My teeth hurt. I got to get out of gym class today because of an orthodontist appointment and now my teeth hurt but I guess it's still worth getting out of gym and risk lowering my grade anymore then it is. Gym class is the only reason I didn't get on the all A honor roll last card marking. I was one stupid point from an A-. Oh sorry I'm starting to ramble and when I start to ramble it's very hard for me to stop and I know you people don't care. I mean you're here for the story. –winks-
Disclaimer- If the authors cared if people wrote fan fiction then why would there be like 2 web sites I know of devoted to it? I mean web sites that end with a .net and .org got to be all professional like.
Ann took a deep breath as she stepped onto the train. Her suit cases had been taken by some man who had stored it into the luggage area. Memories of the night before played in her mind. The letter, she still had the letter in her pocket as if to prove that she had once had it all.
She had gone back to her old home with Mikey to get her belongings. When he opened the door and saw her she saw his light up. It was like Christmas and he had gotten exactly what he had always wanted, her.
He had been wearing a black T-shirt that she remembered him wearing the same night they first had sex. It was odd to see him wearing it again. She had always believed that it was lost and long forgotten.
"I'm here for my stuff, I don't want you thinking otherwise." And just like that his face drooped into a depressed look. It looked as if he had been looking that way for a long time, trying to move on but with a lot of struggling.
She instantly had felt horrible. Ever since there confrontation in her home, on her lawn, she had not felt a single piece of regret. When she had been younger and the two of them had just started going out she remembered always thinking that it could be over just like that and that she shouldn't get too attached.
And now that it was all over and she looked at Mikey who had never believed it would end she was glad she had kept on telling herself those words. 'He cheated; you can't feel sorry for him.' She had reminded herself.
She remembered pushing past him and into her old home. He smelt like a bonfire, a smell she had always adored growing up but didn't comment. His gaze was burning into the back of her head as she went to collect all of her things. He had kept things the same way she had left them, as if he was just waiting for her to get back from work.
He didn't say a word to her until she was about to leave. She remembered feeling his arms wrap around her waist and his head rest on her shoulder. She had quickly turned around freeing herself from his loose grasp.
"What are you doing?" she asked quietly after seeing his face. There was such a sadness on it like she had never known him to show. For all time she had known him he had been very emotional but never once did he cry right in front of her. Ata that moment she had thought that's what he would do but he kept it all in and smiled.
"Just a goodbye hug. I love you Ann. Never forget that, ever." She nodded not knowing what else to do. when she left she stayed out by the door for a moment trying to keep his smell in the air a but longer.
It was completely silent on the other side of the door except for some quiet music. She knew that song; it was what he always played too drawn out the sound of him crying. It was as if he knew she was out there listening.
As she got up from leaning against the wall, stopping her efforts to hear his song or smell his smell, she heard something crinkle in her pocket. Not remembering having put anything in there she checked it out and found a note labeled: Mikey to Ann.
When she opened it at the train station some pictures she had thought he put away from good fell out. Ones of her and him from childhood to the most recent earlier that year. They brought a smile to her face as he knew they would.
She began to read his letter to her, hoping that there was nothing in it to make her cry. She had been doing too much of that and swore if he mad her do it again she would punch him in the face.
Hey Ann.
Remember when we broke up in high school? I know I'll never forget. It was the worst time of my life, or that's what I thought back then. I remember hearing that you had started dating that Yuki guy from a couple of the school gossips. I felt like someone had torn out my heart and put it in a blender. Not a pretty image. And then when he broke up with you for that slut from France. When I first heard the news I couldn't have been happier. And then I saw you in the hallway, red eyes and all. I wanted to kill that jerk for breaking up with you. No one could hurt you, you were my love. When we got back together I remember making sure that no one gave you a funny look or talked about you behind your back, sort of what you used to do for me when were in elementary school. And now I feel like I failed you. I was suddenly the new Yuki in your life but I didn't want to be. I know that by writing this I won't get you back. I mean hey, what girl stays with a guy that tackles her in order to keep her in his life? I just wanted to say that nothing happened between me and Mizuki. I will admit that I loved her, but no one can replace you in my heart. I told her that and now I'm telling you. You're moving on and I know I will be too but I just don't want you to hate me. Please don't hate me Ann. I think I might die if you did. I don't want to die.
Love,
Mikey ☼
A sun to tell her that his life would start to continue without her. There was no reason for him to lie, he hadn't cheated. She had just thrown it all away. But she only smiled, maybe if it was really meant to be they would be together again but now she would go on and live a life she never had the option to live. 'If it's meant to be.' She told herself as the train started to move.
Meanwhile Kagurazaka was in his new apartment. He had an entire summer of no school. He thought of dating again, something he hadn't done since the Mizuki incident. He had made his peace with her; it was abut time to move on.
Mizuki was the girl that every guy fell in love with; he was only one of 3 that he knew of. She had so many flaws that drove him crazy but he had still fallen in love her. He still was love-struck with her but he knew that she couldn't be with him.
For one thing, she didn't know what true love was after Sano. She thought she knew but in truth he knew that she was only fooling herself and the other person if she ever did say I love you.
And then there was that whole hero factor she had. She only believed that one man and one man only could save her. If another man tried he would just be brushed off. He knew this from experience.
It wasn't fair but that was what and who she was. If any man could get through those layers of confusion and lies would be impossible to him. He could never do it but he knew that there would be some hopeless romantic out there just waiting to uncover her true heart.
The idea made him smile. One day everyone would be happy and find love. Mizuki, Sano, Nakatsu, and even Kayashima would all be loved. He left himself out of the list of names for one reason, he already had someone to love him all he had to do was go back to Ireland and win her back. Sharon Hicks. (Many, many chapters ago.)
He had really loved her but being with a girl for too long always had made him nervous. It was like he wanted to be more serious, go to the next level, but then got scarred and broke up with her.
Besides Mizuki, Sharon was the only one who he had ever felt that way about. He wondered how weird it would be if just showed up at her home, many miles away trying to win her back from whatever bastered she was probably dating.
He laughed at the thought. It would be something different. Just the thing he needed to waste the summer days. As he thought more and more he knew that everyone was going to move on. Everyone was going to be leaving the formerly strange love triangles that had formed in high school and had lasted this long.
He knew everything that he once thought to be the end of the world would be okay. Life goes on after love passes.
Was that the worst ending in the world or what? I suck at writing endings and most people complain about them when I think there good and this one is bad so I can only imagine you peoples thoughts. Oh and I was actually thinking later on to write 2 other fan fictions off of this one. One explaining this whole Kayashima being happy and another following Kagurazaka on his trip to win Sharon Hicks heart. A girl I totally forgot about and only making this story suck really badly by adding her now… But those won't be written until the stories I want to be written about Gundam Seed and Inuyasha are done. Please review. You can be as mean as you want to be about the ending; I deserve it for making one so horrible.
