Disclaimer: Gravitation belongs to Maki Murakami.

The third part of the drabble-set has somehow grown into something longer but ah well. I never liked Fujisaki but he's interesting.

Thank you for the reviews! And I hope they won't break up, too :( That would be horrible.. but I like the idea of RyuShu so I think I will write more about them

Eyes and Fingers

Fujisaki

When we are onstage, we shine brighter than many stars out there that had been before us. Or maybe I am just blinded by the light, so ephemeral and easy to destroy, like so many others and yet convinced that this is something that belongs only to me. To us. I am still not used to seeing myself as a part of band. We are certainly supposed to be best pals, to pursue the future we dream of, and however it may look idiotic written all over colourful magazines, I must admit I wish it were true.

Shindou and Nakano both make music on their own, they have their own things they want to give, but they somehow manage to find a link between their personal visions of creating. They are close, divided, yet together.

And where do I fit anyway? They never fail to be polite to me, well maybe Shindou-san does, but nevertheless I can't decide whether I like it or not. It may be that they're slowly accepting me, or that they're just mildly showing me I'm only a co-worker.

I don't think I will ever be a real part of Bad Luck, I can see that onstage and offstage, in the studio and on the street, in the way they're looking at each other and in the way their fingers sometimes touch.

Just like that.

It's so natural they don't have to notice it anymore.