Tommy didn't know what to do, he really wanted to go after Lil, but he wasn't sure? What if this was the end of it, he was suppose to go to Kimi, they were supposed the get together, and all this would just be a sweet memory.

'No, I have to find out what this weird feeling is inside me, and to do that, I have to find Lil,'

Tommy ran in the direction he had seen her go, he looked around for a bit, until he finally found her having a conversation with Jason, the same guy who he had found talking to her the other day outside of English class.

Jason's eyes roamed Lil up and down, paying special attention to some places. Tommy felt his blood boil, 'he was gonna…"

"Tommy?"

Tommy turned around to see the tear streaked face of Kimi. Tommy felt regret somehow, he didn't want to be talking to her right now; he wanted to smash in Jason's face!

"Congrats on the crown," Kimi plastered on a fake smile, "but now Tommy, that that is over with, I, think its time we let our true feeling for each other out,"

Tommy felt some sort of anger for her inside him, she didn't want to be with his before because she didn't want to risk the chances of her not getting the crown that on Lil's head right now, but now that it doesn't matter anymore, he get to be so lucky that she'll date him!

'But how could he be mad at her? Wasn't she the girl that he had wanted for so long now? He can't give up his chance?

Tommy looked over her shoulder at Lil who was laughing at something Jason must've said and smiled sadly. Whatever it was he was feeling, she obviously wasn't, he can't let go of Kimi, for something that might not even be mutual.

Tommy smiled at Kimi, and took her hand…

The minute Lil had turned away from Tommy she couldn't control the rush of tears that streamed down her face. She kept her head down as she tried to casually walk to the girl's room, when she felt a hand grab her arm.

'Maybe Tommy came for me,' Lil thought ass he turned around. Instead she saw the cute face of Jason.

Lil quickly wiped away the tears that were still in her eyes, but Jason had already noticed, "Tough break up?"

Lil didn't say anything to him, but just smiled meekly. "You want to talk about it?" he asked.

Lil again didn't say anything, just shook her head. She thought, that ended their conversation and was about to turn to leave.

"Al right, so lets go get us some drinks to enjoy whatever is left of this evening."

Lil's first thought was to reject, but then she thought about it, 'if Tommy found out that she spent the rest of the evening in the girls room, he would certainly suspect something'.

"Ok Jason," she said as she plastered a smile on her face, and she spent her time half listening to whatever Jason said and smiling.

But not to long after she saw Tommy and Kimi talking, she looked at them for awhile but then noticed Tommy was turning to look at her, so she quickly turned to Jason and laughed at whatever lame joke he was trying to amuse her with at the time.

From the side of her eyes she saw Tommy and Kimi put their arms around her and she shut her eyes tight. She felt a sharp pang in her heart; she didn't know it would hurt as much as it did.

Lil turned away and laboriously walked out…

A/N well I know this wasn't much, but I have hw to do, and plus I'm sitting here and freezing my ass off. It's so damn cold here in Ontario today. F-f-freezing! Anyways R&R