A/N: Okay see I had kind of lost intrest in this story but then I had an idea, okay so I can't think of what to write next so any suggestions are welcome, you can submit them or email me at Okay I told you guys that Selene and Jess aren't going to date and I am keeping that promise but I didn't say they didn't have a history so don't get pissed….thank you…

Last Time:


"Look I know there is tension between us because of what happened and stuff, but Luke is soon going to marry my mom so I think we at least need to at least need to co-exist," Rory said. Jess just stared into her blue eyes. He promised himself he wouldn't fall in love with her again, but why was she making him feel like this. Suddenly he felt her lips come up to his. He was surprised but kissed her back. There they were making out in a storeroom; finally Jess pushed her away from him.

"Rory stop," Jess said.

"What?" Rory asked

"You're not the same girl I fell in love with," Jess said walking out of the storeroom leaving Rory shocked.

Back to the story

Rory sat on the bridge crying. What had she done with her life? This wasn't her, running away from home, quitting school, getting in jail, what had happened to her? Rory heard footsteps on the bridge. Selene sat down beside her with a bottle of vodka.

"Rory, you might need this," Selene said passing her the bottle. Rory opened the bottle and took a big sip. She felt the burning sensation down her throat. Selene threw rocks into the water as Rory drank the vodka down. After half the bottle Rory was pretty drunk.

"Selene, you such a nice friend, I mean anybody else would have questioned me, you just gave me alcohol," Rory slurred. (A/N- I don't know how to write her being drunk do just pretend she is slurring)

"Uh Huh, can I ask one question, why were you crying?" Selene asked pushing the record button on her tape recorder in her pocket.

"Because I messed up my life, totally messed it up. I can't even apologize to my mom because I get the feeling that I'm worth nothing anymore. I would like to blame Dean for all of this because he took away my innocence but then I'd like to blame Logan for getting my into this shit and then leaving me there, then I'd like to blame Logan's dad for telling me I'm not worth it, but most of all I'd like to blame Jess, he was the one who broke me, but I don't think it was any of my ex's faults, I think it was mine, I mean look at me, I was just making out with Jess in the storeroom, I thought he'd still be waiting for me, still be in love with me, I never stopped loving Jess. Did you know that sometimes in the apartment I stare at his picture, wanting to feel him again, I thought I had gotten over Jess but every time I see him it gets worse, I fall in love with him all over again. Did you know he told me today after I kissed him that I wasn't the same girl he fell in love with, what the hell does that mean Selene?" Rory said.

"I have no idea, I think you've had enough, now let's go back," Selene said taking the bottle and letting Rory lean on her.

"Selene, I love Jess, why doesn't he love me anymore?" Rory asked while they were walking back to the diner. Selene walked into the empty diner. Jess was wiping tables.

"What the hell happened to her?" Jess asked. Selene held up the bottle of vodka.

"Don't tell me you got her drunk, when I asked you to find out what's going on with her I didn't mean get her drunk," Jess whispered while helping Selene carry her up into the bedroom.

"Selene is its Jessie-poo, don't tell him the secret," Rory said slurring loudly. Jess looked at Selene weird. They set her on the bed and went downstairs.

"She loves you," Selene said taking out the tape recorder. She re-winded it and pushed play. Jess sat there listening to the tape in disbelief. After the tape finished Jess got up and paced the ground. Selene passed him the vodka bottle.

"Nope, not this time, I'm not going to get so drunk that I fell to the ground like we use to, Selene after I left I changed," Jess said.

"Your loss," Selene said taking a sip of the vodka.

"Look at you, you're just a chained smoker, a drunk, what else a whore, maybe a druggie, I have no fucking idea what you've done with your life,"

"You seemed to like the whore part Jess," Selene said smirking.

"That was one time; we were too drunk to think," Jess said.

"Uh Huh, Jess you are an idiot, you're a fucking idiot, the girl you love is right upstairs wanting to get back together with you, confessing she loves you and you tell her she's not the same girl you fell in love with," Selene said taking out a cigarette and lighting it.

"Shut up Selene,"

"You know she is the same girl, she just is wearing a mask right now so she looks different, but deep down, she's the same girl,"

"God shut the fuck up, I'm trying to think," Jess said screaming.

"The only reason you're mad at me is because I'm right and you know it. You love her still, you always have and now that she loves you back, you're the one backing down," Selene said getting up. She threw away the empty vodka bottle and started going upstairs.

"God, you're right, I hate it when you're right," Jess said. Selene smiled.

"This time I didn't have to get you drunk to realize that," Selene said going through the curtains. Jess stared at her. He walked back to the Gilmore-Danes resident thinking about what Selene had said.

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