Same words 2

Sara went to the evidence room to recheck the evidence they got this morning. Putting the pictures on the big table one by one in order couldn't help her to put her thoughts in order as the same or push all the boring feeling away. She just couldn't help thinking what Greg had told her one moment before.

She knew Greg sometimes likes making fun of every member here, including himself. But to this point, she was sure that Greg wouldn't make fun of her. That means all that Greg said is the truth, the definitely truth!

She thought Griss has felling for her since the every beginning, since they first met in 'Cisco, since they worked together for the first case in LV, since every second they find something special in each other's eyes.

This morning, when Griss said that words to her, she accepted it as unique for her for the first second. Thought she had wondered if it is really unique for her and means something for the second thinking, but she made it assure that it is for the third thinking.

She believed so because she did feel something for him and she did saw the light in his eyes before. She believed they both might need some time. She believed God won't give anything so easy, especially for the true love, maybe she would call it this way.

But now, everything is different. Griss said the same words to Sophia, to his another team member, to a lady. If his words ever meant something to her, it would mean the same to another; or if it meant nothing, it could mean something to another.

Then, what about all she ever believed before? What about all the belief that hold her pass every pain until now? It lets her feel she was totally wrong since the every beginning. There is nothing ever existed, nothing about her love every existed! All she believed is just the imagination! She is cheated by her own imagination! How could she accept it since she has walked so far? How!

"Sara?" Griss's voice interrupted her thinking, "Are you okay?"

"Sure!" Sara pretended to be innocent surprised, "I'm okay. What's up?"

Griss knitted his brows: "I saw you lost in thought for about thirty munites."

"Really? I'm just thinking about the case. A little puzzled." Sara kept her fake smile for a longer.

"Nick will get the results of the suspect's DNA test soon." Griss gave a glance to his watch, "Five minutes to break. Maybe we could talk it later."

"Okay." Sara answered and watched Griss's leaving.

Gil went into his office and released his breath. He noticed there was something wrong in Sara's expression. And he noticed that she didn't want to mention it to him at all. In fact he knew she was hiding it from him.

He asked himself if he did something wrong or said something impropriate to her. He didn't know what happened but he was sure her change of action was because himself. He saw the hidden pain when he tried to talk to her but no such pain when she was talking to others.

He reflected all the scenes he met with her this morning. They are only three times. One in street of the crime scene when he called her back directly from the Anthropology Conference, another was in the lab when she was talking with Greg, and the third was just in the evidence room when she was lost in herself.

The third time was the exact time that he felt something wrong. Is it because his interruption? No. something had happened before his interruption. Then what was it?

Suddenly, a face flashed in his brain. It is her face. It is her blank face when he told her "I don't need one. I have you."

Damn it! Her face was blank, completely blank when he said these words to her. He might feel the awkward after he said that unconsciously so he went away immediately and left her alone with her blank expression.

It might be his words, his unprepared words.