I think the people at my school are getting sick of unjamming my locker all of the time. So far there was the time my backpack was in the way and the two days of my friend locking it while it was still open then only partly closing it while I tried to fight her off while getting my home work at the same time. Oh and there was the time I thought it was jammed but I turns out I was using half of my gym locker to open it up. I think the people at the office really want me to get a new one but I don't think I could do it, I love my evil locker.
Disclaimer- I don't own Hana- Kimi if I did then I wouldn't be worrying about how much money I have o spend on graphic novels.
In the morning Kagurazaka awoke to the sun in his eyes. It burned and it took him a while before he could open them. He looked around and cursed when he remembered what had happened in the last tow days.
There he was at his sister's grave taking refuge after beating the man who raped Mizuki. 'My life sucks.' He thought starring at the tombstone. "A loved daughter from her parents and a beloved sister to her sister." it read. He had known that his parents had left him out of the loving message just to get back at him for being the one that she could trust the most.
"My life is screwed up, Tamami. I know you don't wanna hear it but I guess you really don't have a choice. Being dead and all I guess you have to listen to everything. Ever since those ass whole attacked before the competition my life is getting weirder and weirder."
He imagined his little sister sitting there in front of him smiling and waiting for him to finish talking. "Remember Mizuki? Well she's having some problems, kind of like the ones you had. You really liked Sano but I hope you won't anymore. He raped her. Last night I couldn't control myself, I just kicked him and then I couldn't stop myself. I saw him start to bleed but I didn't stop!"
He stopped for a moment and took a long breath. "I came here after that. It's weird with Mizuki, not like it was with you. With you I knew that I was the only one you'd let help you but with her… I don't even think that she remembers that I took care of her that night. Nakatsu is getting to be her hero. I don't know its stupid but I sort of feel jealous."
He knew what his sister would have said if she couldn't answer him. "Jealous? Makoto, I can't believe you. You've never been the person to pine over some girl! Especially if she's with some guy who you could take on and throw away in a second. The Makoto I know would fight for a girl, even if it was just going to be a week thing."
The truth was the two had never really gotten along before but they had there moments. When Tamami became jealous after Kyomi was born he had given her some tips on not looking like a total brat to everyone. Some tips he promised would work because he had used them himself on her.
"And now I feel like an idiot for sitting here trying to talk to you. Take care of yourself in heaven and don't let the Buddhists bring you down up there." His sister had changed her faith not too long before ending her own life. He went back to his dorm to shower and get ready for classes, he was late already.
After Kagurazaka had left the dorm the night before Sano managed to stand up despite the surge of pain each breath caused him. He walked away as if nothing happened, and if it wasn't for the blood no one would have been the wiser.
While going back to Osaka he collapsed and couldn't get back up again. Some old woman going on a moonlit walk found him lying on the side walk and called for help. He had been rushed to the hospital; Kagurazaka had broken a couple of his ribs.
As he lay in his hospital be he didn't blame his rival. He knew that he had deserved the pain. 'He let me off easy. I deserve more. I- I molested Mizuki. And I didn't stop those guys who attacked him that day. I just stood and watched from the alley of the locker rooms. I deserve a lot worse then this.'
It was true; some guys from the other schools had asked him to join them. No one liked Kagurazaka, it was rumored his own family hated him. Sano didn't tell anyone what they were trying to do he watched them do it and Nanba saw him.
In the morning the police were there to ask him what happened. "Can you remember anything from last night, son?" A detective wearing large sunglasses asked. "I think… I fell." He said.
He didn't tell them what he did to Mizuki or what he could have stopped happen to Kagurazaka. He wanted to but something inside of him would let the words come out. "Fell?" the same officer asked. "You were found in the middle of the sidewalk, there was no where to fall from."
He starred at the cop with cold eyes. "You asked if I could remember anything, I remember falling." It wasn't a complete lie; he was currently remembering the competition and falling backwards after clearing he bar and winning the competition.
He noticed the man write it down in a note book and take off his sun glasses. "Did someone do this to you? Are you trying to protect someone?" 'Yes, myself.' He didn't answer and just waited for him to get bored and leave.
"If you remember something here's my card." Sano just set it on the table next to the bed they had put him in, reminding himself to throw it away later. He watched the cop leave and then relaxed.
He knew that he should be punished for his horrible crimes but maybe if no one knew then he himself could forget. Of course Mizuki, Kagurazaka, and Nakatsu already knew about of his secrets and Nanba the other.
He had committed two horrible deeds in the same day and finally he was starting to pay for them. His guilt would not be enough and neither would his broken ribs be but they were a start to him.
And before the nurses came in with his medication he found himself wondering what Mizuki and the others were doing. It was around third hour, the only class he had with Mizuki. He wondered if she would freak out on him like she did when that man over summer vacation failed to do what he had remorsefully succeeded in.
Finally! My friend didn't jam my locker today like she did the day before and before that. But my mom was a late to pick me up from school thinking I would be late with locker problems. Oh well. Please review… Huffa!
