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Regret
Chapter 1 – Speaking from the heart
Tala's POV
I regret ever joining the abbey. There I said it out right, I know I'll probably be beaten for this but I need to get this off my chest.
I hate Boris and Voltaire.
The fact is they're insane, they think we are puppets for their amusement. I wish they would leave me alone, I am human, I do have feelings, but they hidden, so… anyway that doesn't matter.
Once they find this, I'll be dead. I had fun until the training began… I don't even remember my family. Ian and Spencer talk about their family, and are sent gifts. Lucky sods. I only want to go home, but I don't know where it is, or whom it's with… My training, sheesh, I wish I could remove it all, but I lived in its shadow for so long, I don't know how to break it. Boris and Voltaire have been arrested, and I'm in an orphanage with Bryan.
Ian and Spencer were taken back their parents; I think they forgot about Bryan and me at that moment. But then again, why would they want to remember us? We are what they could have become, so they probably have already put the ordeal behind them. If only I could the same. Life's got better, but not by much, I miss the contact between the others. I'm treated like a bomb that could go off at any moment by the carers and other guys. The girls just flirt, which makes me feel rather ill…
Maybe just maybe, someone will take me away from here… Hm, wishful thinking, if desire is a weakness, and I have no weakness, then desire is not a weakness. My thoughts are totally scattered.
Typical. I can't even blade without my training coming back to haunt me. If there was some ways to go back and not join BIOVOLT then believe you me, I would do everything in my power not to join.
This is my confession. My only weakness. My regret.
Tala Inanov