(This is my last chapter. It's not like, "What! She's not gonna finish the story! This sucks!" I Am going to finish the story in this chapter and I'll even give you guys an awesome song in it. I'm not telling you how it's in there, but you'll find out when you read it. It's called "Waiting (save your life)" by Omnisoul (and no, I don't own it, even though I wish I did). If you haven't heard the song before, you can listen to it, and see a kewl BB & Rea video. The site will be on my profile. I don't know who made it, but MAJOR props to them. It's an awesome video! Well, enjoy the final chapter of "If only he knew")

Chapter 10

On my walk, I started to think about stuff. I thought about Beast Boy…home…mom…and then I began to think about something I've wanted to do for a while…ever since I began getting feelings for Beast boy…Running away. Going somewhere other then Titans tower, or even Azarath. I wanted to go where no one knew me. Change my name, dye my hair, wear...gulp… make up if I have to…I just want to start all over. I then decided if I were going to go out with my plan, tonight would be the time to do it…

I teleported to my room back at titans tower. I got out a bag and started to pack some books and clothes when I saw something shiny on the floor. It was over by the door. I picked it up, and it was a homemade, burned CD. On the front it said, "Jump city recording studio". I popped it in to the CD player and pressed play. The first voice I heard was Beast Boy's. "Hey Raven. Happy Valentines Day. I heard this song the other day on the radio, and I wanted to play it for you. It kind of explains our friendship over the past couple of years. Well, here it goes." He began to play an electric guitar and started to sing. (here's the song I was talking about)

Haven't you had enough of my brain
It's on the table I've got no more to say
If I bore you get out of my way
This one's for you
So cut me a break cause I can't wait
I'm the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you're pulling away
So just give me the word
And I'll leave today

But if you want me to I'll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you've hated me, ain't that how love should be
So just let me save your life

There's a line formed you can't see
I've been waiting you give nothing for free
But there's a yearning it's deep and calm
And time has burnt me

So cut me a break cause I can't wait
I'm the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you're pulling away
So just give me the word
And I'll leave today
Yes I'll leave today

But if you want me to I'll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you've hated me, ain't that how love should be
So just let me save your life

Don't you know me
I'm helpless without you
I watched you sleep so I could dream of you

If you want me to I'll be the one for you
Maybe I…
At times you've hated me, ain't that how love should be
So just let me save your life

When the song was finished, he had another message on it. "Well Rea, Now you know how I feel. Happy valentines day."

I sat down on my bed and smiled. That did explain us…a lot. Then I though, 'Wait…if that was recorded on Valentines day, how did it get into my room now?' As I walked back over to the door, and as I opened it, Cyborg was just about to knock. "Hey Raven. I wasn't sure if you were back yet or not. I talked to Beast Boy." "And?" "He watched the video. He didn't say anything after that. He went to his room, then I heard yelling, screaming, crashing, more yelling, cursing, and more yelling. Since then he's been pretty quiet. I think he went somewhere, though. After all the noise stopped, I went to go check on him and he wasn't in his room." I'll talk to him later Cy. Thanks." "No prob, Rea." I shut the door and looked at the clock on my nightstand. It was almost 10:00pm. I then looked in my closet, and my guitar was missing. I smiled to myself. I knew where he went.

I walked up to the roof. "I see old habits die hard," Beast Boy said from the other side of the roof. "I see you still don't know how to stay out of my room," I said, gesturing to my guitar in his hands. He chuckled a bit, but then it was silent. I walked over to the other side of the roof and sat next to him. "I got that CD you slipped under my door…Thanks…" I said, kind of quietly. "Yeah…I recorded it a couple of days before Valentines day. I was gonna give it to you then, but you kind of took off." "Yeah…sorry about that." I said. Then there was another silence. I was looking at the stars and he was strumming random cords on the guitar.

He stopped. "I talked to Cyborg…And Terra…And Robin…" he said. "The talk I had with Terra was more yelling and screaming, and the talk I had with Robin wasn't really a verbal talk. I know what happened at the mall, Rea…I don't blame you for what you did…" he reached in his pocket for something. He handed me a little black box. "Here," He said. "I want you to have this." I opened the box and looked inside. It was the same silver bracelet I found in his room on Valentines day, but it was different. Instead of just the little "R" on it, he added a guitar pick. On the guitar pick, it said, "I love you, Raven". I smiled. "Th…Thanks, Beast Boy. I really like it," I said. I took it out of the box, and he helped me put it on. "Raven," he said quietly. I looked at him. Just as he was about to say something, I put my finger on his mouth, "I love you, too," I said. I then softly kissed his cheek. He smiled and blushed, as did I. "Well, I guess the song was right," I said. "You did save my life in the end…" We both smiled and sat on the roof and watched the stars together for hours, talking, laughing, and playing guitar.

Well, now it's 4 years later, and BB and I are still together. Were going out to dinner tonight, and he wants to ask me something…

(Well, did you like it? I hope you did. Tell me if you did, and tell my if you didn't, I want to know. If I get enough good reviews (and some spare time between drum corps, jazz band, pep band, school, drama, chores, and babysitting my niece), I might write a sequel. I really hope you like it. IT TOOK ME ALMOST A YEAR JUST TO FINISH THE DAMN THING! Lol. Well, hope you like it. Leave me a review, or email me. I love hearing you guys, and girls, input. Bye all, hope I see you again soon! )