† Cerra † says:

Nihao

Kit-Kat says:

Hey

† Cerra † says:

shoves rest of spring roll in mouth

† Cerra † says:

Sup?

Kit-Kat says:

Mmm spring roll lol

† Cerra † says:

Lol

Kit-Kat says:

Nothing lol resting from making super and doing costumes

† Cerra † says:

Cool

Kit-Kat says:

Lol and I can assume that u just finished eating

† Cerra † says:

Still am

Kit-Kat says:

Or that lol

† Cerra † says:

licking fingers

† Cerra † says:

Mm... Plum sauce

Kit-Kat says:

XD

† Cerra † says:

Lol woo I taste good

Kit-Kat says:

X3 im sure

† Cerra † says:

Shall we continue?

Kit-Kat says:

(If im not mistaken Ur at home now and im still in the town between darkness and light)

† Cerra † says:

(Yes)

† Cerra † says:

Sora woke up to his mom stroking his hair and smiling.

"Wake up angel." She said.

"Demo..." Sora whined but got up anyways. He stretched and let out a huge yawn and his mom laughed.

"What's for breakfast Sora?"

"Hmm... how about... blue berry pancakes?" he asked.

"Sounds good to me."

Sora got up from the bed and walked towards the kitchen and pulled out a frying pan and the ingredients he needed. He started to make their breakfast from scratch.

Kit-Kat says:

Sitting up, Riku gazed out the window.

Everything hurt, and he didn't know why, his head, his body, but most of all his heart. He had been sitting alone for the last little while trying to clear his mind but only succeeded in making his headache worse. The creaking sound that his door made quickly killed his train of thought as a small hooded figure entered inside.

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Sora put the finished pancakes on a plate and filled a glass with orange juice. Putting the food and drink on a tray he began to walk back to his mother's room. "Here mom." he said with a smile.

"Thank you Sora." She looked at the food and licked her lips. "My I haven't had breakfast in bed in a long time... even though it may be my last..." she sighed.

Sora's eyes darkened and a piece of his heart shattered. "Oh mom... don't say that... please..." He looked at her. He was trying to stop the tears from falling but they did anyways.

"Oh Sora... you and I both know it..." she signaled him to come closer. Once Sora was in reach she pulled him into a huge as he set the tray on the side table.

Kit-Kat says:

"Your majesty what are you doing here?" the surprise was almost overwhelming; him and the king had been separated for along time. He had since wondered where he was but it wasn't the most important thing on his mind.

"I told you not to call me that." the small mouse smiled while removing his hood.

"Right, Mickey." he smiled it was good to have a familiar face around and anything was better then Axel's torment.

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"Sora. No matter what I'll always be in your heart and I'll always be watching over you. Now cheer up son." she ordered with a smile. Sora admired his mom a lot. She always kept a smile on her face when things were bad. Hell when his dad had beaten her she had a smile on her face... but not the nice kind. April kissed her son's temple and let go of him. "Sora... after breakfast I want to go outside.

Sora nodded and left the room to get changed into something else while his mom began to eat.

When he got back to his mom's room she was trying to get up off the bed and he just shook his head. He walked over towards her and began to pick her up.

"Sora! What are you doing? I'm too heavy; I'll break your back!"

Kit-Kat says:

" Riku I know you've been having a hard time lately, in more ways then one and maybe, maybe its time you went back home.." the seriousness was not expected.

"What! I told you before, I can't go back... not until I rid myself of the darkness..." they both sat looking out the window.

"You don't have to stay for long, but you need to get out of here, at least for a day"

"You know what will happen if I disobey orders... they have me on such a short leash here, I want nothing more then to break free."

"Yea, cats don't do well all tied up." Riku's eyes broke away from the window as he sat staring Mickey. The kings lips curled into a smile and Riku could not longer contain himself. Laughter that had long been forgotten echoed thru the room and down the hall.

"Yea well, mice don't like to hang out with cats. Guess this is a world where anything can happen." he had never heard or played along with anything so silly, referring himself to a cat. Shaking his head and silently thanking the king for the much appreciated humor, he got up and walked to the window. "I'll take care of everything; you go and breathe the fresh sea air that you told me so much about."

"Yea, I think I will."

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Sora carried his mom outside to the backyard and sat her on the swing. He smiled and kissed her cheek. "I've gotten a lot stronger you know..."

"I know... now go and weed my garden." She made a small laugh... one that Sora never heard in a long time.

"As you wish, mama."

Sora walked over towards their small garden and began to pick the weeds. And damn there were plenty. He worked and worked until well in the afternoon, when the sun was shining down with intense heat. Sora wiped the sweat off his brow and leaned back to admire his work. Looked look back at his mom to see her swinging in the breeze, peacefully sleeping. He smiled.

He watched her sleep but soon drove his attention to her breathing... and it was coming in short breaths... with some period of time between them... she was barely hanging on. Sora realized this immediate sign and rushed inside and nearly pounced on the phone and dialed 911.

It didn't take long for the ambulance to make its way down the street to the Everheart's house and paramedics rushed into the backyard. Sora was panicking. He wanted to go with her, but they said that there was no room... he had to stay behind.

"But... she's my mother! Wait! Please!" Sora ran to the front and watched the ambulance zoom away with sirens on. He was left alone... in that empty... and dark... home.

He walked back inside the cool home and sat on the couch, dazed and confused.

'Your left alone once again Sora... like you are doomed to be alone...' spoke his thoughts...

"No... this... this can't be happening... she's... no it's all a dream..." Sora's eyes once again filled up with tears. He had to run away.

His immediate thoughts were Destiny Island. He always went there when he needed to run away from his problems... from his nightmares...

Sora ran out of the house and towards the pier and jumped in his boat and began to row to the tiny island. No one else was there... no one ever went there anymore.

Sora noticed the dark clouds in the distance... the summer heat was going to bring a vicious storm... but he didn't care. Once he got to the island he tied his boat up and ran towards Paopu Island.

† Cerra † says:

(Brb but continue writing)

Kit-Kat says:

Thrown into the secret place Riku hit the ground with a hard thump. A bit dazed he looked around. 'Damn that stupid door, worst way to travel' met in front of his face was a hand which he gladly accepted. Taking the small area in all at once he could hear the light waves crashing on the shore, and the smell of the ocean, he was taken back. "We're back" he whispered, more to himself then the blond beside him. Was this really happening? The blonde smiled and pushed the silver haired forward.

"I didn't think this little cave was all we came back for, common we don't have long."

'Little cave?' Riku wondered to himself. Had Sora grown so much that he no longer cared for there memories of such an important place? Pushing his thoughts aside they began to walk out ducking as they got closer to the entrance, everything seemed to have gotten smaller. Once outside Riku was in aw.

"It's been to long…" he said but the BHK simply nodded and continued walking forward. Something didn't feel right. It was as if -Sora- didn't even care that they were back, seen one world seen 'em all, it just wasn't like him... "Hey, I think your mom has missed you while you were away. Why don't we stop in?"

"N-no! I don't think that that's a very good idea..." now he was sure of it. Sora needed to go home, this place just wasn't clicking with him. Maybe it was because they had been away so long, but it didn't matter. His mind was made up. Grabbing the BHK hand he guided him to the edge of the water.

"No boats." he smiled as he threw the blond into the ocean; sputtering and choking on bits of water. Jumping in himself they began to swim to Sora's. Out of the corner of his eye Riku thought he saw something move on the little paopu island, but ignored it and continued swimming.

† Cerra † says:

(Back)

Sora's feet thumped on the bridge as he approached the island. Tears still streaming down his face. Once he reached the middle of the island he collapsed and began to bawl. His shoulders heaved with each sob and he held onto his arms, trying to comfort himself.

"This is all a dream... nothing's really... mom... isn't dieing... it's all a dream..." Sora whispered to himself. He was shaking uncontrollably. Everything became so cold. So unreal... so distant. Sora's grip on his arms tightened and his nails pierced his lightly tanned skin... blood slowly oozing out of the cuts he made himself.

Sora looked up at saw the two swimming towards the main island. As he looked closer he saw the platinum hair... and the blond. He knew what he had to do... he had to get home before they got there.

Sora stood up and ran towards his boat, hopped in, and began to row with long powerful strokes. But instead of going towards the docks, he began to row closer to his home. It only took him a couple of minutes to get there and throw his boat on the sand, as he ran down the street towards his house.

† Cerra † says:

(brb, dishes)

Kit-Kat says:

(Yup)

(Oh and by the by ur sooo not getting there before I do XP)

It didn't take long for them to reach the other island. The BHK still a little angry for being thrown into the sea, but was now more nervous about going "home". What if the real Sora's mother was home? Could he fool her too? Or would this whole thing come crashing down on him.

"Hey…" Riku tilted his head to the side looking at the blond confused. "…We're here."

"Oh... Yea" slowly lifting his hand as if to knock on the door, Riku again interrupted.

"The hell Sora, who knocks to there own house?" that was weird. He had expected Sora to fling into the house screaming for his mother and then complain that he was hungry, why was he so timid all of a sudden? Slowly turning the handle then entering the house the two stood in the door way for a moment before Riku again stared at him with questioning eyes.

"Not gonna even see if your moms home?" he questioned. Swallowing his fear of being found out he opened his mouth.

"Mom?" nothing came to this and mild relief swept over the BHK. Riku once again marched forward and on up to Sora's room. He had seen the bottles and medication on the table and wondered if that was why Sora was so reluctant to come home. Pushing it out of his mind he continued onward and allowed himself to enter Sora's room. Still a mess; that never changed. Flopping over on the bed his head connected hard with something very sharp

† Cerra † says:

Sora hopped the fence and landed with a graceful thud. He fell to his knees for his body still did not stop shaking. "Get a hold of yourself Sora." he told himself as he got up.

Kit-Kat says:

"Ouch" he spoke allowed, getting up off the bed and reaching under the pillow. 'What's this?' he thought as he pulled out a small frame with a small crack on the corner. A quick look over of the frame was all that was needed until his eyes locked onto the picture inside... 'That's me... So long ago... and that's...'

"Sora..." he spoke out loud looking at the small figure of the brunette and himself smiling and laughing. Upon hearing his name the BHK timidly entered the room and as he saw Riku with the small photograph. Riku never once tore his eyes away from the picture. He was stunned. He didn't know what to say, neither of them did. They just sat in silence.

† Cerra † says:

As Sora brushed off some of the dirt a raindrop began to fall from the sky, followed by an intense downpour.

Lightning crashed and Sora jumped. Oh how he HATED storms. The fear took hold of him and he ran inside the house, slamming the back door.

He faced the door with his hands firmly placed on it. As if he was trying to keep it closed. His body only shook more when the thunder rolled loudly. He dropped to the ground and hugged himself. He had totally forgotten what his motives where before and just focused on trying to keep himself company. More tears rolled down his cheek and lightning and thunder continued to rage outside, each time making Sora jump and whimper.

He felt so weak... so childish. But he was alone. He was utterly alone. He looked at the blinking light on the phone and saw that there was a message... and his gut began to sink. Slowly he crawled towards the phone and dialed the machine's pin number, listening intently on the message.

"Sora... this is Doctor Hiwatama... I'm sorry to say... but your mother didn't make it on time... she's... she's gone now. She won't be suffering anymore. I'm really sorry Sora..." the message ended and the lump in his throat just grew even bigger. He sat there on the cold floor... dumbfounded... and lost.

Kit-Kat says:

"What have I done..." he whispered not caring who was there to hear him. He felt empty. A million emotions combined all at once and he felt nothing. It was like everything was happening all over again, the door the darkness... Losing Sora. It all came back. A million memories had flashed by in an instant. The storm was nothing but a flash in the back of his mind. He was so... lost.

† Cerra † says:

Sora could not bare this feeling of being alone anymore. His body shook with so much intensity, he dropped the phone. The clang of plastic against the linoleum floor echoed throughout the house as he slowly got up and walked towards the kitchen. His wet sneakers making squeaking sounds.

His only thought was to try and get ride of this unbearable pain. It was too much for him... everything was too much for him. He felt like he didn't care anymore. About anything. He didn't care about the keyblade... he didn't care that there was a storm outside... he didn't care that he had to save the worlds from disappearing in darkness.

Kit-Kat says:

Though the sound didn't reach Riku's mind the BHK was more then aware that someone else was in the house. Grabbing Riku's arm he tried to lift him but he was nothing more then dead weight.

"Riku common, we got to go." but his words had just fallen on dead ears. Lifting himself off the bed Riku made his way down the stairs, the BHK following close behind but did dare not touch Riku.

† Cerra † says:

Sora made his way into the kitchen and looked at the pictures on the fridge. He continued walking towards the cutlery drawer... his mind sank to new depths... new thoughts... drastic thoughts...

Opening the creaky drawer his picked out a rather large knife, the silver glistened with every flash of lightening.

Kit-Kat says:

He had heard nothing up to that point. Eyes still lifeless but draw by feelings the two found themselves heading for the kitchen. BHK desperately talking to Riku, trying to convince him to leave but again it was no use…

† Cerra † says:

'Go on Sora...' his thoughts urged him. 'No one's going to hear you scream. No one's going to hear you cry. You're all alone now. No one is ever going to find you... to everyone... you are dead. Your just dead weight with one purpose. To unlock the door... but they don't need you. No one needs you. They have Riku. Riku will be the one. He's the strongest. He's the wisest. You will always come second compared to him. So go on... do it... slit your wrists and escape from this world, never to return again. Your not wanted here Sora... no one loves you... and no one ever will...'

Sora's grip on the blade tightened. He brought the knife up to his wrists and gently touched his skin with the blade.

Kit-Kat says:

Upon entering the room Riku stood in the door way. The brunette only 5 or so feet away from him. His feet moved on there own he was no longer control of any of his actions. He walked forward…

† Cerra † says:

Sora's eyes were blank... filled with an empty sorrow. He began to press the sharp knife against his wrist as blood began to spill to the floor in slow droplets.

Kit-Kat says:

… lifting his arms he crossed them over Sora's chest, hands gripped firmly on his shoulders, pulling him into a locked embrace as he fell to his knees, taking Sora down with him.

† Cerra † says:

The knife fell as Sora went into shock from the embrace. 'Who...?' Sora thought as a pain shot up from his wrist to his heart. "Ahh!" he screamed in pain as he clutched his wrist... and he began to cry once again.

Kit-Kat says:

Riku tightened his grip but didn't say a word.

† Cerra † says:

Sora thrashed about trying to break free from Riku. He knew who it was now. He knew who was pulling him in.

"LET ME GO!" he shouted.

Kit-Kat says:

Eyes clenched shut he only tighten his grip on the thrashing body in his arms

† Cerra † says:

Sora finally stopped but his body still continued to shake. "Why are you here? I thought you forgot about me... you forgot our promise... Why are you here now huh? Why aren't you with him? Why don't you go back to your fantasy?"

Kit-Kat says:

Every word. Selective hearing had kicked out, he had heard every word, and each one stabbed him like a knife to the heart. He loosened his grip on the younger one in front of him. But didn't know what to do. He opened his mouth but no words came out so he closed it again. What could he say? What could he do?

† Cerra † says:

Sora just sat there... he didn't even budge. But he turned his head to face Riku. "Why can't I forget you too?" More tears spilled from his eyes. "But I already know the answer to that question... deep inside..." Sora trailed off, starring into Riku's sea-green eyes.

Lightning crashed and a large boom of thunder rolled over head. Immediately Sora jumped and clung onto Riku.

Wrapping his arms around Riku's waist and burring himself into Riku's chest as he continued to cry.

Kit-Kat says:

The BHK stood in the door way, he watched the whole thing. He had been found out. The lie had caught up to him and was now punishing him by having Riku taken away. All he could do was stand and stare.

Riku began to run his hand through Sora's messy hair. It was as if time was standing still and all he wanted to do was take Sora's pain away.

† Cerra † says:

Sora's body shook with each breath. He held on tighter to Riku and continued to try and calm down. "Riku... I... I can't ever forget you... because... I..." he fumbled with his words. His eyes began to close and his grip loosened until it felt like he wasn't even hanging on anymore. Sora's face was pale; he had lost too much blood and needed rest.

Kit-Kat says:

"Riku... we have to go, the door is going to close soon" the BHK finally gathered enough courage to speak.

"Go, im needed here." it had seemed like forever since Riku had spoken. But his calm yet sharp words ate away at the BHK. Lifting Sora up he carried him to the couch and put him down.

"Riku, I-"

"What part of leave do you not understand?"

"Riku you know what will happen if you stay! The others will-"

"I know what the punishments are and if you don't want to face them yourself then you better get going."

"Riku I-" not allowing him to finish his sentence Riku formed a dark energy ball around the BHK and sent him flying across the sea, into the secret place and through the door. Flame like eyes quickly calmed back into sea green and he collapsed. After taking a few breaths Riku took into account Sora's damaged wrist and patched it up with a few medical supplies from the bathroom. Sighing from exhaustion he sunk to the floor and placed his head on the side of the couch falling into a deep sleep.

† Cerra † says:

The storm rolled by and ended in the night. Up above the moon shone with stars twinkling with all their might. Inside Sora slowly opened his eyes to see the platinum blond just a few inches from his face. He rubbed his eyes and looked again. 'Am I... dreaming?' he asked himself. He got up and sat down besides the sleeping Riku. Inventively, he starred at the sleeping beauty and kept trying to convince himself that this was a dream. He touched the older boy's face and he smiled. "I'm not dreaming... you're real..."

Kit-Kat says:

Wrinkling his nose a little and turning his head, he shifted slightly to get more comfortable but didn't wake.

† Cerra † says:

Sora got up and walked over to his room. He grabbed his blanket and walked back downstairs. Placing the blanket on his sleeping friend he walked to the back yard to enjoy the peaceful night. Sora walked over towards the swing and sat down on it. The breeze blew and made the swing sway lightly.

Kit-Kat says:

Stirring slightly as he heard the door close, sea green eyes met with bottles and medication. Jumping to his feet but soon realizing where he was he took a breath to calm himself. Eyes drifting to the couch panic struck again. He raced into the kitchen hoping that Sora hadn't done anything rash but his panic wasn't lifted when Sora wasn't in the kitchen. Running up to the bathroom, and then outside, it would seem Sora was no where to be found. He ran into the backyard. Riku saw him there, perfectly fine; swinging away. Breathing labored, Riku dropped to his knees.

† Cerra † says:

Sora heard Riku and turned his head in Riku's direction. He got up and walked over to him, dropping on his knees gently and began to rub Riku's back. "Hey... You ok?" he asked.

Kit-Kat says:

"Don't. You. Ever." tackle

† Cerra † says:

Sora found himself pinned and starring into Riku's eyes. "Ne? Don't I ever what?"

Kit-Kat says:

"Shouldn't you be in bed?" he smiled changing the subject.

† Cerra † says:

Sora smiled and shook his head. "No."

Kit-Kat says:

"Really, im sure it's past ur bedtime."

† Cerra † says:

Sora looked down. It had seemed that something Riku had said really struck him... hard. Sora's smile easily faded as he looked away.

Kit-Kat says:

Riku got up off of Sora and sat by him. "Hey sorry," he smiled. "I guess I shouldn't be treating you like a little kid any more. But something I've been meaning to ask, your moms always home but I haven't seen her since I got here."

† Cerra † says:

Sora went deathly quiet. His fist clenched and then sprawled itself back onto the cold stone. "She's..." Sora's voice cracked. Once again that lump had found its way back into his throat.

Kit-Kat says:

Riku look onward confused. Had he said something wrong? Did something happen? He just stared at Sora, eyes asking a thousand questions. "Sora..?"

† Cerra † says:

Sora took a shaky breath before replying. "She's gone... she passed away... earlier... From cancer..."

"Just before... you came..."

Kit-Kat says:

Riku stared on in shock. Again, no words, no actions. He just didn't know what to do...

"Sora I'm... oh Sora…" he said before wrapping his arms around the smaller figure, not knowing how it would help but thought it the most reasonable thing to do at the moment.

† Cerra † says:

Sora just leaned into Riku and took a breath to calm his nerves down. The last thing he wanted to do was cry. They sat there in silence for a while before Sora spoke. "Lets go inside, it's starting to get chilly."

Kit-Kat says:

Riku looked down at the little one before helping him to his feet. It hurt, he felt horrible, both for bringing it up and watching Sora try so hard to be strong around him... he only ever caused Sora misery, wither he was doing it on purpose or not it still happened.

† Cerra † says:

Sora grabbed a hold of Riku's hand as Riku helped him up. Still holding onto Riku's hand he led him inside and towards the living room. "You want anything to eat?" he asked still holding onto Riku's hand.

Kit-Kat says:

Riku shook his head, still a little lost in his own thoughts.

'I promised I'd never leave you... But I also promised I would protect you... How can I do both when im the threat?'

† Cerra † says:

"Riku?" He asked a little louder. Gently he squeezed Riku's hand.

Kit-Kat says:

"Hm?"

† Cerra † says:

"You want anything?" he asked again

Kit-Kat says:

A little dazed he shook his head no.

† Cerra † says:

"You sure? I can make some hot coco if ya want." Sora smiled to himself in his mind. It was just like when they were kids.

Kit-Kat says:

Again he shook his head.

† Cerra † says:

Sora shrugged and stretched with one arm, his other hand was still holding onto Riku's.

Kit-Kat says:

"Sora... I can't stay here forever... I have to go back."

† Cerra † says:

Sora froze. 'See... didn't I tell you Sora? Your. All. Alone.' Sora stood there in silence. He opened his mouth but nothing came out. He tried again, but there was silence.

Kit-Kat says:

A long silence passed through the room before Riku spoke again. "Its better, if I go to them... If they come looking for me... I'm just putting you in danger."

† Cerra † says:

A small chuckle came from Sora. "Riku..." he began. His back was facing Riku and he had let go of his hand. "... I risked my life to try and find you before... I risked everything. I followed you no matter what. If could've... I would've followed you into Kingdom Hearts..."

Kit-Kat says:

"Sora, don't think about me, think about the worlds, about everyone. I had said the people were worthless and I didn't care about them because I didn't know them and it was no loss to me. But you stood up for all of them determined to be a lil' hero. You got your wish and now you're stuck in the race to save the worlds. With you gone what hope would they have?"

† Cerra † says:

"You still don't get it... do you?" he turned around to face Riku. A grin was on his face. But it wasn't like his smile... it was a crooked grin. "I had to do what was my destiny. But my main focus was you. I went on all those worlds looking for you and Kairi, but met up with all those people along the way. Yes, they became a part of me, but that's not the point." Sora laughed. "I can continue being the 'keyblade master'... but nothing is ever going to stop me from finding you. Nothing is going to keep me away from looking for you. You really are oblivious aren't you?"

Kit-Kat says:

Rikus eyes darkened, he tilted his head slightly downward but felt he had no choice. Sora was clinging, for dear life and probably had no clue what he was saying. He was just the closest person, here to comfort, but he had to back away before he became dependent. Eyes still shaded over he spoke "You were always a brat but when did you get so selfish? You never once stopped to think that maybe I didn't want to be found. Especially by you..."

† Cerra † says:

Sora eyes widened. Indeed he never thought of this... and so his heart shattered into billions of little crystals. "I... I may be a brat... but at least I know what I want, even if I know... and now I know... that I want is something I'll never have."

Sora just shook his head. "The darkness has really made you blind Riku..."

Kit-Kat says:

A few moments of silence passed before Riku spoke again. "Its about time you've learned that we cant always get what we want... and better blind then spoiled rotten." he turned on his heel and headed for the door.

† Cerra † says:

"Wait." Sora said as he rushed up to him and grabbed his wrist.

'You're just going to have to deal with the rejection Sora... what's the use?' spoke the voice inside his head. But he knew... that he had to say it, even if it didn't affect Riku... he just had to tell him.

"Riku... I wanted to say this before..."

Kit-Kat says:

"Save it Sora... there's a million other people you can talk to, go find Kairi im sure she'll be more then happy to listen to your issues." he began to pull away again.

† Cerra † says:

Sora just held onto him tighter. "Riku... it's you who I need to talk to... it's you. It's all about you. Everything that is me revolves around you... I love you."

Kit-Kat says:

Shot… like a bullet to the heart he remained stunned. Still unwilling to look into Sora's eyes. With a shaky hand he reached for the door knob. "No you don't..." his voice barely above a whisper.

† Cerra † says:

"And from what position can you say that? Riku... you barely even know me anymore...I barely even know you... but that doesn't mean I still can't have feelings for you." He let go of Riku. "Go on... you can leave... but I'll be waiting... and I'll still be searching... I'm not going to give up on you."

Kit-Kat says:

"You don't even know what love is... You know what; I'll tell you what it is. It's a four letter single syllable lie. You're tired; you've been through a lot and don't know what the fuck your saying. Go lie down, get some rest, and leave me the fuck alone."

† Cerra † says:

"How are you to know what love is? I've felt this way for you ever since we were kids Riku. I've kept it a secret. If my mom was alive you've could've asked her. I know what I'm saying Riku. I may have just dealt with the loss of my mother, but I still have a clear head Riku. You can continue to push me away. You can continue to stomp all over me, treat me like nothing. You can go ahead beat the shit out of me but I'm still going to feel the same way that I do, Riku."

Kit-Kat says:

"Your just hurting yourself... why cant you just let go?"

† Cerra † says:

"I don't know how to let go Riku! If I do... I'll only be living just for the sake of others. This pain is the only way that I feel alive."

Kit-Kat says:

"You gave up on me once before what's so hard about now? You don't know what you've done; you're so fucked up right now I'd be surprised if you could tie your own shoes."

† Cerra † says:

"What are you talking about? I've never given up on you!" Sora just ignored Riku's other comments. "Sure... there was a time when I tried to run away... but it only brought me closer to finding you." Sora turned his back to Riku. "Go ahead. Run away. I know you want to. Push me away. Laugh at me. Hurt me... do as you wish. I don't care Riku. I don't care what you do to me... I only care about what happens to you."

Kit-Kat says:

"But you never though of that, dumb luck made it happen. Besides I don't have a reason for being here. I kept my promise to you Sora. I promised we would come back here together, I never said for how long." he tighten his grip on the door handle and turned the knob.

† Cerra † says:

"... Then I promise you... that I will find you again. It's an endless game of hide and seek Riku. Go ahead. Run. I'm giving you a head start. Or... are you too busy for games?" Sora used Riku's own words against him... something inside Sora was dieing... he could feel it...

Kit-Kat says:

"Every second I stay here people are getting hurt. There are a handful of dangerous people out there looking for me who don't care who they have to step on to do it, or do you not care for others anymore?"

† Cerra † says:

"I doubt that people are getting hurt right now Riku. If any of your new 'friends' know any better, they would know that your here. Wouldn't they? Or do you think that they are that stupid? Just like me? I'm pretty damn aware of what's going on Riku. But go ahead. Go back to your new friends. You've replaced all of us Riku. The whole gang... intentionally or not... you have."

Kit-Kat says:

(We have to continue tomorrow, my gma needz the comp and I g2g T-T)

† Cerra † says:

oki doki

Kit-Kat says:

(Ciao)

THE END