A/N: Hey there guys! I guess you really liked the first part of this story because the responses I received from you all were great! I guess I did well for actually following up on the idea. Well this is the second chapter of this story and I think that it is coming along great! Or am I being too prideful? I always have trouble with this kind of thing. I never know when my story is good or not and I end up trivializing everything... But that's what you guys are here for, right? You guys are the ones that give me the good advice so I know what to fix and what to keep for the next time! What in the world would I do without you:tear: But anyway, thanks for all of the great reviews so far.
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"Kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless." -Mother Theresa
Dedication: This fanfiction, like my last one, is dedicated to a very special friend of mine. She is my older soul sister, my best friend, the other half of my soul. She moved away a little while ago back in September, but we have kept in touch since then and now are closer than ever. It has been tough to not have her by my side, though each day I remind myself that I am living and surviving every day for her. She brought me out of my shell and for that she will always be in my heart and soul. By the time that this story is posted she will have made another move to Washington and will be even farther from me... But hopefully someday she will be able to visit and for that I look forward to the future though it holds many uncertainties. "Blissful Suffering" is dedicated to Shoni for all that she has done for me and all that she has been to me. I love you lots, sweetheart! May you soar above adversity always on the winged flight of angels.
Disclaimer: As you know from my other story, I don't own Inuyasha or the characters affiliated with him. They belong to the remarkable mind of Rumiko Takahashi and any one else that might have rights to them. And unfortunately I am not one of them. :sniffles:
"It is the same as me wanting to be with my loved ones and friends. We are all lonely stars. That is why we seek each other... To be as one. One, that is how we started. That is why our lives revolve around each other." -An excerpt from a volume of Sailor Moon
Remaining Though I Must Move On
He caught her hands in his gentle ones and pressed a fleeting kiss to each palm, holding her to the ground for just a little while longer. "Promise me that you will live happy," he pleaded to her in shattered beats of his strong voice. There were no traces of arrogance now, only his desire to know that she would live and be free. He could continue if she was happy. "Promise me?"
Kagome nodded silently, not trusting herself to answer him or say anything. But in her heart she promised him, with every fiber of her soul she would live life and think of him with her every waking breath and through the watches of the night.
Inuyasha smiled as she gradually slid away from his grasp to be taken upwards. He held his hands up for a moment, praying and hoping that she would come back when he knew in his heart that it was impossible. A tear made its way down his cheek but he made no move to stop its descent. It was shed for the anguish in his soul, for the part of him that was being stolen forever. But also for the happiness she had given him, for the light she had brought, for the unconditional love she had bestowed him. For as long as Inuyasha lived he would never love another as he loved Kagome.
Midoriko's voice weaved its way around Kagome's heart when she was watching Inuyasha become smaller and smaller. Make a wish, Kagome. Make a wish from the bottom of your heart.
A watery smile curved Kagome's lips as she once again closed her eyes. "Please let them be happy. I wish all of them were happy." Her words drifted up to the sky, to the Heavens in sparkling flecks of gold and silver and were lost in the pristine clouds.
"Kagome! You're not listening to me!" Setsuna complained loudly, trying hard to gain Kagome's divided attention.
She had been drifting off into her own little world for the past hour since coming to the fast food restaurant together. Kagome had to admit that while she loved her and everything about her she preferred her own dream world to Setsuna's insistent ranting that she simply had to date Hojo. Kagome had thought that maybe her friends would have moved past that a long time ago when... it happened. Hojo was a nice guy, cute in a naive type of way but sadly her heart has been captivated with another for the longest time. A half demon by the name of Inuyasha. The one that drove her to anger, to happiness, to passion. To love. Kagome had fallen hopelessly in love with Inuyasha and had continued to do so over the passing years. And there was nothing that she had wanted more, though there were times when she thought it both a blessing and a curse. Or maybe it could have all been just a dream: a wonderful, beautiful dream that was sent to torment her with its unattainability.
But that was so long ago. Seven years to be exact. Since then Kagome had been in a constant swirl of emotions that she could not hope to sort out. There was no Sango that she could sit down to talk with when she had problems that the others would certainly not understand. The woman had been like an older sister to Kagome and she was grateful to have her there by her side. Miroku's jokes and comments had always proven to lighten her mood and day whenever she was feeling depressed or angry with Inuyasha. Despite his perverted ways he was a brother of sorts that reminded her of a fully matured Souta. And Shippo? Dear, sweet little Shippo was her son in every way that mattered to her and it had devastated her greatly when she had had to leave him behind. He adored her with his innocence and amazed her with his maturity that far surpassed his years. Inuyasha... What could she say about Inuyasha? Nothing that would do him any justice.
She was turning twenty-two on Saturday and everyone was worried that she would have no date for the party that they would be throwing for her at the night club, especially her closest friends. They were maybe wondering why Kagome was still pining over her first love even after all of these years, some calling it crazy or obsessive. But those were the people that did not understand what it meant to be truly in love with someone, to know what the term "soul mate" really meant. People like Setsuna and the rest of Kagome's loved ones who were trying extra hard to play matchmaker. Kagome knew that they meant well but there was only so far that they could go before they crossed the line and it was something that they were doing quite often lately.
Kagome sighed softly and reluctantly turned her attention to the brunette sitting across from her at the rectangular table, momentarily admiring her delicate features. She was beautiful with a slender face and stunning maple brown eyes that anyone would die for. She was the one that was right for Hojo since he had been her love since the first day that Kagome had introduced her to him. But Hojo's fascination was fixed completely upon Kagome, had been since their years in high school. Why he was so obsessed with her remained a mystery even to Kagome, who had to endure his constant visits for her health and his slow way of asking her out to dates which brought up another fault that Kagome could not help but point out: his slow attitude and nature. He had to be either really naive or really stupid but Kagome for the life of her could not figure out which. And because of this, Kagome kept pushing Setsuna in his direction or leading Hojo to her best friend.
But no matter how she tried Kagome could simply not convince Setsuna to turn her match making skills in Hojo's direction and this time not for Kagome. This time it would be for herself. But unfortunately, her pleas fell upon deaf ears and those happened to be Setsuna's. Once she was dedicated to something there was no stopping her unless she met her goal. And Kagome feared that would be a long time indeed.
"I'm telling you, Kagome, Hojo is perfect for you! I mean he's cute, reliable, fun and not at all like that Inuyasha character," Setsuna wore on, catching Kagome with that particular statement. Immediately she stopped sipping her milk shake and opened her mouth to speak. What! She had never, ever told Setsuna about Inuyasha and she hadn't been planning to either. She was already having trouble with her other friends' comments, not needing Setsuna's on top of that.
"How did you know about Inuyasha?" Kagome asked quickly, her tone partially irritated that everything about her personal life just seemed to be moving from person to person like it was nothing. How much else did they know? And did she know any of it? Sometimes Kagome was kept in the dark about secrets that she did not even know about... and they were about her of all things! Why did this keep happening to her anyway? What had she done to deserve such torture?
Setsuna waved off the question as if it were nothing, reaching to grab at Kagome's chocolate milk shake. She had finished her own and was now honing in on the one that Kagome had not even halfway drank. But all she received was a harsh slap on the wrist from Kagome as she drew her hand away. There was a bright red mark upon the back of it that Setsuna held up to her lips to blow upon gently. She cast a glare in Kagome's direction, not at all pleased at the action. She was just going to have a sip...
"It's easy," Setsuna began, throwing her shoulder length hair onto her back, "Eerie told me. She says that this Inuyasha character was rude, overly protective and a real jealous bad boy. You should not have been hanging around that creep, what were you thinking?" By the confidant level of her voice Kagome could tell that she was accusing her of something that she did not even begin to understand. Kagome had long since grown tired of trying to reason with her girl friends on this particular subject because she herself could barely find the will to talk about it. Even if it meant saying the words silently in her mind.
"I was thinking that I was in love," Kagome murmured, barely audible as the words traveled to Setsuna' ears.
Kagome's heart was still pining over her loss, her loss in both heart and mind. There was an empty void that she couldn't seem to fill no matter how hard she had tried. Inuyasha had made her promise to him that she would live happily but... how could she? Everyday weighed upon her like a heavy burden upon her back. It shattered her heart a little more each passing day and Kagome thought that she would finally break from the insistent pressure of having an empty spot beside her every night that she went to bed. It was as if shadowed hands were pulling her downward into a torrent of anger, fear, anxiety. But above all that was loneliness. It plagued her every waking hour of the day and continued on into her dreams. Inuyasha was her everything and once he had left her life completely he left a crimson nothingness. No amount of happiness could make up for it.
They were as one, her and Inuyasha. Each possessing a half of the other's soul that neither could be whole without. And if one of them was not near, it was like having an emptiness in the heart and soul, a void that could never be filled unless they returned. Just the way that Kagome felt at that moment and every moment afterwards. There was nothing above her and nothing below her. Just darkness, one that she longed for Inuyasha to come and drive away. If Kagome concentrated hard enough she could almost feel Inuyasha's arms wrap around her, feel him draw her to his strong chest. And then when she tried to touch that beautiful image it would shatter and the jagged pieces would push into her flesh in hopes that she would bleed. And Kagome did bleed in the form of glimmering tears that she could not hope to control now.
Setsuna fell silent at their sight, knowing that she was the cause of Kagome's weeping. The knowledge that she had made her dear friend cry was heavy upon her delicate heart as her eyes brimmed with remorse. "Kagome," Setsuna whispered softly, clasping Kagome's hand in her own from across the table. "I'm so sorry. I did not mean..." She trailed off gradually when Kagome shook her head, attempting a weak laugh as she brushed futilely at the tears that were coursing down her cheeks like lone rivers. She really hadn't meant to make her cry... Setsuna's mouth more often than not got the better of her and that was why she could never hold a friend for very long. But Kagome had been the first one to accept her and her running mouth and this was how she repaid her?
Setsuna mentally kicked herself repeatedly as the regret shown clearly as water from her eyes and she dug through her purse to find a tissue. She dried Kagome's tears for her and offered her words of comfort though Setsuna felt somewhat out of place. Never before had she done this, she did not know how to give comfort. It was a completely new experience to her and she was not so sure that she liked the feeling. Comfort was never something that she offered because during her life she had always taken it from someone else that was willing to give it to her.
They sat in silence for long moments after that as the rest of the people inside moved to and fro, not bothering to notice the crying girl and her silent friend. They were much too busy for that. Kagome brushed away at the remaining tears that painted her cheeks with the back of one hand, the sobs gradually fading into occasional deep breaths. She had to gain control of herself. Kagome had promised Inuyasha- and herself -that she would be happy and live her life. This was not the time to cause guilt to build up inside of Setsuna because she was the sweetest thing when she was not criticizing. She was honest and spoke what was on her mind. Not many people could do that like she could. Setsuna was honest to a fault, blunt and plainspoken which was something that Kagome liked in her. But Kagome could almost see the looming cloud of dark emotions swirl around her and she desperately wanted to ease it.
Kagome smiled weakly through her last tears, tightening her hold upon Setsuna's slender fingers, "If we stay another minute the boss will have our heads on the chopping block." Her tone was humorous as she watched the radiant light return to her friend's eyes. It lit up their depths and made her look like a child at Christmas time that had just seen the presents she would receive. The burden that Setsuna had been feeling was quickly lifted from her shoulders, smiling gleefully as she pulled Kagome to her feet.
"Well, then let's go!" Setsuna exclaimed, pulling her out of the door and pushing past people who gave them annoyed looks. Kids these days.
They had to be kidding her. There was no way that she was walking out of the door with this on, let alone outside. Kagome turned to the five girls that were sitting in her apartment watching her with stifled giggles hidden behind the hands they held to their mouths. The look upon Kagome's face was priceless as she finally saw the extent of her outfit for the night. All of them had pitched in to buy it for her when they had seen it in the shop. True, the shop itself had been somewhat kinky and the outfit...
The outfit hugged Kagome's form like a lover's hand, showing off the smooth expanse of her toned stomach and creamy skin. It was a two-piece halter decorated in shining sequence and glimmered blood red crimson. The stunning color only proved to enhance the ebony of her hair as it tumbled in spiral curls and shining waves down her back. The girls had decided to leave it as it was but curl it even more so that it brushed against the skin of her slender back with each of her movements. All in all, to wrap up the sexy package they had created, a touch of silver eye shadow to bring out the velvet blue of her azure eyes. And last, but not least, the red stilettos to end all red stilettos. The laces crawled up her slightly tanned calves and ended in a drooping bow below her knees.
"I'm going to change!" Kagome growled in frustration, throwing her hands up in the air. What kind of friends were these! No one in their right minds would ever go out like this.
"But why!" her so-called friends whined in unison.
"The outfit calls out to guys that I'm desperate for their attention," Kagome explained. She looked at herself once more in the mirror and grimaced inwardly. She looked so... different. The color, the heels, everything was all wrong. Not to mention the dangerously low neckline and back. This was not the Kagome she defined herself as, nor would it ever be. She was not bold and outgoing when it came to guys. She was shy and somewhat reserved. She did not feel right in these clothes.
Yumi looked her over and finally added her comment to the range of compliments that had been buzzing around the room since they had arrived there. "But all of the girls said you were desperate..." she piped while a blank expression settled on her face. She was never known for her timing.
All of the girls clamped a hand over her mouth and started to glare daggers at her. "You've been hanging around Setsuna too much," they hissed. This earned a more heated look from the girl in question, obviously resenting the comment they had made. At least she knew enough not to say those kind of things to Kagome. Who did they think they were, talking about her like that. She, at least, had tried to tell Kagome what this little thing was all about but they had stopped her before she could.
"Don't listen to Yumi, Kagome! You look gorgeous and besides you need to live a little! I mean, how many times have you actually had fun over these years?" Akane wondered with a sneaky smile.
The question stopped Kagome in her tracks. 'Live a little.' Had she ever had fun over these years? She could not recall and that caused the guilt to build up in Kagome. Her friends had bought her this outfit to wear at the party that they had arranged at one of the best nightclubs in town. The least she could do was oblige them in this. They really were worried about her... She sighed audibly and that caused a hopeful expression to settle on each of their features. Kagome could almost see the tension wind itself tighter and tighter inside of their bodies as she turned around. They were the ones that looked desperate, Kagome noted inside of her mind.
"Alright, alright. I'll wear this outfit but only because I have nothing else to wear to this club. Remember that. I'm not doing it because you guys are giving me those puppy dog faces," Kagome warned. She tried to sound stern with them but the effect was ruined when a small smile curved at the corner of her lips. It lightened the other girls' hearts as they burst out laughing. Their voices swirled joyously throughout the apartment as each one of them jumped up and ran to Kagome.
"We can see that, Kagome!" Setsuna rolled her eyes as she began to throw her weight into Kagome just as the other girls were wrapping around her.
They embraced her fully and the pressure drove Kagome to fall upon the bed with her friends piling on top of her. Small tears formed at the corner of Kagome's eyes as she hugged each one of them to her. Lying there, with all of the girls around her, was much more than Kagome could bear. She had such wonderful friends to care for her, to love her. She would do this for them because they were doing this for her. And for this one night, Kagome would not think of Inuyasha and the terrible hole in her heart. She would keep her promise to him. Really keep it and live life to the fullest.
The doorbell rang as Kagome pushed all of them off to the side, even though Sestuna refused to relinquish her waist. Laughing, Kagome managed to drag both Sestuna and herself all across the apartment until she reached the door. "Sestuna!" Kagome wailed, pretending to buckle beneath the weight. "I need my waist back!"
Kagome felt her friend's head shake a no against her hip and she sighed in exasperation. Her hand reached for the doorknob, turning it so that it swung open almost too quickly. "Hojo-" Kagome gasped, stepping back to allow him to come in. She did not know he was coming here or she might have left earlier. He smiled a greeting and stepped inside, dressed not all like himself. He was clothed in the latest fashions, his hair slicked back to show off the wonderful color of his eyes. Right then they were touched with some hesitation. He was trying to impress Kagome and he hoped that it was working.
Setsuna immediately released Kagome's waist and hastily stood up. Her hands were flying to control her now-untamed mass of hair, afraid that Hojo would see her dishevelment. But Setsuna knew that he was not looking. His attention was drawn to Kagome and her magnificence. For one moment, jealousy reared its ugly head. It really was a powerful emotion to control and Setsuna had to remind herself that she was letting him go because of Kagome. She wanted her to be happy, she wanted Hojo to be happy as well. They were close friends and Hojo had confessed he had a deep love for Kagome. Because Setsuna had fallen for him, she could do nothing more than help him.
And she had tried. But Kagome was not taking the bait. She was still hung up over this Inuyasha and Setsuna could not blame her. Often, when the other girls did not notice, she would glimpse the sadness that had taken so deep a root in Kagome's soul. Akane had said that the love she held for Inuyasha was not serious but Setsuna was beginning to think otherwise. She held a vast heartache for what Kagome was feeling. She had never found out what had happened exactly between Inuyasha and Kagome. It just was not something Kagome talked about with anyone.
"So... Are all of you ready to head out?" Hojo asked quietly as he rocked back and forth on his heels. It was clear that he was nervous around the both of them, especially Kagome. She was beyond breath taking, looking stunning in the red skirt and halter she was wearing. It made the sweat start to form on his forehead, trickling coldly down his neck. To keep from bolting, he stuck a finger in his collar and drew it away from his neck.
Kagome smiled to ease the tension in the air she knew was forming. She looked down at her hands momentarily, sensing Setsuna's discomfort of being the same room as her and Hojo. Kagome searched her mind for a way to get out of the room without appearing too enthusiastic about it.
"I'll get my purse and the other girls and we'll go," Kagome laughed, moving to leave the room.
Hojo reached out slowly and caught her wrist. "You look... beautiful... Kagome..." he said slowly, attempting to smile. It was supposed to be a happy occasion. It was Kagome's twenty-second birthday. They had been waiting all week for this day and it would not be ruined because of a little tension. And he, quite frankly, did not understand why there was so much of it. As always he was ignorant of the feelings filling the room to brimming, the feelings that were threatening to overflow.
A blush crept into his cheeks and hers, flushing them both. That was the first time that he had ever said anything so bold to her. It surprised them both into stunned shock. Kagome was sure that anyone could have heard the heart beating inside of her chest. It hammered away at her rib cage and Kagome would have given anything to release it.
"Thank you," Kagome murmured, her tone soft and anxious. With a slight tug from Kagome, Hojo released her hand and stepped back. They stared at each other for a moment, but it seemed to last an eternity.
The music thrummed and swelled into a fevered pitch. Beat after beat resonated strongly, harshly. Alluringly. There was no one that could have resisted the sensual call as it pounded out a dark rhythm in their veins. Their own hearts answered its call, throwing back a beat that was equally as captivating. One by one, they made their way out onto the dance floor, hips swaying, toes tapping to the mind numbing music. They danced dangerously close to one another, jamming, bumping, grinding. They clung to one another as though having sex upon the floor and the atmosphere soon gave off the smell of too many bodies crammed together. Too many bodies clinging endlessly as they touched, tasted, and touched some more.
Kagome laughed breathlessly as she pushed her way through the bodies, clasped by Hojo's hand. He wanted to dance with her and she could not deny him. He turned around and surprised Kagome greatly with his dance moves. He really was good. She had no idea that he could dance, let alone dance well but seeing him now, Kagome was thinking that she had misjudged him. Hojo had been nothing but amusement and laughs this evening, lightening the tense mood that had settled over them at her apartment. Kagome was grateful to him and her friends.
They had invited everyone that they knew and they had shown up in small groups, each bringing gifts and cakes. Soon Kagome had so many cakes that Sestuna thought she should celebrate all her other birthdays as well. Kagome had laughed and thanked everyone enormously. They were all so good to her, it brought more tears to her eyes. All of the girls teased her about crying and they guys that taken her onto the dance floor to make them stop. Kagome danced with them nonstop because it was a way to not think of Inuyasha.
Three minutes, Kagome told herself. It had been three long minutes since she had last thought about Inuyasha. It was working. For the first time in a long time, she was happy. She was thoroughly enjoying the music, the people, the party. Four minutes. Kagome moved as close as she could get to Hojo, their bodies scraping against each other as they moved. The look upon her face said she was captivated, enraptured. But to what extent was unknown. It was as if she were trying her hardest not to remind herself. To remind herself of the one place that she would rather be, the one person she would rather be with. But Hojo did not mind as much as he thought he would. It was enough to be just dancing with her the way that he was.
Five minutes. Kagome could do this. She would get through this night all smiles and cheery laughter. She felt Hojo's hands settle on her hips and she welcomed the touch. It was a comfort to be "normal" once again and to not have to worry about the anguish that was simmering in her heart. It was threatening to burst out of her with each fleeting second that passed, but Kagome fought for control and won. All the while, she appeared tranquil and relaxed. No one could suspect that she was screaming in agony on the inside for no one would dare to ask.
The wild thrum gave way to a softer, more intimate beat. The couples did not break away but merely swept closer to one another ad clung harder. Hojo drew Kagome in gently, giving her the opportunity to move away if she so wished it. But Kagome, despite the constant urge to escape the slow dance music, leaned her head on his shoulder, sighing under her breath. Six minutes. Hojo and Kagome swayed but it was not in harmony as it was with the other couples. It was off tune and awkward, causing discomfort to make itself known to them for the first time that evening.
Bump, bump, bump. Kagome's heart hammered at her, through her. Against her. It despised being held in Hojo's arms, wanting the stronger and more protective arms of Inuyasha. They held her with such exquisite care that it would open floodgate of feelings within Kagome's heart. She would welcome their warmth whenever she received the chance and she would revel in them. Bask in its protective nature because now she missed it and yearned for it. She could almost imagine the look of utter horror and jealous rage on Inuyasha's face if he saw her now, if he saw Hojo pull her body closer to his like he was doing now.
"This is wrong," Kagome murmured quietly, almost inaudibly. Her strength to go on had all of sudden been stolen from her.
Hojo frowned. He pulled back slightly to see the wide eyes that Kagome had directed at him. Behind them were tears, threatening to spill over as he reached up to brush one away. "What's wrong, Kagome?"
Kagome recoiled from the touch as if it branded her. She did not want it, she did not want him. She wanted Inuyasha and the love only he could give. "This is wrong!" Kagome cried as she broke away and ran for the exit. She allowed him no time to process what she had told him.
Kagome did not bother to pay attention to whom she pushed from her path, only knowing that it was essential for her to leave this club. She would apologize to Hojo when the breath had come back to her. In here, surrounded by so many people that loved each other, she could not breathe properly. Her head was swimming and drowning at the same time from all of the wonderful memories of her and Inuyasha.
The crisp touch of night's air was a healing balm against the heated flame that was Kagome's skin. She ran until she could run no more and settled for walking. She had been a fool to think that she could ever escape from Inuyasha. He was always there as a shadow in her mind, but like all shadows it eluded her grasp. It shrank back into the darkest recesses of Kagome's soul and she could never hope to sort out which one was which. Nor would she want to. There was too much pain there. Too much sorrow to ever go back.
She kept on walking like that, out in the open. She had no idea how in the world she had managed to run from the club in the stilettos and she reached down to slip them off for they hugged her feet far too tightly. Soon after she could breathe once again and dragged the air around her into her lungs as if it were a precious drug. It sustained her when she needed it most. Trees past and reached out their branches to catch at her clothing. She did not stop for them and she would not stop for anyone. No one would understand the pain and the loneliness, even though Kagome knew that was a lie. There were people who would understand her feelings, her turbulent rush of emotions. Kagome did not want them to understand because she was afraid of explaining Inuyasha to them. Afraid of reliving those memories.
There was a rustle of leaves in her path, then a shadow loomed over her. Overbearing. Frightening. Nostalgic. Kagome stopped before him and glanced up because she simply could not resist. He was in her path and she wanted to pass. Going around him seemed like too much of a hassle and Kagome believed that she did not have to. For one breathless moment, she could not breathe again. For one breathless moment, she was flooded with each and every emotion that had dwelled within her over these passed seven years. Tears came swiftly and silently so that they melted down her skin with their saltiness and the moonlight bounced off their sheen with illustrious beauty.
"Inuyasha..." she half gasped, half sighed. And his mere name came out as a blessed caress that the night was anxious to take from their ears. Her voice drifted away on the wind and left the two standing there, captivated by the sight of each other. They dared not touch, in fear that the slightest brush might shatter this perfect dream.
A/N: Hmmm... as I remember, I left off like this in one of my "Search for Twilight" chapters as well. Don't you just love it! Well, the next chapter will be the last one for this story but don't worry, I will be starting other stories for all of you to read, ones that will fill in the gaps for when it is taking too long to update "Search for Twilight." Looking forward to seeing your reviews and I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Please review if it's not too much trouble. Love you lots!