Title: Thoughts
Pairings: Implied BB/Raven…Beast Boy's POV.
Author: Ace-kun
Warning: Angst.
Author's Notes: I'm really starting to like this coupling more and more…this is just a little random writing… Meh. This came out better then I expected though…
Disclaimer: Nope; don't own them! sobs Oh, well.
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Is it possible for a person to break? To fall to their lowest level of ability and energy, simply wasting their lives away in a dark and cold corner? Sometimes I wonder how I was able to become so weak in such a little amount of time. I feel as though my heart has shattered like a soft piece of glass against a million nails. So many pieces… and not enough material to mend it back.
What goes through your heart? I've only witnessed coldness from you until now. The look in your eyes told me you had a light, warmth to give, but no one to give it to. Could you see my eyes? Did you see how I trembled? I trusted you, and you threw that away. You trusted him.
And we trusted you.
With these bonds broken, how could one such as ourselves move on from these experiences? How easy would it be to pick up the pieces, mend ourselves, and keep smiling? Even with the guilt in our heart, I know we couldn't.
Not alone.
You shake. I see you tremble. You feel like any other, but like no other at the same time. At first you seemed so lifeless, so built based on a plan you were given to succeed at. Now that you've failed, you seem to think on your own; act on your own.
So now, where is your heart? Let me hold it, please. My trust is broken, but my love isn't. The warmth you hold is inexplicable. Why does it make me smile? Why does it make the sunshine break through even the stormiest of days? I want you to stay with me. My tears flow, but my heart tells my feelings otherwise. Why do I shed these tears?
They flee down my cheeks for you. I cry for you. I feel for you. Will you accept that? Or will you turn it away like all other things in this world?
Even if you don't accept me, even if you're too overcome by your guilt... Even if I am saddened, broken in front of the world around me, the darkness that surrounds me. I will accept you, and I will always follow you with my heart wide open for you. I promise you that.