I have to read the last chapter really quick. My memory suck when it comes to anything not related to school. Okay and now I know what I wrote. I think this story is liked. Unlike my Inuyasha story. If anyone who read this likes Inuyasha will you read my other story? It has no reviews and 3 chapters. I'll stop writing if I don't get enough reviews soon. I guess that means ill update this more often…
Disclaimer- If I owned Hana- Kimi I wouldn't be trying to get my parents to take me to the book store so I could buy the 8th volume.
The first day of school after Mizuki had been raped went surprisingly well with only one incident. The teacher had asked her if she knew where Izumi was because the two of them were so close.
She froze on the spot. She wanted to say something like, "You have no idea how close he's made me be with him." Or "I hope that he dies over night." In truth she didn't mean the last one but she was angry at him. She loved him so much, even now and he just threw all of that away.
Nakatsu had put a hand on her shoulder, both comfortingly and defensively. "Sano never back last night from where ever he went." Kayashima said feeling that he should say something. The teacher had just nodded and moved on with the lesson plan.
Nakatsu was really being there for her. When she felt uncomfortable changing in front of the guys in gym he helped her slip away. (She wears a long shirt so no one can see her girly underwear and waits for everyone else to leave before changing her shirt.)
Mizuki felt herself safe again. Even though she worried constantly what she would do if she saw Sano a smile from Nakatsu made it all just go away. She was grateful to have at least one friend like him.
That night she had fallen asleep while doing her homework. The soccer player carried her over to her bed and tucked her in. he watched her chest rise and fall. It was so constant and soon he felt sleepy just watching her.
He shook it off and went to go do his own homework. He wasn't as stupid as most people thought. He did really well on the homework when he remembered to do it. He was just horrible at doing tests. He could study until his brain hurt but it would make no difference.
He just threw himself into the work answering question after question in frenzy like state. Before he finished all of his work he heard Mizuki start to toss and turn. She made uncomfortable noises until she was actually screaming.
"Mizuki! Wake up Mizuki!" he rushed to her side holding her as she awoke. There was confusion and fear in her eyes. She felt someone's arms around her and started to panic. "No!" she yelled trying to get away.
"Mizuki?" he asked confused stepping back at bit. She starred for a moment then began to cry. He held her once again as tears fell from her eyes. "I'm sorry." She repeated over and over again.
"It's okay. You don't have to apologize. Are you okay?" he asked. 'No, I'm so scarred. Help me! Please, hold me just like this.' She wanted to say it but couldn't find the words so she just grabbed on to him tighter.
He made no objection and just let her calm down in his arms. Finally she let go and smiled at him. "Are you better now?" he asked letting go a little. She nodded feeling embarrassed like no other.
"I had a bad dream." She said it in such a cute way Nakatsu couldn't help but have his old feelings of love come back towards the surface. He loved her but she was hurt. He had to wait until she healed, if she ever did.
The two went back to sleep without any further incident that night. In the morning Mizuki woke up to fine Nakatsu gone. He had left a note on his bed saying that he had to get to an early practice and than he would meet her in the cafeteria.
She sat down in her normal seat and soon Noe and Sekime sat down next to her. "Hey." They both said. "Morning." The two starred at her for a long moment. "You look different." Noe pointed out.
She shrugged. "I didn't get a lot of sleep last night. I guess I'm just tired." The two boys shrugged. "Did you hear Sano is in the hospital?" "Of course he did there roommates. Duh."
She just shoved some food in her mouth. 'Hospital? I hope he's not hurt. Wait, why should I care? I hope he's hurt! Okay no I don't. I just can't help it. I still love him. I want that night to never have existed. If I hadn't been visiting Kagurazaka in the hospital then none of this would have ever happened!' she thought angrily.
'It's his entire fault this happened. If he had just been on time to the competition then he wouldn't have been attacked so I wouldn't have had to go visit him. And then I would have been there in the bar to tell Sano he's had enough and then we would have both gone home sober and still… and still whatever it is that we were!'
Blaming Kagurazaka was just so easy. Blaming anyone was easy. Blaming anyone besides Sano that is. Now that she had moved the blame off of him and onto someone else she was ready to forgive him.
She had been so deep in thought that she didn't hear Nakatsu sit down next to her and she jumped but of her seat when he poked her. "Ah! Don't scare me like that!" she yelled. "Sorry, I just wanted to say that you're gonna be late for class. I mean you've been sitting there eating nothing forever."
She looked down at her plate. And of course it's empty. She had eaten everything and not even noticed. She grabbed her books and went to her first class with the soccer player. Thoughts of things between her and Sano being like it was before filled her head and she couldn't wait to go see him in the hospital. She didn't say anything to anyone about visiting him. She knew that Nakatsu would disapprove and not let her go but she had to forgive him. After all it wasn't his fault.
Chapter six baby! I wrote this all in less then an hour. Okay so it's more like 5 minuets less then hours but less it is. Please review, I looked back at all my stories and not too many people reviewed for any of them and it made me feel bad. Please make me feel better and review!
