A Second Chance Is All I Need
My dearest love
To you I owe a thousand apologies
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to break you
A night of fun with someone I didn't know
Has ruined a year of marriage and a lifetime of friendship
If given the chance to change the past
I'd give my life to not make the same mistakes
I went out with a couple of friends
Got drunk off our asses and didn't give a damn
Then this girl came onto me all sexy
And I lost all self-control
Didn't think about you waiting for me back at home
Didn't remember a treasure in my life
Didn't know anything but the girl kissing me
As she looked me in the eyes and said 'let's go'
I had sworn I'd give up my playboy ways
The day I swore to love and cherish you
I had kept true to my vow in cherishing you
But now I realize I broke my vow to me
After the lust had worn off
Guilt had threatened to drown me out
Regret began to break away the drunkenness
And paved the way for pain and fear
I knew you'd leave if you found out
I knew I couldn't lie
When I came home and saw you sitting there
Panic overcame me and I knew you knew
Apologies fell at the tip of my tongue yet never made it out
Excuses and lies were the things you heard
I knew my mistake was fatal
And I knew I lost you that day
Now I'm sitting here in you favorite seat
Staring into the starless night sky
The thought of losing you had devastated me
Yet the fact of you gone permanently kills
If it weren't for that one mistake
You'd still be here
Our little boy would still have a mother
And I, a wife, a friend, a love, and a heart
My dearest love
To you I owe a thousand apologies
Sadly they came too late
And you'd never get to hear them.
AN: This is the sequel to 'Gone'. You must know who this is, if you figured out who was speaking in 'Gone'…