Summary: 1 year after season five Lit…..need I say more

Disclaimer- I don't own GG….I wish I owned Jess but that's another story all together

Rory sat on her bed crying. She four boxes on her bed, the sizes varied from a shoe box to a huge box in which a computer or TV would come in. Each of them labeled with the names of her ex-boyfriends/guys she had kissed, Dean, Jess, Tristan, and Logan. Logan had broken up with her 2 months ago. It has been 6 months since she has talked to her own mom and 10 months since she has seen her. Rory pulled the shoe box out. It was labeled Tristan. It had a ticket to a show and a picture of him. Rory didn't have any feeling towards him so she stuck the box under the bed. The next box was Dean's. It was fairly big with different objects in it. Rory skimmed through it and also stuffed it under the bed. She stared at the Logan and Jess boxes. She took the Logan one and put it under the bed also. She sat there, she hadn't looked in the Jess box for one year. She slowly opened it and pulled out 3 books, she opened them and saw Jess's handwriting in the margins. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.. I thought you didn't read much. What is much? The words rang threw her mind. Rory looked into the box and saw the teddy bear from the winter carnival. Don't tell me you didn't know Dean was going to be here. She heard his voice so clearly. She pulled out some pictures of them at Kyle's party. I didn't tell you to come up here you decided yourself. She pulled out a photo album. You know we're supposed to be together, I knew the first time I saw you two years ago. It was full of pictures of them. Rory...wait...I love you.

"Get out of my head," Rory said screaming. A knock came at her bedroom door. Rory threw every under her bed and opened the door. There stood her roommate looking worried.

"Rory you okay, I heard you scream," Selene said. After Rory moved into her grandparent's pool house she ran away to New York with Logan. They lived together until he broke up with her and she had then tried to find a roommate to share the rent. Then Selene came, a rebel who had run away from her dad. She had blue black hair with red streaks in it. The only reason Rory had let Selene stay was because she reminded her a little about Jess.

"Yeah I'm fine I was having a nightmare," Rory said softly.

"Okay well a letter came for you, it's an invite," She said giving her a letter and returning to her room. The loud music started playing again. Rory opened the letter and started crying, it was an invite to her mom's wedding, the wedding that she was supposed to help plan and be the bride's maid. Rory sighed it was in two weeks. She saw the RSVP number. A letter fell out of the envelope. She opened it and read:

Dear Rory,

You must be surprised to get this letter from me, but I want you to know something; even after everything we've been through, I still want you to come to this wedding, please try to come early like say a few days from when you get this letter and we can get you a bride's maid dress and everything. Wow I'm crying trying to write this, but honey I love you please just come for my wedding. I know you might hate me but I want you there. I lost you, my life, the only thing I want to live for.

Love,

Mom

A/N- Please go easy on me, My first GG fanfic...IT WILL BE LIT...I PROMISE...if you review i'll give you a cookie