We Never Said Goodbye Chapter 4 – The Hyuuga's eyes
Author note: hey guys, sorry for the confusion in the previous chapter. I've just been feeling rushed on updating the fanfic since I want to finish it as soon as possible and work on another fic. Let me clarify some questions.
Itachi is not the one that captured Hinata but another member of the akatsuki. The time base is a flashback and pretty much takes place when Itachi and Kisame were sent to find the Kyuubi boy. The akatsuki seeing as this as an opportunity to kill two birds with one stone sent out a member to get a Hyuuga to attain the secrets of the Byakugen as well as the powers of the Kyuubi. Hope that clarified things more.
Just to not to confuse anyone further, the story is pretty much already in a flash back but I decided to add another flash back on a flash back. oO woah. Non italics are present
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Her captor enveloped her in darkness, wrapped by his cloak and her eyes bounded with a cloth that possessed a special jutsu that unable her to use her byakugen to see where they were heading. All she knew was that she was finally about to see him. It was true, it seemed stupid for her to trust anyone who shows up in front of her passing through the guards of the Hyuuga compound clad in darkness. She followed him nonetheless.
On that night that was too long
I had a dream where you left me
Staring at a foreign sky
I hugged my lonliness
Hinata could feel the tears swelling up in her eyes as they journeyed onto the night, she held onto her 'captor'. Quivering. She shook due to the bitter cold weather and fear that quickly enveloped her body as her mind was filled with doubt. She scolded herself for believing him. Scolded herself for not knowing any better. For leaving her friends and family that she had come to love and honor. She had thrown everything away. Everything and everyone. She might as well die. Something that she has anticipated the moment she accepted his invitation.
Deidara quickened his pace faster towards the akatsuki headquarters since it wouldn't take anyone in the Hyuuga compound to find the heiress missing from her room. He tightened his grip on his light load that he covered with his akatsuki cloak and her eyes, he made sure was bounded before they left. It wouldn't do him or the akatsuki any good if she was to run away. Especially knowing where they went. Not to mention he was feeling that her body was slowly giving up on her. Either way she wouldn't put up much of a fight with a body like this.
'I coughed out blood after blood. The coughing would not stop. Despite the cover that was placed upon me, it didn't help. Though I was grateful for it.' Hinata's thoughts traveled elsewhere as if to distract herself from the matter at hand. 'it wouldn't take long until my body would shut down…' she closed her eyes behind the binding hoping to drift herself to sleep…to eternal sleep. Never again would she be able to see him. He was gone. He was gone without a goodbye.
Loneliness….your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory…you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone
"hinata-chan daijobu?" a gentle hand dried the tears that fell from her eyes. They refused to stop. They ran down her pale cheek like little streams. "Hey. Tell me whats wrong." A rough yet gentle hand lifted her chin to face his. Despite his young age and heritage. His hands quickly deteriorated from softer ones to rough hands brought on upon endless training and missions through severe weather. Pale eyes met with darker ones, a combination of black and red met her pearly eyes. A contrast in colors. Like yin and yang.
She forced a smile and wiped her tears ashamed to be seen crying by the Uchiha prodigy. "i..it…it doesn't matter. Please don't concern yourself with me." she bent her head down once more. Avoiding eye contact as she understood that Itachi could sense that she was indeed lying. Yet, he didn't pursue the matter any further. It didn't take a genius to understand why she was crying and obviously away from the Hyuuga compound this late at night. Hyuuga Hiashi was known to be a stern father, one without patience. Obviously he did something that scared the wits out of the timid girl. Itachi was tired, exhausted from the latest mission yet he could not just leave Hinata out here stranded. He gave Hinata smile in hopes that she would finally cheer up and led her to his mother's garden through the Uchiha compound. Sasuke was already in bed and so did everyone else.
Itachi sat down facing the tranquility garden that was well kept by his mother. It looked so pure. Just like her eyes. They both sat in silence, enjoying each others company and warmth. Hinata has finally calmed down and was drifting between reality and dream land as she leaned onto Itachi for support.
A hand broke upon her forehead brought her back to reality. It was Itachi's. "Hinata-chan. You better get back before your father starts hunting you down." She giggled at that comment. But deep down, Hinata knew that her father would rather have her dead as she was only a constant disappointment. And just like that. The moment ended. She clung to that memory. The memory of the time when she was happy. The time when he was by her side. But it was all in the past she thought.
…'Disappointment' was a word that constantly rang in Hinata's mind. The very word that refused to leave nor to be forgotten. It was a constant reminder of her failure. Locked in a grungy room awaiting her fate, her eyes bound to eternal darkness, her byakugen useless. Her hands bound by chains that kept her from falling to the ground. Forever hanging. Only awaiting her death. No matter how much she begged for Kami-sama to take her. The akatsuki made it so that she was kept alive. Alive yet weak. Experiment after experiment. They were desperate to uncover the secrets of the byakugen.
no matter how much times she scolds herself, what has been done was done. She accepted the invitation of the stranger to find the one she loves. Her gullible ness led to her doom. Day after day needles were stuck, blood was drawn and drained from her. What seemed liked days turned to weeks but in actuality It hasn't been more than 2 days since her arrival into the headquarters of the S-class criminal group; the akatsuki.
Life was nothing more but an endless dance of death, it all seemed meaningless to her. Day after day she would beg anyone to end her life. It was obvious her body couldn't take any more. Her heart was slowly giving way, her lungs slowly giving up. And her spirit was near exhaustion. Yet they kept her alive nonetheless. She would live this life of endless torture until they discovered the secrets of a Hyuuga's eyes. No matter her protest nor the physical torture pressed upon her she could not give them an answer that satisfied them. She would be hit yet she would be healed. Healed to the point that they knew she would survive a little while longer. Yet not to the point to make her stronger.
Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
" That love should see a color "
Crucify my love
If it should be that way
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say good-by
Tried to learn tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever?
End of chapter 4
Author note:
This should be alittle longer than the rest of the chapters. More of a drable than a fic don't you think so? I feel alittle more satisfied with this chapter than the previous ones and I hope you too. The Fic seems to be going through a half arse effort since I want to finish this as soon as possible and get to work on other fics before I get distracted. Maybe someday I'll rewrite it and make it look better?
Song lyrics: Tears and Crucify my love by X-Japan.
TENDERvanilla: its better annoying you guys through short chapters than not updating at all XDD
J/k I love you guys thanks for all the update
Waffles01: To clarify things further, the time setting has been altered a little bit and hopefully I'll get a chance to explain more further. Deidara was the one that was sent to take Hinata and Itachi and Kisame to take the kyuubi boy. Hinata for her Byakugen and Naruto for the kyuubi's powers.
To my dear readers: I love your feedbacks and reviews! I live for them XD it's been so long since I wrote a fic and I'm slowly getting back into writing mode and your reviews keep me going.
Anyways, currently I am in a stump on what to do with chapter 5 or what to do with itachi. Suggestions please.
Obviously, hinata was telling her tale as she is kept in the akatsuki's dungeon/lab for experimental purposes. Itachi is off doing an errand of getting Naruto but as said in the anime, he failed. Question: what to do with him when he returns to find hinata broken, hurt, and dying! ;;
Also, I would like to take suggestions on what to add, what to do with the fic since we are nearing the end but don't worry, I'll have more itahina/sasuhina fics on the way.
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