Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.
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A/N :cries: I can't believe it's the last chapter! I just want to say:
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Date(s): August 15th, 2005
Wubb you…
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Love Pentagon
Chapter 40/Final Chapter
Sakura DORAPPUSU
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The last day of school
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I was attacked with hugs from all of my friends, making it harder on me to leave.
"I'm going to Osaka to visit my dad this summer, so I won't see you," Rini explained.
"Yeah, I'm busy too," Shiori complained. "But I can't wait to see you next year! We'll be in detention everyday I bet!"
"Nah, we won't. I keep us out of trouble!" Azusa exclaimed.
"I'm going to miss you all!" Mariko hugged all of us at the same time. "I can't believe I have to go to summer camp this year! Goddamn… My mom's such a bitch! I should kill her…"
"And you wonder why she's sending you off?" Rini laughed.
"Shut up!" Mariko punched Rini.
"Owwwwieeeee!"
"You think that hurt?" Shiori had a mischievous smile on. She licked her two fingers, held Rini's arm out and smacked them down as hard and fast as she could.
"OH MY GOD! WHAT THE FUCK!"
I just couldn't stop laughing. How could I ever leave this? This was my home, and these were my home gurlzzz (ha, ha… just kidding!)! Just them playing around like this actually brought small tears to my eyes, but I blinked them away.
"Group hug!" Azusa called out randomly and we were all squished together. Other kids stared at us. I bet they were thinking, 'The freaky gothic kids of the school are being all … cuddly. Eek! The apocalypse is here!'
I smiled. But I needed to tell them. I needed to. "…"
…I wanted to tell them. I really did. I wanted to just blurt out I'd never see them again. I was moving to the UK for God knows how long. I wanted to tell them I couldn't wait to see them again… but that would most likely be never.
It would be easier for me to just not mention anything. I wouldn't tell anyone I was leaving, and they'd all expect me back, but I would just be gone. I would be erased from Japan.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha pushed through the crowds of kids with stuff from their lockers, kids hugging, kids with art projects to take home, and kids making their ways to their busses. That's a lot of crowd.
"Hi," I smiled.
"I looked through your poems," he said.
I blushed. "Oh."
"They're good. And I guess I didn't know your feelings. The feelings you had written down, anyways. But it's not mostly my fault, you should've been more open, and I would have been more… understanding. But I understand now. I spent all day yesterday understanding. And all I can do is try to change. And I'll really try! After what happened with Sukey, I don't want to be like the old me. But your poems really showed me how you think. And I'm glad I'm getting a glimpse at the real you. And, uh… I was thinking, maybe, uh, you and me--"
Shiori tugged at my arm. "Our bus is here!" She dragged me with her. Whatever Inuyasha had to say, it wouldn't matter. I was leaving in a couple days. I wouldn't see him ever again.
"See you later!" I waved to him, walking backwards, guided by Shiori.
He smiled. "Yeah."
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(please pay attention to the times provided)
4:15 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: hey! I never got 2 finish wat I was gonna say
4:23 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: …are u still made me?
4:23 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: I said i was sry
4:28 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: Kagome?
4:28 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: …
4:29 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: fine
4:45 Kitichan04: sry I was busy
4:45 Kitichan04: wat were u gonna say?
4:46 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: nothing…nvm
4:46 Kitichan04: well I had something 2 tell u
4:47 Kitichan04: but ur not gonna tell me so…
4:47 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: ask Kikyo
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4:48 Kitichan04: KIKYO!
4:48 KuroiNeko: KAGOME!
4:48 KuroiNeko: lol wats up?
4:48 Kitichan04: iNuyasha wont tell me something he said 2 ask u
4:49 KuroiNeko:)
4:49 KuroiNeko: yes
4:49KuroiNeko: he + I r goin back out!
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4:50 Kitichan04: u wanted 2 tell me ur dating Kikyo now:E
4:50 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: let me explain
4:50 Kitichan04: wtf!
4:51 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: I wanted 2 ask u out! I teried 2day but ur bus came! Then ur still mad me
4:51 Kitichan04?
4:51 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: u didn't anser me on here
4:52 Kitichan04: I SAID I WAS BUSY!
4:52 XGoAwayYourAnAnnoyanceX: dont lie 2 me
4:52 Kitichan04: WTF IM NOT! OMFG
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I was crying. Inuyasha finallywanted to go out with me, but he thought I was still mad. So he went with Kikyo. That was gay!
The phone rang, and I knew who it was. So I let the machine pick it up. 'Kagome! Dammit! Pick up the phone right now or I'll drive over there!'
"What do you want, Inuyasha! Why don't you talk to Kikyo? She obviously replaced me!"
"Listen to me, Kagome! My feelings for you are never going to change. Not after reading your poems. But-"
"I don't need to listen to your bullshit. I'm never seeing you again anyway," I said and hung up the phone loudly.
The only thing I could do was run outside and sit in the middle of the road, being soaked by the warm rain. I wanted to wash away. I didn't want to go through this torture anymore. And the heartbreak would follow me to England. It wouldn't heal the minute I got on the plane. I wanted the heartbreak to be over, but he made it start all over. Just the way it always was.
Falling in love, saying goodbye
With a vow that is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind
Will eventually blossom
The summer rain that started to fall
Gently streaked past my tears
Images that resemble memories
Autumn's drama reruns
Why have I suffered
Almost the same blows, such countless times?
But even so, I'll probably fight again
That is one of life's mysteries
Falling in love, giving in everything
With a wish that this is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying through time
Will eventually blossom
(Utada Hikaru – Sakura DORAPPUSU – Translations – really doesn't exist
I wonder when I first realized that.
But I'm prouder than anyone else that
The days we spent together weren't lies
I've lived until now,
But time flows in a different way.
Just having met you, having loved you,
even if we can't share out thoughts,
I will not forget you.
Why, even if it hurts so much,
I cannot think of anyone but you,
And I want to be with you?
I am accustomed to think of even
Small things as happy memories.
Even clichés and pointless words,
If they're said between us,
Have meaning.
Just having met you, having loved you,
Just having shared our thoughts, from now for eternity…
I think of you as proof that I live
Without taking my eyes off the truth and reality
Just having met you, having loved you,
Even if I will never see you again,
I will not forget.
(Ayumi Hamasaki – Love destiny - Translations – still remember you on that day
When you were about to say something…
I'm sorry that I couldn't listen
To what you had to say.
I honestly love you, but
I don't have enough courage…
I hid my tears, knowing
That we couldn't go back again;
We parted when I waved my hand and said, -
"See you later"
Just the way we always parted…
It was easier than I thought
To let go of the hand I was holding;
But to hold it once again and let go
Is much harder…
I can't smile without you
I can't say just one word.
The wind is cold,
Now, I am finally crying…
I know that there's no reason
That I am the only one who is cold,
But I think it's too late…
The distance between us is growing,
Little by little,
And keeping us apart…
Does the flow of time
Make us forget each other,
Little by little?
Goodbye, to the one who will never fade away…
I couldn't even say goodbye properly
It's over…
(Ayumi Hamasaki – Over – Translations – Hmm… if you haven't read the songs, please do! They go along with the fic very well… it's actually because of them that I made it end the way it did.
OK OK PS... I got some reviews asking me some things, so I'm going to answer them right now.
1: I do not cut. I am NOT EMO... although everyone calls me Emo...
2: I do not like or hate Kikyo. I think she's OK, in the show I don't think she's necessarily evil... yeah. So... I don't like her, don't hate her either.
3:... is there a three? If you have any more questions, please ask and I'll try to answer them.
LOOK OUT FOR THE SEQUEL NEXT WEEK! JA NE MATA!
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