1Chapter 8...To be honest...I'm going through hell right now and thank Ra that Rei has been understanding during this. I can only hope that I can get over this and not make a decision that I'll end up regretting...very much like our new character...well mine anyway. I haven't given him a name but he's in this one again. If any of you can come up with a name that sounds good, let me know. I'll post his stats/bio after the chapter is over so...yeah...
Yugi is talking this time around and he's happy. It's longer this time, and I'm sorry if it's too long. I was really moody when I wrote this and I was up to the point of not returning back to earth. I don't know what it is, just that I've become quite the Emo of late. Anyway, I thought this might be a change of pace, since it might be the story that's dragging me down..who knows. Have fun reading and come on back you here?
R&R and flames are allowed but not really wanted. Thanks again! If you want, e-mail me at yamikradwmconnect or IM me at Yamikrad....despite the title name...it is not the last chapter...just trust me when I say..you'll know if it's the end...
Ytak - sorry you were in a bad mood...I hope you're not anymore, but we all go through rough things ever once in a while. I know that I am...I hope that I can keep up with the chapters....
Who does he think he is?
Smiling at me
like I'm his friend
talking to me with a gentle smile
you wouldn't stand for that
would you?
Would you let him talk to me
like I was his,
like I was his prize
as if he had won me over?
The puzzle around my neck
it's empty inside
you no longer live there
gone away for it seems so long
it's been a month or two
maybe more
I lost track
the snow doesn't come anymore
the cold rains are nothing
like my heart they say
I rush back to class
take my seat
joey behind me
tea beside
tristan in front
and now that kid
that boy
that
that weird kid
he stares at me with eyes
with eyes of lust
I don't like boys
but he
you
you were different
you don't like this do you?
Did you really love me that way?
The way that I loved you
the way that I love you?
We don't talk
we don't speak
we don't even look at each other
maybe once in a while do we speak
"pass the paper"
"what page was it?"
"What time is it?"
The little simple things
too simple to think
too simple to know
too hurtful to speak
too tired to want
the class bell rings
did it pass that fast
I stand and he looks at me
his eyes are strong
peaceful
yearning
wanting
so different from yours
from mine
from ours
"what do you want?"
"Just to be there for you
I understand the feeling.
The whole school knows that you cut yourself"
suddenly the old gang turned to him
giving him the evil eye
it has been long since they did that for me
it's been months
I thought I would
never felt this way again
I was whole for that brief moment
I was whole without you
I was okay alone
"leave Yuge alone.
He didn't do anything to youse."
Joey
how sweet of you
I thought you hated me
"He's right.
You might sit next to him,
but that doesn't mean you know him."
Tea
always the loyal type
I loved that about you
"Come on
Yugi
let's go."
Tristan pulled me towards him
holding me in his long brown coat
Tea touched my back
and smiled at me
and Joey wasn't afraid of the boy
jumping down his throat
I thought I saw a sweat drop
from his brow
we walked in the hallways,
heading to our lockers
the bell had rung to leave
school was dismissed
us raring to go
I looked up at Tristan
and it began to snow
the white
pale frost
fell down from the sky
pouring on down tears from the heavens
it felt like tears when it hit my skin
my poor bruised flesh
beaten and torn
"let's go to my house for cocoa, kay?"
Tea smiled at me
a wink and a hug
I felt warmth go back to my heart
I was whole again
but I still missed you
your kind voice
your gentle phases
your embrace in my dreams
my hopes and screams
we slept in the dreams
you were the top
and I was the lost
I missed you
I still do
I miss you still
but I am whole again
we laughed and laughed
my cheeks hurt from the laughter
my heart racing to the end
my stomach in pain
the fun
the laughs
the good times again
nothing else mattered
it was just us
us friends
us again
I was again whole
whole again
together whole again
okay this is the bio to the new character...maybe with how he looks you might be able to get a name from it
Name:???
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Race: Japanese/Chinese
Eyes: blue and green...sea foamish colour
Hair: shoulder length blue hair with yellow/blonde streaks through it
Height: 5'3
Weight: 123 lbs.
He doesn't have any pierces or anything of the sort and he is the type that you wouldn't except to cut his wrist. He was addicted to the feeling of the blood. He did it for the reason's opposite of Yugi, who wants to kill himself. This guy is shorter than the most but still taller than the little Yuge....and that's all I could come up with at the moment. Feel free to be giving him a name and don't worry. If I don't pick it...that's okay. I'll pick the first one, but I have to like it...but knowing me, I will. Thanks again...