Buffy suddenly realized what he must think and caught his shoulder.

"No" she smiled. "You don't understand"

Buffy:

Cautions in the wind

The hardest part is through

You don't have to try so hard

To make me fall for you

I've surprised myself

With what I've gone and done

Just today I heard myself

Swear you were the one

Laugh I just have to laugh

I really thought you knew

I can't believe

That you're asking me

When I will love you

I already do

I already do

You've been doing fine

Please don't change a thing

It's too good to hide away

So I might as well come clean

I didn't shout it out

But everybody knew

Funny you're the only one

Who didn't have a clue

Laugh I just have to laugh

I really thought you knew

I can't believe

That you're asking me

When I will love you

I already do

I already do

I gave you my heart

Can't you feel the power?

You want to see the light

Baby the sun's been up for hours

Laugh I just have to laugh

I really thought you knew

I can't believe

That you're asking me

When I will love you

I already do

I already do

All the girls were crying as Buffy wrapped her arms around Spike and kissed him. Even Xander didn't look quite as mad as everyone thought he would.

"Don't look so shocked" smiled Buffy. "I've loved you for a long time; I've just never admitted it to myself"

"Why?" asked Spike softly.

"I guess I was afraid you'd leave" whispered Buffy.

"I'd never leave you pet" smiled Spike as he kissed her. "Never" he vowed.

"I love you" smiled Buffy softly.

"I love you too" grinned Spike.

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Author's note - Only one chapter left. And the song was chely wright - I already do