
"CYBORG, ROBIN YOU'RE MISSING THE COUNT DOWN" he yelled.
Within 12 seconds the boys were sitting in front of the T.V eating cornflakes and toast.
Coming in 10th place this morning is (crowd cheers) wait for it wait for it …….Dare by the Gorillaz (Crowd screams louder).
"Starfire, your song is on" Robin yelled as Star flew in with toast in her hand.
"Is the song of which you speak of the Gorillaz?" she asked.
"Sure is" Cyborg answered.
Raven rolled her eyes and walked into her room.
Once in her room she let out a sigh and grabbed her book.
She had settled herself on her bed and opened up to the first page.
She silently scanned the page and rolled her eyes. "Stupid romance book" she groaned throwing the book at the wall.
Suddenly there was a knock to her door.
Raven got out of her black Saturn sheets and walked to the door.
Beast boy was at the door per usual and looked like a scolded puppy. (No he did not morph into a scolded puppy)
"Hey Raven"
Raven folded her arms "hi Beast boy"
"Uh Rae I was wondering if you uh wanted to go for a walk with me?" he jammed his eyes closed in fear of her reaction.
"Sure, im bored anyway" she replied in her normal monotone.
They both walked into the city and continued down the side walk.
"These past few days have been hard huh?" BB smiled.
"Yeah" She replied in monotone.
Beast boy was looking at all the Christmas decorations and sales.
"You ready for Christmas?" he asked.
"Sort of, it comes, it goes" She yawned.
Beast boy yawned as well "contagious, im still so tired"
"Beast boy I know you're tired let's just head back ok?" Raven asked
It was 6pm and Raven hadn't come out of her room since the walk and the titans were beginning to worry. Robin walked to her door and stood there for a while.
"Raven, are you ok?" Robin asked.
"Im fine"
"Anything you want to talk about?" He asked.
"Im just confused okay I wish to be alone"
"Uh ok, call us if you need anything" and with that he left for the living room.
Cyborg and Beast boy were on top of each other punching and kicking, trying so desperately to get the remote. "You had it yesterday!" Cyborg shouted.
"Nah uh!" he groaned punching Cyborg in the gut.
Robin walked past them and picked up the remote and began to watch the V8's.
Cyborg and Beast boy were to busy trying to kill each other before they noticed the remote had left the dining table.
"Hey dude it's my turn" BB said grabbing for the remote out of Robins grip.
Robin flipped it into his other hand and smirked "no its not"
Raven sat in her room thinking "why cant I just be normal, live a normal life, have emotions" She placed her head in her pillow "I don't know who to trust anymore"
"He is always there"
"Who is he?"
"You know"
"No I don't, every time I recover from a deceit a new one rises" she yelled in her pillow. "I hate my life I hate it!" she screamed punching the wet pillow in which she cried on. "Why can't I just die?"
Beast boy walked towards his room and over heard Raven's cries.
"Rae?" he asked softly knocking on her door "are you ok?"
"Im fine leave me alone!" she yelled with a hint of sadness.
"Raven, open the door!" he yelled knocking a little harder.
"No"
"Open it!" he said punching the door. "Damn it Raven open the door"
"I said no"
"Let me in!" he growled much ticked off. "Why won't you open it?"
"I need some privacy"
"I respect that, but if privacy includes killing yourself then you need to let me in!"
"Why? Do you want to watch?" she growled from behind the door.
"If you kill yourself then so help me god I will kill myself" he said with clenched fists "Now open the bloody door!"
The door slid open and Raven stood there in a black and blue night gown and folded her arms.
Beast boy scratched his head forgetting the threats he yelled at her. "Rae please don't kill yourself"
"Why? The titans are safer, trigon will be gone, no more witch hunters, earth is safer, and there will be no more moody Raven to get annoyed by, everyone wins"
She said leaning against the wall.
"I don't" BB sighed "I like moody Raven; hell if Trigon was you I would like him too" he smirked. "We all love you"
"Uh huh and how long have you had to rehearse this little speech?" she closed her eyes.
Beast boy folded his arms and rose an eyebrow "haven't you noticed how much fun you've been having with me?" he asked. "Do you want to just let me and the rest of the titans go"
Raven opened her eyes and looked into his Green ones. "No I don't"
"C'mon Raven have some fun with us, I have a Christmas present that will make sure you do" he winked.
"What is it?" Raven asked smiling a little
"It's a surprise" he laughed.
Raven smiled and ran her fingers through her hair.
"C'mon Rae the titans are getting ready for movie night and guess what?"
"What?"
"It's starting soon so let's go" he grinned.
BB grabbed Ravens hand and ran to the living room while Raven was still in her night gown.
"Life isn't so bad now that you have him"
Raven smiled letting him drag her into the living room.
Chappie 4 coming at ya from every side (taken from nobody's listening by LP)
I hope you enjoyed it.
Raven's starting to realise who is important to her oh the happiness.
OH AND EVERYBODY GIVE A CHEER TO BRODIE MY YOUNGER SISTER WHO IS IN THE FINALS FOR HOCKEY COME ON EVERYONE WISH HER LUCK.
Chappie 5 coming soon stay tuned.
I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TRUST NO SURPRISE, (EVERYONE FEELS SO FAR AWAY FROM ME) HEAVY THOUGHTS SENT THROUGH DUST AND THE LIES.