Feel my
love as once you did
Keep it
fresh within your mind
For now I
lift another lid
Emotion of
a different kind.
I hate!
Too late!
Fuck
you!
You always do
Too little
Too fucking late!
Fuck you!
I
hate!
My gentle
smiles and thought out words
Calmed you
to my real intent
Scattered
like a flock of birds
Now
showing my hell, heaven-sent.
Let me scream!
It's a dream…
It's a dream…
It fucking isn't
Hell is real!
Let me feel!
Let me feel!
See the
pale tracks wend their way
O'er
marbled landscape tenderly
But there
in rock, ingrained they stay,
Inflamed
as hell's incendiary.
No one sees
The crippled angel
That is me.
See my fucking pain!
Fuck you!
See my scars
Brutal slashes
In flesh carved.
See my fucking pain!
And let me fucking feel it!
I don't
know when the dream will end
And sanity
return again
But this I
know, that in the end
It won't be me who's fucking
sane!
My living
hell
Your dark
dream
Fucking
hear me
Fucking
scream
You wake up
But here I
stay
So
fucking wish it
All
away.
The dark
of night
Within you
screams
But to
you
It's
just a dream.
To me the
nightmares
All are
real
Let me
feel
Let me
feel.
Hear me
scream
And stay
unsane
Within the
dream
Too deep
to heal
I hate!
You're
just too fucking late!