YAY! Up before 2010! Go me. Go me
I just wanted to say thanks to all the people who reviewed over a year ago, because when I saw your reviews last night they made sense. You all rock! Hope some of you are still around to read this…
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'You will dance at your wedding'It's been over a year since I last thought of that. It's probably because there was no reason to, but now there's someone in my life again. Lilly. She's been making all these thoughts come back to my mind.
If when I was back in high school someone came up to me and asked me if I thought I would ever go out with someone like her I would have probably laugh and ask what they were high on. But on high school I was dating Beth and look how well that turned out.
Beth, I don't even know where to start with her. She was just so… scared. She couldn't see past the chair. She couldn't see that I'm still Kevin. We just didn't belong together anymore. Maybe we could still be friends, but not now, with more time when she can be comfortable around me again.
That's why I like Lilly so much. She's so wonderful, and so unexpected, so different… something so not me. And we understand each other so well. Ok, so it's more like she understands me and I'm learning to understand her more and more everyday we spend together. She's not afraid to tell me the truth in my face, no matter what it is. I think that's why she understands me in a way no one ever has, because I can't lie to her. And that was something I really needed. I was tired of everyone walking on eggshells around me.
She's making me be more real with myself. Bringing me out of the pity I still felt for myself sometimes. One of these days she's probably going to make me jump out of a plane with her. I feel that she's going to make me do things I would have never done before. This chair changed my life and Lilly has shown me that it doesn't have to be a bad thing. I can make happy memories in it.
'You will dance at your wedding'Maybe this time it will work. Lilly is good for me, I can tell.
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Wow, that seemed longer in my mind...
Now some Lilly wisdom:
"Thinking you're the worst person in the world is no different than thinking you're the best. It's giving yourself a place in the universe you haven't earned."
Lilly rocks! One more chapter left that would be the ending. I'm not going to say that it's going to be up soon, but it won't be as long as this one ;)
-Crazy Brujita-