Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.
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A/N: MY GOD! It's been so long since I've written. It feels weird... having my fingers on the keys again. So, don't mind my typo's (if there are any... I'm usually pretty good at catching them, then again just writing this I'm making millions... I'll shut up.) because I'm a bit rusty.
Date(s): Wednesday, December 27, 2004 ( i think that's it )
Mood: Hungry, tired, my legs hurt from DDR, and happy
Music:
Four Seasons - Namie Amuro
About You - Ayumi Hamasaki (god this song rocks)
Because of You - Ayumi Hamasaki (another JROCK song... that puts the ROCK in JROCK!)
Every Heart - BoA I think
Merikuri - BoA (yay xmas!)
Yuugure no Uta - Chara (LMAO when they say "negai wo" it sounds like mice!)
Come - Namie Amuro
Caged Bird - Not sure... but its from DNAngel
Yasashii Gogo (Gentle Afternoon) - Minawo
Hiiragi - Do as Infinity (OMG I WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF THIS SONG!)
Tooku Made - Do as Infinity (ANOTHER AWESOME SONG!)
Eternal Flower - Terada Haruhi
Sune no Tate - Onitsuka Chihiro ( a really good song... her voice is kinda haunting but its soothing at the same time)
1000 Words - FFX2 (i don't know who its by)
White Destiny - (i dunno but its from Pretear)
New World - Round Table feat. Nino
Je t'aime Je t'aime - Tommy February6 (AWESOME-NESS although it gets kinda annoying)
Magic in Your Eyes - Tommy February6 (I LOVE THIS SONG maybe cuz I can really understand it... the words and the meaning)
Tangerine Dream - Do as Infinity (another great song. I simply love this band)
Current Stuff: There's a lot. Well, right now I just got back from Krista's house. Kyle was there. We played Dance Dance Revolution (DDR) and my legs are killing me. YAY all my Christmas money/gift cards/gift certificates equalled an awesome total of 410! LMAO! I spent it all... On what you ask? Well, I spent it on stuff at Victoria's Secret (like you need/want to know), pants, two hats, a belt, some shoes, DDR, and 11 new mangas (hehe)
I NOW HAVE 80 MANGAS! (unbelieveabbley happy)
I got Azumanga Daioh, Marmalade boy, Maison Ikkoku, Ceres, Fushigi Yugi (4 of them... heh), oh and Kare Kano (2 + 3). That's all (it might not sound like a lot.. but its 11 of them, dammit!)
Well, I'm getting really good at DDR! But I'm still on Light mode. I can do some standard, but I suffer a lot. (starts singing techno songs)
XMAS PRESENTS: Soap, Make up, Lip stuff, Candy, undies, 3 shirts, 2 pants, a skirt, (ummm) cups from the MTV store, Portable DVD player, game cube, inuyasha season 1, sonic adventure 2 battle... i think that's it... i THINK
Random Facts:
1) There are 48 official arm wrestling moves
2) Japanese tanks have blinkers
Quote: I'm ya santa! (by: random amish kid! Story: My sister rides the bus with these amish kids, right? Well they always annoy her. The one kid is speaking in dutch ((can't hold it back: sprechen se duich? orrr... sprechen se DICK (sry from SNL))) and he says something that my sister claims is "I'm ya santa")
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Love Pentagon
Chapter Fourteen
Yesterday...
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I layed there in Kikyo's bed. It was 7 o'clock in the morning. I woke up so early. My stomach was doing somersaults, thinking about last night. I couldn't believe it was true. It had to be a dream. Inuyasha loved Kikyo. I saw them make out, right? Right! Why would he make out with me? Why!
Of course, before he'd told me that he loved me and he'd hugged me before. So, this was in a way believeable. I had to check. He gave me hickies, right?
I pulled down my over sized shirt I'd slept in to reveal several hickey marks he'd left on me.
I flopped back down on the bed and brought my shaky fingers up to my lips. I could remember the way he said my name. The way his breath felt on my soft skin. Everything was so vivid in my mind.
So I layed there. And layed there. And layed there, remembering the night before. A smile springing to my lips as the images played back in my head.
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We got up. Ate breakfast. Played Kingdom Hearts.
"You wanna play" she offered me.
"...No..." I sighed. The images were still replaying. I wanted to memorize the movie that ws going on in my head.
Everytime I thought about it, I kept thinking what would have happened if I did this or that. What would the results be? Would Kikyo hear us?
"...ome! Kagome" I heard Kikyo scream at me.
"Your Mom's here to get you! You fell asleep" she pointed at the door, where my mom was standing with an impatient look on her face.
I gathered my stuff and headed out the door before saying "sayonara" to Kikyo and her obnoxious dog.
I hopped in the car. "Did you have fun" Okaasan asked.
"...Yeah..."
"Are you okay? You seem... spacey..."
Blank stare at the road ahead of us.
"Kagome? Are you listening"
"Huh"
"Nevermind..." she sighed.
We walked into Wal-Mart and got grocieries. As always, I was the one steering the cart. But this time my mom had to steer. I was to distracted to notice the people I'd run into.
I was like this for the rest of the day. And the next day. And the next. But it was Wednesday that I cracked.
I wanted to tell someone so badly, I just couldn't. It was unbearable.
"Mom" I asked at dinner.
"Yeah"
"Remember I told you about Sukey kissing Inuyasha"
"Yeah, what about it"
"I was thinking- I don't know what I'd think if I was her mom? I mean if your daughter just kissed some guy that she knew had a girlfriend, what would you think? I just want to know your opinion since you're a mother yourself."
"I don't know."
"You don't know! Would you feel disappointment? Surprise? Shock, even"
"You kissed Inuyasha, didn't you"
O.O Utter shock covered my face. "HOW"
"I'm your mom. I can tell when you're trying to tell me something."
"I'm so sorry! I didn't know what to do! It was my first kiss and everything"
"It's okay, I suppose. I just wish it would have been with a boyfriend or I wish it would have been someone special. Not some... dog like him" She spat the word out and got up to rinse her plate off at the sink.
"But, Okaasan, it was special! I was the one that he chose to cheat with Kikyo! I was the one! And he isn't just any other dog! If you met him, you'd know better."
"Kagome. He was using you just to get some action! Can't you see that" Her head hung and she stared at the poor job of stainless steel sink.
"But he told me he loved me"
"He doesn't love you" She turned around.
"Yes he does! And I love him! You're just jealous because I can get a boyfriend while you're staying single for the rest of your life" I realized I'd gone too far.
SLAP!
I slowly touched my swollen cheek. I looked up at my mom who went right back to rinsing some dishes off. Souta's lip quivvered, but I gave him a look like "don't-cry-or-else-you'll-get-yelled-at". Immediatly he snapped out of it as I ran to my room in tears.
I quickly signed on the computer. Thank god he was on!
Kitichan04: hey
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: hi
Kitichan04: so... yesterday was fun
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: yeah
Kitichan04: umm whyd u kiss me
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: idk! plz dun bring that up! IM SO SRYY! SRY! SYR!
Kitichan04: do you raelly love me?
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: yes but that meant nothing! im so sry
Kitichan04: what do u mean
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: idk y i kissed u! idk y! it meant nothing at all i dun feel that strongly about u! sry syr sry sry sry i new this happen! sry sry sry
Kitichan04: then yd u do it if u didnt feel that way about me!
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: how many times do i have 2 say? IDK + SRY!
Kitichan04: but y would u do that when u no i love u! u were taking advantage of me is that it!
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: no! i do love u! thats prolly y i did it! adn im sry! but i realized i dun love u THAT much! but u cant tell n e one or else i wont be ur friend no more
Kitichan04: like id tell n e one! i dont trust n e one with THIS
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: good
Kitichan04: well im gonna go now cuz thats all the reason y i got on.
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: im sry and bye
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: i love u
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: i really do
Kitichan04: i love u 2
Kitichan04: this might sound a lil selfish, but will u kissme again?
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: WTF! IIE! NO! I HAVE A GF! I CANT DO THAT 2 HER
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: AND YEAH THAT WAS SELFISH
Kitichan04: im sry this time.
Kitichan04: well im gonna go
Kitichan04: i love u
XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: i love u to. I really do. I love you so much Kagome, and I'll never stop loving you
Kitichan04: -D i love u too and i wont ever stop not now. not ever.
Kitichan04 signed off at 6:23:34
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I went right back to crying. How could anyone do that without meaning it? I simply wouldn't believe his words he just said to me. I couldn't. Not after what he did to me. I knew that deep down in his heart he wanted to do that and I knew he wanted to do it again.
I mean, the words he said to me. How could he be playing me when being that serious?
It was impossible. I swear.
So many emotions swimmed in my head. It was hard to handle. Who was right and who was wrong? Mom's words were wise and were starting to prove themselves. But on the other hand, it was hard to ignore Inuyasha's words like that. I didn't know what to do.
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Sunday
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"Hello"
"Kagome"
"Yeah. Is this Kikyo"
"Yeah. Um... do you wanna hang out today"
"Where's Inuyasha? I thought he was comming over today"
"He didn't come. And I can't get reach of him."
"He ditched you"
"It would seem so..."
"Well, you can come over then"
"Okay I'll be over in a couple minutes. The traffic doesn't seem that bad so it shouldn't take me long to walk over."
"Okay. See you soon."
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So it turned out that Kikyo had been ditched by Inuyasha. Was this a sign that he no longer wanted to be with her? Did he want to be with me? Was this his odd way of proving himself or something?
Whatever it was, I felt bad for Kikyo. She waited and she was all dressed up for him, and he never showed.
We tried calling him a few times, but no one would pick up.
Kikyo held back the tears and acted mature.
She left early and said it would be best for her to stay at her own house because he might try to call there.
I helped her across the street then crossed back and yelled bye.
Little did I know that this was a sign. And it would all have an effect.
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A/N: woot cliffie. well so much for having a short chapter (must sing: you you only you! la la al la my darling call me! anytime! you want to! come on darling close your eyes (hasn't learned the wrods is japanese))
sorry right now im not typing that great cuz im rally tired. and i dont care about typos right now. so tehre. ha ha ha haahaha (cough chocke) im just typing whatever coems to mind. this song in the middle (magic in your eyes) soudns funny. but i lov eit.
(yawn) im dead so here's the:
Chapter Previews!
"I have some bad news for me and good news for you" Kikyo explained.
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"I feel like a fool..." I said, handing him the note on our way out of Spanish.
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"About the note..." he began. This didn't sound good.
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Well, does it sound good? I think so. Yes, incase you can't tell, I try to pull good parts out of the chapter, but not too revealing. Because it's so much fun to tease you and torture you and make you wait until next week.
I love all my fans (aka I love you)
The Great Ritsuki