Okay someone suggested that I get a "beta reader". And if I knew what that was I would probably get one. If someone would tell me what that is I would appreciative. Also if someone would tell me what OOC stands for and the rest of the stuff like that because I have no clue what any of it means. It's actually kind of funny. I have like ten stories out and I still don't know what those things are. I wanted to ask a long time ago but I keep on forgetting.

Disclaimer- I do now own Hana- Kimi. If I did then Sano would end up mysteriously dyeing or something like that. Hey that's now a bad idea. –evil laughter comes from no where-

Nakatsu awoke to a small child poking him with a stick. "I think he's dead Muy!" he said to his friend who was hiding behind the plastic slide. "Really?" he asked getting out of hiding seeing how it was no longer needed if the man was truly dead.

"Did you check his pulse?" Muy asked the child with the pointy stick, much to Nakatsu's dismay. "No way! I'm not touching a dead guy! That's gross. You do it. Your mom is the nurse."

Muy was about to put his fingers to Nakatsu's neck but then the other child poked him again and Nakatsu woke up grouchily. "I swear if I get poked again I'm gonna…!" he looked around to see too children who looked like they saw a ghost.

"H- He's alive!" both children yelled screaming trying to run away. The soccer player looked confused. 'What the hell? Of course I'm alive!' "Hey what's your problem? What were you two doing poking me like that?"

Finally the child who had formerly held the stick stopped screaming and looked up at the teen. "Sorry mister. We thought you were dead. But I guess you're just some homo homeless guy." His friend started to laugh and they both went on there way to where ever it is they had to go.

'Homo! Those little brats! I am not gay! Or homeless for that matter. I must have fallen asleep while looking for Mizuki. I hope that she made it back to the school okay. I don't know what I would do if something would have happened to her.'

But in truth that night Mizuki had gone to a place where the one person who could hurt her was. She went to the hospital and stayed with Sano out in the Hospital Park/ garden. He was healing really fast and would be going back to school soon.

Mizuki felt confident that now that he was getting better nothing bad could happen. She wasn't getting nightmares or sudden urges to hide under a rock and waste her life away where no one could see or save her.

Before seeing Sano in the hospital the day before those were the only feelings she had. Like she wasn't good enough to be saved by anyone who tried. She had tried to hide her feelings from Nakatsu but the reliving the moment thing that her mind did was one thing she could not hide.

Some of her teachers had shown worry for her but she insisted that nothing was wrong. She kept on saying that the outbursts during class were her way of reliving stress. She promised she wouldn't do it anymore and now it seemed like she could actually keep that promise.

Sano had been asleep when she snuck into his room. No one knew she was there so when she entered she tried not to wake him. Seeing him sleep brought back all the feelings of love and lust she had still felt towards him.

He was innocent in his sleep. Nothing he did while he was awake mattered in his dreams. In his subconscious he and Mizuki were married. He had dreams of that night only with her willingness and there being a beautiful wedding band on both of there fingers. In his sleep everything was okay.

It was along time before he awoke. An hour after she arrived but it felt like forever for Mizuki. She watched as his eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room and how he sighed, realizing it was just a dream and that she wasn't there waiting for him. Well actually she was he just wasn't aware of it yet.

She was about to make herself known in the dark room when he spoke. "This isn't right. I would rather live in a dream then to ever wake up knowing that I have done such a horror. Make this guilt go away. Make my dreams some true."

She was taken back by his words. 'Is he talking about me? I told him it was okay. I told him it wasn't his fault. Why does he still feel bad? Damn Kagurazaka, all this would never have happened if not for him. He has caused Sano so much pain.'

She stepped out from the shadows almost scarring him to death. "Mizuki! What the hell are you doing here? You scarred me." She shook her head. "I'm sorry Izumi. I didn't mean to. I just had to see you."

He tried to sit up but she stopped him seeing him wince from the broken ribs. "Don't hurt yourself." She cautioned. She came and sat on the edge of his hospital bed. "Nakatsu and I got into a fight. I had to see you."

For some reason he felt like a girl for the first time even with Sano. Even more then that night. She was speaking in whispers and her breath mingled with his. He felt an urge to his kiss but didn't. It would be a big mistake.

Mizuki wanted his kiss more then anything at that moment. He was the one person who had hurt her but also was the only one who could make all the pain from the rest of the world go away.

She leaned in extremely close. "It's okay Sano." Her lips brushed against his as she spoke. "I don't mind. You don't have to hold back anymore. I need you." He knew he couldn't. He knew that it was the worst thing to do to her at the moment. But he was weak. 'I need you more then you will ever know.' He thought kissing her passionately.

Flashbacks of that night came back instantly. But she didn't pull away. She didn't scream. She didn't even blush when he pulled away because of the pain in his ribs. The old her was starting to fade away. It only took that one kiss.

So that's the chapter. I was going to write more but I thought that that was a good stopping point. Oh, I was wondering if anyone had read the book "Wicked"? I'm not sure if I should buy it or not. It looks good but I don't know… Please review!