What Are You Waiting For?

Chapter Four

Disclaimer: I don'town the characters of 6teen.

By: Desiree

A Short Ending

I looked at Jonesy. He was looking deeply into my eyes and I was looking deeply into his. We was so lost into each others eyes that we forgot about what was happening and we was unaware of anyone around us. Then Jonesy blinked and it was like we just realized what was going on. "What?" I snapped a little coldly... well maybe a little too coldly.

"Can we talk alone?" Jonesy asked me. He had such a "puppy dog" look on his face. The one that I could never ever say no too so I agreed. At least it was better than going to work.

"Okay fine," I told him.

Jonersy smiled and then he explained everything to Amanda. Then I heard him say the words to Amanda. "I'm sorry but I am seriously doubting things will work out for us, I love Nikki and no matter what I cannot change that. I'd rather be alone if I cannot have her..." he said.

Then I saw Amanda nod and leave. Wow, Jonesy dumped her because he really, realy love me. How sweet. No guy has ever done anything that sweet for me before. Then Jonesy came over to me and we started walking down the main hall of the mall and we found somewhere quiet to go to sit down by each other, it was in the back on the mall on the parking lot in Jonesy's car. We both had purcased a soda each and we just slowly drank as we dicussed our issues. "Jonesy, listen. I am extremely sorry but you should not of over-reacted the way that you did," Nikki told him.

"Yeah but you made out with Jude. Jude should not of let you did that and you shouldn't of did it in the first place," Jonesy told Nikki.

"Yeah but... I was drunk, how was I suppose to know..." Nikki told Jonesy.

"Why was you drinking?" Jonesy asked. "You only drink when you are extremely depressed and now tell me,"

I looked at Jonesy. "I had a huge fight with my parents, I told them I hated them and that I was moving out and that I wanted to kill myself," I started to cry. Seriously, I couldn't help it. I had a deep dark secret, I had depression. Jonesy and my doctors are the only ones that know about it besides for my parents. Thank goodness we was alone.

Jonesy wrapped his arms around me. "Oh Nik," he said. "Why didn't you just come over to my place, you know that I'm always there for you!" he told me.

"Yeah but... I don't know, you know how stubborn I am..." I said. Then I looked at my wrists hoping Jonesy wouldn't notice but he did.

"Oh Nikki, please tell me that your cat did that and not you," Jonesy looked me deeply in the eyes but I frowned.

"I cannot lie to you anymore Jonesy..." I said. Then I buried my face into his chest. "My life sucks, my parents hate me and you the only one that loves me and the only one that I love I cannot be with because of our friends!"

Jonesy looked at me. "You know Nikki... I seriously don't see how you can be so tough and hid your emotions like this in front of people," he told me.

"Oh, I just show my anger side to them," I said.

"Nikki..." Jonesy said. "I don't care about what our friends think... but I think we should be together. We deserve to be together... you know that," he said.

I looked at him and nodded and closed my eyes and it was moments later that I felt his soft lips pressed against mine in a warm and passionate kiss. We had shared many kisses when were alone but now I realized something. If my friends wanted me to be happy, wouldn't they let Jonesy and I be together? After all, really it was all Jen's fault and we all know what she's like, that's it, I made my decision... I am going to go out with Jonesy Garcia. When we broke from the kiss I smiled at Jonesy. "We should be together and we do deserve to be together. Who cares what Jen or anything else thinks or says," I said and then I kissed him again. Now, I had found a third side of me, the loving side.. the happy side, and it's about time... because it it what I've been waiting for, my whole entire life.

The End!