Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.
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A/N: OMG! IT HAS BEEN OVER A MONTH SINCE I'VE WRITTEN! IT FEELS SO GOOD!
Date(s): February 28, 2005
March 1, 2005
March 6, 2005
March 7, 2005
March 8, 2005
March 9, 2005
Mood: Happy. There is a whole bunch of snow outside! It's a snowstorm WHEEE! I hope I don't have school tomorrow!
(3-1) Aww... I still have school, but at least I have a 2 hour delay!
(3-6) YAY I'm so happy! My PC let me download a video today!
(3-7) :-( My first day since DDR was taken away from me this week... I should have never talked back to my mom.
(3-8) I'm so excited for friday! Just Kyle and me going to the Laser Dome!
(3-9) Really Pissed off! I was reading a Marilyn Manson Autobiography and the teachers took it from us because it wasn't "appropriate for school" And we still haven't gotten it back. But I'm really happy because my sister and I found DDR so we're playing it before my mom gets back from work.
Music: None, I just hear stuff from my sister playing DDR.
Sacrification by Youjeen
Nemurenai Yoru by Bonnie Pink
(3-1)
Shine We Are by BoA
Under the Moon by Do As Infinity
First Love by Utada Hikaru
Sakura Drops by Utada Hikaru
(3-6)
Heart of Hearts by KOTOKO
(3-7)
Chibikko Folk by Maaya Sakamoto
Michishirube (Acoustic Version) - Shunichi Miyamoto
(3-8)
Billy and Mandy from the Living Room
Shine We Are! By BoA
Under the Moon by Do As Infinity
First Love by Utada Hikaru
Sakura Drops by Utada Hikaru
Shinjitsu no Uta by Do As Infinity
(3-9)
Hope or Pain by Ayumi Hamasaki
Current Stuff:(Feb 28) There is a dance this friday! But the student council is being so gay about it. Instead of having it at night, they're having it at 3:30, which is RIGHT after school. Yeah. Oh my god me and Kyle and Krista were at the mall and it was almost time for my mom to pick us up. So we were heading down and we stopped right by the escalator because Krista needed to tie her shoe. Well, these 4 Christian kids come up to us. How do I know that they're Christian? Read on!
So the one kid comes up to us and he looks at me and says, "Can we ask you come questions?" and I'm like, "okay...?" So they're all like "Do you believe in God?" and I'm like "No!" (because I don't... okay?) "Well what do you believe in?" and I'm like "SCIENCE!" and Krista and Kyle are just sitting there. And I'm like "There is a scientific explanation for everything in the Bible, and I think science is more logical than something we don't even have proof of." (because, really, we don't have any proof and I'm really sorry if I'm offending any of you guys out there) so I'm thinking 'Oh crap my mom is going to be pissed at me because she's an impatient person and she can't wait for long!' But these kids! There are four of them! And they're just standing there!
"Have you ever read the Bible?" The one girl asks me. "No. I think it was just written by some crazy person that was bored!" They all stare. The guy goes, "Well, the Bible was written by a lot of people" "Well maybe they were all at a party and were on an acid trip or something!" THe one girl just walks away. So then my mom calls again and she's like "WHY AREN"T YOU HERE?" and I'm like "OH MY GOD MOM THESE CHRISTIAN KIDS--" "YEAH RIGHT" "I SWEAR TO GOD" and these kids are just staring, probably thinking 'never take the Lord's name in vein' so 3 left, but the one girl is like following me saying "I want to call out to Him for you, because I used to be just like you, with all these questions! But you just need to follow His path!" and im like 'WAHT?' and then my mom is waiting at the bottom of the escalator and I'm like "SEE! THE GIRL! CHRISTIAN GIRL!" and then she believed me!
But, woah... that was a really weird exsperiance!
Random Facts:
1) In Myanmar they don't play janken (rock paper scissors). They play Gun Tiger Officer! Officer has control over guns so he beats gun. Tiger gets killed by guns so Gun beats Tiger. ANd Tigers can maul (sp?) officers so they beat them.
2) Japan's "Barney" (i forget it's name) sings a song about Eating Kids!
Quote: Vote for Pedro! (from: NAPOLEON DYNAMITE!)
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Love Pentagon
Chapter 17
Maybe...Maybe Not
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"I'm so excited for our first date!" I heard Sukey sqyueal from across the cafeteria. I mean, goddammit! Everyone already knew. Was she trying to piss me off?
"Um... Kagome, are you alright?" asked Mai.
I gave her a look like 'What-do-you-think!'.
But I wasn't the only one messed up right now. Sango was destroying herself. Just because Inuyasha didn't have any feelings for her. A couple times, she would show me her cuts all up her arms. Now she had to wear bulky sweaters of long sleeved shirts to cover them up.
But I thought Sango was taking this a little too seriously. I just kept thinking. 'He has his own choice in who he dates' but my heart told me otherwise.
Yumi had told me that if I ever asked him out he'd say "yes". But he didn't. Why did he tell her that? Is it only because he had Sukey now? I didn't know. I didn't really care, either. I was just heartbroken.
But I wasn't going to be crazy like Sango. I was going to just be my normal, cheerful self.
Our really fat teacher (in real life: he is HUGE! SERIOUSLY! I'm not saying any names. All I can say is a science teacher that probably weighs at least 275 lbs. I'm not trying to be mean to any obese fans out there. But this guy was huge. And scary. And loud. I hope you're not reading this, Mr. D.) excused us from the lunch room so we could go outside.
Outside, I huddled behind the wall to sheild myself from the wind. I fought my way through the crowd of others following my example to find Sukey and Inuyasha together, observing the wall-ball game played by Chin and Taro.
(a/N: Wall-ball was taught to me last year by my history teacher! If you've ever been on neopets, it's exactly like Meriball. You let the ball hit the ground, then hit the wall all in one bounce. Once it hits the wall, your opponent needs to wait for it to hit the ground again, then they bounce it to the ground then wall. Its really easy. If you're playing inside and you hit it so hard it hits the ceiling, you're out. If it hits the wall first, you're out. And if you miss completely (like me) you're out. Just thought you guys might want to know.)
"Hey guys!" I said, walking over to Inuyasha.
"Oi, Kagome!"
"Dude, aren't you guys cold? Neither of you have a jacket!" I said, wrapping my own sweatshirt tighter to my skin.
Neither responded. They only looked at me.
"You have eachother..." I said to Inuyasha, poking him while I teased him.
"Yup! Exactly!" Sukey said matter-of-factly. Goddamn I hated her.
I said goodbye and walked away from them.
Even though I hated Sukey, I wanted to put on a facade that I wanted to be friends. My strategy: Get closer to the enemy...
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Later that night, my mom reminded me that I needed to call Inuyasha to make sure he was coming to my birthday party or not. He said he might, but neither of us were sure.
I couldn't wait! My birthday was only in a few days! Inuyasha would be coming. Maybe we'd kiss again... I had to snap out of it. I was getting to caught up in this. He was confused then. He didn't love Kikyo anymore. That's why he was flirting with me and stuff.
But I wanted his strong arms around my waist. I wanted him to hold my hand. I wanted him to want me. (ritsuki starts singing that old song: i want you to want me... I need you to need me...)
I hesitantly dialed his number and waited for him to pick up. "Heeeelloooo?"
"Hey Inuyasha!"
"Oh. Hey Kagome. I thought you might be Sukey."
"Nope. Sorry," I was a little insulted.
He laughed. "It's okay. It's not like I'm disappointed."
"I was just asking to make sure if you were coming to my birthday. So, you are coming to my birthday, right?"
"Yeah, I'll be there."
"Okay. See you on Friday, then. Oh, yeah, Inuyasha?"
"Hm?"
"Please... Don't back out on it. You and Sango are the only ones coming. It really means something special that you're coming."
"Don't worry, I'll be there, for you."
"Okay. Thanks." I was blushing. I hesitated, but I might as well," ... I love you."
"I love you , too."
"Bai."
"See ya."
click
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December 3rd. The date when I was born. Sango was here. Where was Inuyasha? He should've been here. He even said he loved me just two days before. I didn't know what was going on.
The phone rang. I picked it up, "Hello?"
"Hey, it's Kikyo."
"Oh. Do you know where Inuyasha is?"
"Well," Kikyo began... TO BE CONTINUED!
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A/N: OMIGOD thank you! I finally finished a chapter after, like, 6 days (or whatever).
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"Well what?" I was irritated. I needed to know where Inuyasha was.
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I sat at the hibachi, miserable.
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My first day of work.
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Oh yeah, here's one of my favorite lyrics. It's from Utada Hikaru's song, Sakura DORAPPUSU (Drops for those of you who can't translate) and it's on her album, "Deep River"
(this is at the very end of the song)
Suki de suki dou shiyo mo nai
(I love you, I love you, I can't help it)
YAY! Utada Hikaru is one of my favorite singers.