I'm still really tired. I just want to sleep but I can't and this chapter really has nothing to do with the last chapter. I just wanted to add it.

Disclaimer- I don't own Hana- Kimi.

Kagurazaka hated school. No one there liked him. No one had in along time. He could barley remember those days when he was eager to go to school and meet up with his friends. It had been such along time ago. He now had to write an essay about the worst moment in his life.

He could remember the day that everyone had turned on him so clearly. It was one of those haunting memories that follow you until the day you drop dead. It hurt his heart to remember but he soon learned to cope with the pain.

He was just in middle school. He was around the age of 12. He had always high jumped, it was part of who he was and everyone had respected that about him. Until the new kid showed up.

The new guy was also a high jumper. Moved from Hokkaido in order to get away from home. Kagurazaka though he would befriend the new kid, after all they both had the same love for the same sport.

The new kid didn't want to be near him. He didn't want to be near anyone. His wanting to be away from the other children only made him the most popular guy in school. All the girls loved him and all the guys wanted to be like him, except for Makoto.

All of Makoto's friends thought that he was old news now that there was an even cooler high jumper in town. He didn't want to loose all his friends so Makoto challenged the new guy to a jump in front of everyone.

No one had ever seen the new guy jump so they were all excited to watch. Each were going to jump at different heights until they could no longer clear the bar. Makoto was determined to beat the new guy and prove to his friends that he was still worth hanging around.

Each jumper had made the first 3 jumps with ease. Kagurazaka was running down the path to the jump when he saw it. The new guy was kissing his girlfriend on the side lines! He had been distracted and missed the jump. The new guy won by default.

All his friends looked down at him like a big loser and his girlfriend became the new guys manager and girlfriend. They only dated discreetly so no one ever new except for Makoto. He had been wounded from that day on and there was only one person to name. Izumi Sano.

After his defeat at the competition he tried to re-challenge Sano but he would not agree.

Kagurazaka soon became the guy with a big mouth and no skill. He knew that he could beat Sano, and he did. At every track meet but still everyone now hated him. He had done nothing but still the hatred stuck.

When he got into Tokyo High he thought that things would be better. He thought that he could start anew. But all those former classmates just spread the hatred against him and he had no chance.

At home he would always lie to his parents about having friends because they worried when no one ever called or stopped by any more. His life was a living hell because of one guy. He hated him with every fiber of his being but could do nothing about it.

He never cried before. He kept up his appearance and made it look like he was fine without all those people who he had thought were his friends. That only made people dislike him even more.

And then there was the day he found his sister in his dorm crying her eyes out. She had been raped. He wanted to get help but she wouldn't let him. She just wanted her big brother there and no one else. Other people, in her opinion, were scum.

After months of being there for her he had gotten that horrible phone call. The one that told him they had found his sisters body in the man who raped her room. She had hung herself there to end her life and to show him what he had done to her.

He finally came clean about what had happened to her and then even more people wanted to see him disappear off the face of the earth. His family disowned him and many people who had been friends with his sister made his life even worse.

He had thought for a moment about making his own life end but he knew he couldn't. Instead he threw himself in his training even harder then before. Because of Izumi Sano that's all he had left.

When he had beaten him that night he blamed him for everything. He let go of all the pain that had been building up inside of him. He only had one person left in his life, Mizuki, and Sano had hurt her.

Kagurazaka now sat in his classroom starring out the window. 'I don't want to be here.' he thought. "Makoto Kagurazaka!" the teacher boomed. The teen slowly turned his head towards that teacher.

"Would you like to share with me what you wrote for the assignment? I believe everyone here would love to hear." Kagurazaka left an impassive face on as he stood up with his paper. "Yes teacher." He said almost like a robot.

"He turned to the rest of the class who were snickering about what he would put. "The worst moment in my life lasted longer then just a minuet. It even lasted longer then an hour. In fact I'm still living it. I have been for such a long time."

A few kids laughed but the teacher silenced then and told Kagurazaka to go on. It was true that particular teacher had never liked him but he was truly interested in what he had written. Makoto felt as if he was leaving himself vulnerable by reading off this paper to the whole class.

"It's a moment that will never end. The gods won't allow it and neither will the rest of the world. In many years of one horrible moment the only tears I've cried have been painted on by a blue florescent marker."

The paper was a good three pages. The class was so caught up in his words of pain that they forgot there hatred and some girls even felt like crying. But he knew that when this was all over that this paper would only be used against him.

The last sentences were, "And until the day I die there will only be one person to blame for this never-ending moment. His name is Izumi Sano. He is the destroyer of my life." The whole class was silent even the teacher kept his large mouth shut.

Kagurazaka just went to sit down. He felt uncomfortable with the stares he was receiving. Instead of just sitting down he grabbed his things and left the room. He was absent for the rest of the day.

Told you it had nothing to do with the rest of the story. The next chapter will start where the seventh one ended and I probably won't write anymore chapters like this one.