Sean slammed shut his bedroom door. He scowled as he went over to his bed and sat down. He sat there trying to compose his anger. He looked over at the picture of Ellie framed on his dresser. He smiled and fought back tears. He then started to hate himself even more, and covered his face in his hands and cried softly into the night.
The next morning his mother Carol walked into his bedroom and woke him up. "Leave me alone." He hissed then rolled over so his back was facing her. "Sean…listen. I said I was sorry, how many times do we have to go through this? I mean, it seems like we go through one fight after another." She stressed to him.
Sean didn't say a word. He just stared at the wall and thought back to when him and Ellie were living together as one of the happiest couples. Not a day went by that he didn't think of her, and what he had done. Abandon her. That's exactly what he did, and it tore him apart each and every day. He didn't want to go through another day of it, and just wanted to go back to her and be happy again.
He rolled back over and faced his mother. "Listen." He paused, then gave a sigh. "I…I want to go back to Ellie." He began after he seen his mother's shocked expression. "I'm…I'm sorry, but I'm just not happy here. I love Ellie…and I need to go back to her. She needs me. She needs me mom." At that moment his mother started to cry.
Sean sighed and started to pat her back. She leaned in and hugged him. "You want to leave me again?" She asked between sobs. "Mom…it's not that I don't love you. But look at us. We're fighting again…and Ellie was going through a rough time with her mom when I left her. Plus, I love her and I want to be with her again." He said softly as he hugged her.
His mother broke away and looked at him as she wiped away her tears. "Well…when are you planning on leaving?" She asked him. "I…I don't know. Maybe in a day or two?" He said quietly. His mother just nodded her head and looked away. She got up slowly and left his bedroom and closed the door behind her. Sean sighed and leaned back in his bed. He reached over for his cell phone on his dresser and stared at the screen. He went to his phone contacts, and got to the name Ellie. He stared at the name for a while, then put the phone back down. He decided he wasn't going to let her know he was coming back. He'll surprise her.
Ellie sat there listening to her rock music as she finished painting her nails black. She held them away from her and admired them. She was pleased with how they looked and smiled. She turned off her music and walked out of her bedroom and into the living room.
Her mother was at work, so she was home alone, since it was a Saturday morning. She walked over to her couch and sat down. She turned on the TV and started watching some music videos. She jumped as she heard a knock at the door. Could it be Craig? She thought as she got up. But then she decided it probably wasn't him seeing as how she told him off at the wedding gig. She walked slowly over to the door and opened it.
She froze at the sight. Sean. Sean Cameron was actually standing right in front of her. Sean smiled nervously and waited for a response. "Oh. My. Gosh." Ellie said slowly. "What are you doing here?" She asked still in shock.
"I…I just wanted to come see you." He said nervously with a smile. "I'm back." He said lifting his arms in the air. "What!" Ellie asked in disbelief. "I thought you wanted to be with your parents." She said crossing her arms.
"I know, but I couldn't last another day being without you." He said moving towards her. "I love you." He said with a smile. He brought her towards him and embraced her. Ellie started to cry and clung on to him, closing her eyes. "Oh Sean, I've missed you so much" She said with her voice cracking. "Oh you have no idea how much I've missed you." He said stroking her hair. "And, I can't even describe how sorry I am for leaving you and staying with my parents." He said breaking away and looking down at her.
She looked up at him and just stared. She didn't know what to say to that. So she just gave a nod. "Well…I'm so glad you're back honey." She said wrapping an arm around him and laying her head against his chest.
"I'm glad I'm back too. I wasn't happy with my parents. I realized…I was only happy with you." He said quietly as he rubbed her back. They both walked into the house and made up for lost times.
Ellie's mom didn't take the news of Sean being back quite well. Ellie told her how he had no place to go, so they were going to rent another apartment again. Ellie's mom started going off in a rage about how she doesn't want that to happen again, but Ellie wouldn't listen and took Sean's hand and they ran off.
They looked around at different hotels until they found one and rented a hotel room. They decided they'll stay there until they can find an apartment to rent. Sean decided to go back to Degrassi, and will just work hard to make up all the work he has missed.
On Monday morning Ellie and Sean walked hand in hand up to Degrassi. They walked into the office and scheduled Sean for his classes. He grabbed his schedule and walked with Ellie until he reached his first class. He kissed her goodbye and walked into his class. He walked in and everyone gasped. He looked around and slowly walked to a seat in the back behind Craig.
"You're back?" Craig whispered as he turned around.
Sean just looked straight ahead. "Mmhmm." He said simply. Craig looked at him and raised an eyebrow. He turned back around slowly. Sean had heard about Ellie liking Craig, and so he wanted nothing to do with him.
Throughout the day, there was the occasional people coming up to Sean and welcoming him back. Sean searched all day for Jay, only to find out he was expelled. He stood there, not knowing what to say. "I'm sorry honey." Ellie said rubbing his back, as they were sitting under a tree outside during lunch. "I know he was your friend." She said sympathetically.
He just shook his head. "Damn. So it looks like I don't have any friends here besides you." He said turning towards her with a smile. She smiled back and gave him a kiss. "I'll always be here for you sweetie." She said all perky as she fed him a French fry.
He laughed and leaned back. Ellie looked down and twiddled her fingers. "I seen Emma talking to you in the halls." She said abruptly. Sean looked at her. "Yeah. So?" He asked her. "Well…I don't know, I'm sorry I was just a little jealous maybe? I mean she is your ex and all." She said looking back at him.
"I know, but I don't like her. I like you. So don't worry about it." He said with a smile as he gave her a kiss. She smiled back. "I know, I know." She said nodding.
He sighed and looked out at the other people sitting over on the steps of Degrassi. He skimmed around until he seen Craig sitting next to Manny. They were flirting and laughing with each other. He looked over at Ellie and noticed she was looking at that too. He cleared his throat. "So…um…I heard you liked Craig." He said looking down, then he slowly looked up at her.
more to come. please review if you like..then i'll continue my story. thanks :)
