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Ann walked right into Mia's office. She didn't bother to turn on the lights or look around. It was morning and she was pissed off. Mikey hadn't retuned any of her calls and now she needed to get the spare key to the bar because Cho had lost his key.

She grabbed it from her boss's desk and turned around. She froze with shock at what she saw. There was Mikey and Mizuki on the couch sleeping! Mizuki was lying on top of him and his arms were around her.

She wasn't sure what to think. A bunch of emotions filled her quickly. But the thing that she felt, more then anything else, was defeat. For about a year she had been trying to make sure Mizuki would steal the only man who had ever loved her away, but now it looks like Mizuki had prevailed.

She couldn't look at the two of them. Chills went up her spine and she felt like she was going to be sick. She couldn't stand being there anymore. She took one last glance at her so called boyfriend.

He looked so attractive in his sleep. She had always thought so. But now with Mizuki in his arms he didn't look so appealing anymore. All the innocence that shows when you're asleep was gone. Her heart was breaking.

She was frozen there for a moment. Hoping that either one of them would wake up and see how much she was hurting. But the two stayed sleeping, unaware of her, who was getting close to tears now.

'You were the only guy.' "You were the only guy who ever loved me. Why?" she whispered. She saw Mikey start to stir. She wanted him to see her; she wanted him to see her pain but something inside of her made her run.

She ran out of the office and then out of the bar completely. She heard Cho yell after her but she didn't care. He could just look into Mia's office and see for himself. She sure as hell wasn't going to let him feel sorry for her.

She went straight into the home she and Mikey had shared for so long now. She left the lights off, if there was something here to break her heart too, she didn't want to see it. She felt the hot tear fall from her eyes.

'He said that he loved me. He said that he would kill the man who broke my heart.' She told herself. 'But in that same song, didn't he say that he would be the one to hurt me the most?' she argued with herself. 'Mikey said that he just added that part for irony. He swore he would never hurt me!'

She found herself weeping even harder as she kept on fighting with herself. Finally she couldn't take it anymore. She wasn't one to go down without a fight. She wasn't one to get hurt and not do something about it.

She went over to her dresser. She pulled out some papers that she had hidden underneath some cloth. They were all love notes from her "beloved". There was not doubt in her mind that Mikey had cheated on her. She knew that he had, had a crush on Mizuki for a long time.

There were a total of 4 letters. She bit her lip reading them. That were all romantic little poems that he had never been able to say to her out loud because of his stutter. For some reason she sort of wished it had never gotten better. When he finally was able to control his stutter he no longer felt the need to write her little poems or notes, he also felt no need to say them out loud either.

She picked up her own pen and started to write on a new piece of paper. She bit her lip, what should she say to him? Nothing seemed powerful enough at the moment. There was only what she felt.

I got to admit. I never thought this would happen. I guess I was just stupid to think that this could have gone on much longer. I mean why would you still want to be with me? I only gave you my very heart on a platter. And now you have thrown it back in my face. I knew that you no longer loved me but I guess to see the very proof right there in front of me was too much. I ran, I cried, and now I'm not sure what I'll do. I want you to walk through that door and look at me like I'm the only one for you. But you don't know I'm here and you don't know my pain. I know this has probably happened to a million people before me and will happen to a million after but it doesn't make it hurt less. I think it only makes it hurt worse because I thought that you would never be one of those guys. Well I guess that just means that I you have proved me wrong for the hundredth time. I think it was just my imagination but I think I saw your hand on her ass last week. I guess that should have set me off but I was too busy thinking the best of you. I thought that you were mine and mine only. Guess it turns out you were really hers. I feel cold. I can't help the goose bumps that keep on covering my body. I think I'm gonna cry again. But then again I never really did stop. Damn it Mikey! Why! I always thought you were the one! I kissed you as my first. I slept with you as my first. I loved you as my first. Couldn't you have at least told me that there was someone else? Couldn't you just tell me that your heart has slipped through my clumsy fingers? Maybe I think this because it happened to me but seeing you there with her was worse then any break up you could have come up with. I guess this letter is meant to tell you how I feel. But now I just guess it is a goodbye. I would break if I saw you and her again. I'm broken now but that would just be too hard to imagine. Please don't look for me. I doubt that you would truly want to. I need to nurse my wounds away from you. I need to live the rest of my life away from you. Why won't you come through those doors and stop me? Please Mikey, stop me. Claim me as yours for now and forever.

Ann

Her tears dropped onto the paper. She folded it and placed it on his side on there bed. She kissed the paper, kissed him, saying goodbye to him forever.

Truthfully? Ann and Mikey are characters based off of people I go to school with. Ann is a girl that I've known since… 2nd grade I think. And Mikey is based off of a guy named Mikey you is a hockey player. The two aren't going out in reality. But the Mikey used to have this joke about stuttering that he would always say last year that gave me the idea for this Mikey's stutter. And the girl Ann is based off of is a really strong person, she has this look that makes you think she's really mean but if you've known her for a long time you know she really isn't. I just thought I would add that part for some reason… oh well please review!