Diary
Summary: "On any other day she would appreciate such an amazing love song, but not today. Today she was in 'sit on the couch all day and wallow in a pint of ben and jerrys' mode." Set after Jason and Lorelai break up and Lorelai looks through her diary.
A/N: So I'm starting yet another fanfiction...Right now I have another Gilmore Girls story up that is called 'Stand Still.' Don't worry, that is going to get finished. I'm practically done writing all of it anyway, I just have to get around the posting the rest of it...But anyway you should check it out. It's one of those 'Lorelai and Luke break up and Lorelai leaves but comes back many years later' type of stories...But check this one out, it's a little bit different then the others and you might like it.
So if youdon't know, I love getting reviews, they are like cookies, or flowers. So, please give me something to look forward to when I get on the computer. Good or bad, I'd like everyones opinions. I want to write something worth reading so please leave any suggestions.
Lorelai Gilmore walked in through her front door, dropped her bag on the floor and ran to her bedroom. His words repeated through his head...How could he just leave like this? Sure, she knew that she didn't love Jason, she knew he wasn't the one. She knew she was in the relationship for all of the wrong reasons, only doing it to make her mother angry...but he just ran off. He just left her in order to save his buisness. Who does that?
She flipped on the radio. Just Like Heaven by the Cure came on. It was such a great love song and on any other day she would appreciate such an amazing long song, but not today. Today she was going to be in her 'sit on the couch all day long and wallow in a pint of ben and jerry's ice cream' mode.
She kicked off her heels and then began to go through her closet trying to find something more comfortible to wear.
Then suddenly a box fell off of the shelf and landed by her feet. It tipped over causing its contents to fall out. She began to pick the things up. There was a photo album and a few movies. But then she saw that big pink book. She remembered the last time she had written in it. It was after Rory went to Yale, the last time she was feeling this lonely.
She grabbed a pen that was sitting on her night table and flipped to an empty page, she was ready to write.
She thought for awhile and then put the pen down. She had nothing to write. What was she going to say? 'UHh dear diary, well here's another time in my life where I can look back on and say 'Lorelai what were you thinking? Dating Digger? Stupid, stupid, stupid.' Well Jason a.k.a Digger broke up with me today. I guess I just couldn't compete with his job...I guess my lingerie just wanted slutty enough... Who knows...But he's gone. It's just another one of those stupid Lorelai moments in my life.'
She sat back in her bed, relaxed in her pillow and flipped to the begginning of the big pink book.
Dear Diary,
How weird is this? Lorelai Gilmore doesn't keep a diary... She doesn't have any meaningful thoughts that anyone including herself would want to read. But here she is writing in this big pink book. It's so big and intimidating. I wonder if I will ever fill up the entire book. Well it's something to put on my New Years Resolution List at school. You know you cool when your in the beginning of yoursophomore yearand they still make you have a new years resolution list...
Anyway, I finally had sex with Christopher tonight. It wasn't all I thought it would be. You know they completely mislead you in the movies and tv shows when people have sex and they have that perfect sex lighting, you know that dimmed light that is just right. And when they have that soft, slow music and the blankets that match the girl's skin perfectly and how the woman always has perfecthair evenaftershe's had sex. But...it was still nice and Emily would freak out if she found out...I almost want to tell her just so I could see her face. But then she'd lock me up in a tower and I'd have to grow very long hair so that people coulduse my hair as a ladder to come and visit me, and after that the satisfaction of her face might not be as great.
I'm not really sure how this diary things works, am Isupposed to say the date, am I actually supposed to say 'dear diary' in the begginning or is that just some wierd thing they only do in movies? And how am I supposed to end it? Do I sign my name or do I just stop writing...
Richard is home, I better go.
Lorelai?
Oh and it's December 15th.
Lorelai flipped a few pages ahead.
May 7th
Well, today Christopher and I sat on the stairs and listened to our parents plan out our entire lives. Christopher said it sounded OK, but he's crazy...I can't livelike that. I don't want to live with a plan, especially if it's Richard and Emily's plan.
I'm now officially one month and one week pregnant.
It's weird to think about. I wonder if my baby will look like me, if it will be a boy or a girl, what will their name be? Will my baby like me? Will Ibecome Emily or will I be that soccerMom that hands out the popsicles after practice? Will I be the working Mom or will I be theone whostays home all day and makes cookies? Who am I kidding? I can't make cookies.
Lorelai
Loreali smiled at herself all those years ago. She remembered the day she wrote this. She sat in the memories for a few more minutesbut then she flipped past atleast 20 pages and began to read.
January 7th
Well, I finally did it. I couldn't survive one more second with the Gilmore's. I took Rory and I ran away. I ended up in this crazy place, it's like a fairytale. Everyone here acts like they just escaped from a mental hospital or something. They allare crazy, but loveable...and they are all very welcoming.
It was like a movie, where the poor, coldgirl with the small baby in her arms show up at a random doorstep. That's what I did. I was the poor girl in the movie...I showed up at a random doorstep and I got a job as a maid in an Inn and a nice little home in a potting shed...I know, right? Lorelai Gilmore sleeping in a potting shed, crazy right? I didn't even want to sleep on a bench in Europe with Chrsitopher...But ever since Rory was bornI have changed.
I needed a job andI needed a place to stay, andI landedmyself in the middle of a fairytale town called Stars Hollow.
Stars Hollow is going to be my home. Anything is better than the Gilmore house where the maids changed so often you wouldn't even bother trying to remember their names because they would be gone the next day, where the dinner table was so long that you needed a telephone to ask Mom to pass the salad, where the whole place wreeked of Mom's expensive perfume and Brandi that never left the living room. Stars Hollow is much, muchbetter.
Rory is crying,
Lorelai
Again, she skipped 10 or 15 more pages.
September 15
It's been awhile since I've written in here, I've just been busy with the Inn and with paiting the house and everything.
So today my usual breakfast/coffee place, Westonswas closed. I almost had a breakdown in the middle of town. I mean, no note, no two weeks notice! I had no idea where to get my coffee, good coffee that is.
But I took a chance, I went down the street to this place called Luke's Diner. I was late for work and I needed my coffee so I walked right up to the guy with the flippy paper and the pen and the backwards baseball cap and begged for coffee. He was annoyed with me and told me to sit down and wait. I sat down and looked through the paper. I got to the horoscope section and so then BING LIGHTBULB! I walked over to the backwards baseball cap man and asked him his birthday. He was a scorpio so I wrote him a little horoscope 'You will meet an annoying woman today, give her coffee and she'll go away.' So of course, he gave me coffee. Who could deny a pretty girl with the clever idea to write a horoscope, coffee?
That diner man was pretty hot, too. He had a great butt, too, and really pretty blue eyes. And he made the most amazing coffee I had ever had. I'm going there every single morning!
I have to go get Rory from school so I'll write later.
Lorelai
Lorelai laughed when she read that. She thought Luke was hot? Luke, hot, wow. Well...OK so maybe he was hot and he did have a great butt and great eyes. But they were such great friends, she could never think of him like that
...right?
A/N: Soo...how was it? Worth continueing or not? I have it all planned out and I think it could be a pretty cool story...But tell me what you think!
I just watched tonights episode, 'Always a Godmother, Never a God.' I loved it, even though I think the whole Rory throwing that party was a waste of time. I loved the scene with Sookie and Luke where Sookie kept talking about his butt. I also loved the opening scene with Lorelai and Luke. I liked how Rory and Lorelai both asked Logan and Luke the same thing about if there dress will go with the baby. And the band scenes were pretty good, too. Anyway, pleasseeee REVIEW!