Author: I wanted to make the first chapter very sad but I guess I failed… in a way…
Thanks for all the reviews!
Italics are poems, sorry if it's quite confusing…
I'm not saying Cagalli is ugly or any thing related to that in fact I'm one hundred percent AsuCaga!
This chapter is sort of centered on Cagalli's thoughts but if you want to know about Athrun wait for the next and maybe the last chapter!
I look up the blue sky,
Dreaming that I could fly…
"If only I was as free as those angels…" Cagalli whispered, touching the cold glass as rain started pouring
"Rain…" she continued to stare blankly into the gray colored sky
To the vast blue sea
Maybe I would see,
Her blank eyes soon turned into eyes of anger and fury "Why?" she asked herself
"Why are you crying for me?" she slightly pounded the glass, falling to her knees as tears streamed down her eyes again
Angels happily singing,
Day and night, dreaming and dancing
"Stop…" she begged to no one but herself, begging the tears to stop coming, from both the angels above and from her own eyes.
"What have I done to deserve this punishment?" Cagalli wept, slightly banging the wall in defeat
I'd do anything to have my happiness
And to let go of all my loneliness
"Athrun…" she softly called
So you'll see my smile once again
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"Cagalli…" Athrun called over and over again, maybe dreaming that the his blonde princess was beside him When the phone suddenly rang, making Athrun groan and stand up, picking up the phone
"Hello?"
"Hi Athrun dear!" an over cheerful voice greeted
"Mia" Athrun greeted back in a calm tone like nothing happened
"I'm excited about our wedding in two days" Mia happily told Athrun
"I'm sorry, I'm currently doing some errands right now I have to go" Athrun tried to excuse himself and pushed the flush button on the phone and he plopped back down the bed
"Two day…" he sadly sighed
"I only have two more days…"
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"Ms. Attha" the worried maid knocked
"I'm fine!" Cagalli yelled her reply
The maids winced at the sound of her voice "Your meal is ready" one of them announced
"I'm not hungry" Cagalli stubbornly replied
The maids, knowing how stubborn their leader is they decided to leave her food on her doorstep
"Ms. Attha we'll just leave your food here, please eat" And with that the maids left
Cagalli wasn't even listening or trying to listen; her tears just came and came. Memories flooded her mind as she once again; the pain she saw on her lovers face appeared.
But why? Why had not she been considerate?
Why didn't she let him explain? Athrun always had a good reason, always
But Cagalli, she always over reacts, ignoring explanations, reason and negotiations whatsoever.
And now there she is lying on her bed, crying and dreaming for a certain person to come back.
Regret.
She always did regret a lot of things. Her choices, her words, her actions and some other more.
But he, the man she pushed away, was always there when she needed company though maybe he never knew how much he meant to her.
Maybe… just maybe…
He left because he didn't see that she needed him like humans needed air to breathe.
Her heart felt heavy, was it because of…
Hatred?
Confusion?
All the lies?
Pain?
Sorrow?
Was it one of them? Or all of them? Bringing this endless weight on her fragile heart
Sometimes she looks out the window and thinks, of how envious she is with her brother. Kira and Lacus seem so perfect for each other.
Their smiles never fading, their tears always came to an end.
Unlike hers
How she would sometimes hit herself because of what she couldn't do, unlike Lacus who was perfect in every way.
Maybe that's why Athrun left her, marriage to another, political or not. Maybe he left her because she wasn't perfect.
"This is pathetic" Cagalli whispered, wiping away the tears flowing down her eyes.
"I couldn't just cry here all day" she thought, fixing her attire and her hair
Brushing away her thoughts about Athrun who might be happily fitting clothes for his wedding
"Jerk"
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"Please take Mr. Zala's measurements" the head seamstress ordered
Athrun wore a big frown while he was being fitted
"Nervous?" the younger seamstress asked, totally misinterpreting the frown on Athrun's face
"A bit" Athrun lied
But he wasn't nervous about the wedding, he was nervous about the preparations
Mia wanted the wedding to be held here, in Orb. Athrun did his best to change her mind but the Lacus imposter seems to have fully made her mind up.
That's only the start, Mia said that since the wedding will be in Orb why not invite the representative.
Athrun was going pale when he remembered that, Cagalli would have him executed when the invitation arrived.
"Well better be dead than be married to someone you don't love right?" Athrun asked himself
"Right" his mind agreed
END
Yuki: This isn't the second chapter I expected… but it isn't to bad right? Spare my life! Just give me your ideas and opinions and review!