Timeline: Season 6, at the end of tabula rasa
Pairing: None, but Spike and Buffy implied.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters. Their all Joss's.
Summary: At the end of Tabula Rasa, but imagining that Buffy and Spike hadn't kissed at the end. Spike's feelings at his crypt, in association with the song Goodbye to you. But instead of being upset, Spike made a sneaky realisation that Buffy didn't notice...
Spike's battered radio was on. He had left it turned on when he had gone to the magic box earlier on.
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by.
Spike entered his crypt. He had just got back from the fight with the loan shark's vampires. Buffy was mad at him yet again. But she wouldn't be soon.
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said
He couldn't believe that she hadn't noticed. Maybe she was too involved in the fight to realise his accident. Well how could she have known? They didn't know who they were. But you would think that she would remember it afterwards.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
He could always just tell her. But that would be boring. She'd find out soon enough anyway.
I still get lost in your eyes
And it feels that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes, and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold onto
He couldn't wait to see the look on her face when she finds out. It would be priceless.
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold onto
The one thing that I tried to hold onto
"Sod goodbye to you. How about goodbye to the spike who follows Buffy around and ends up getting a punch in the bloody nose because of it." A smirk slowly spread across his face.
" And hello to the Spike who can hurt her in return. Everyone knows she likes a bit of Violence."
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
He began a deep chuckle. "This is gonna be fun."
Author: So what do you think? I thought it could be a oneshot but if I get some positive reviews i might make it a full story with lots more chapters. Please review!