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Kitsune
The
taijiya walked toward the hut, in need of shelter from the unyeilding
rain. She gave a grunt as she pushed back the straw mat. Sango felt
like muck, being covered in grime and all.
"Hm?"
She pushed back sticky bangs as she turned to look at Inuyasha. But,
as her eyes darted to Kagome, her jaw dropped. Her friend seemed to
have adopted a pair of inu ears.
But,
as surprising as it was for an ally to change race suddenly, it
seemed to startle her more that Inuyasha and Kagome were drawn in
close. It wasn't a normal sight. Afterall, there was always Kikyou in
the way of their romance's progress.
"Ano...what
exactly happened?" She leaned on a hip, placing a hand on it.
Her face was one mingled of confusion and astonishment. Her exterior
seemed to be as cool as a cucumber, but inside was a fury of fear.
K-Kagome-chan...!
Inuyasha
flushed again. "N-nothing!" He snapped. "Kagome was
just-just feeling worried because Naraku's coming here!"
The
way out of this awkward situation suddenly flashed to him. "The
final battle's coming up, Sango." the hanyou explained. "The
bastard told her he'd be coming to get her, and that means he's not
going to send one of his puppets this time."
"Nani?"
A whisper escaped her lips as she staggered back. All the worries
whirling about had just started to die but rose in a sudden sweep
unlike any she'd had before. It roared as if a fire, thrashing
violently in her mind's eye.
The
fear she felt was unlike any other. The final battle... The
words seemed to sting her and sink in slowly. No more extra
chances. No more risks. A near-death experience.
Using
the back of her hand, she pushed the straw mat back gently. Her brown
eyes could still spot the monk in the distance and her eyes grew
stony. Everyone is in danger. Inuyasha, Kagome-chan, Shippou,
Houshi-sama, Kohaku... Everyone.
Letting
the object fall back into place, she ventured into the hut, nearing
the hearths of the fire. It's our last chance. Either we win and
conquer...or die alone in this miserable world...
The
soaked cat trailed Sango lightly, her two tails drippy and soggy. She
shook herself dry before settling by the taijiya. Feeling her owner's
concern, she mewed softly, sympathetic with Sango.
Miroku
looked up from his staff, a confused look on his face. "Thanks
for-Nevermind." He sighed, shaking his head; the taijiya was
already heading for the hut. Seeing no reason to linger in the mud
and rain, the houshi followed soon after, pausing in the doorway as
to not get all the hut wet. He leaned his staff against the wall,
turning to look over at InuYasha, Kagome, and now Sango.
"Lady
Kag-" He stopped mid-sentance, staring wide-eyed at Kagome. She
was a hanyou now; indeed her aura was demonic, though it just didn't
seem to suit her. Regaining his sense of sanity, he shook his head.
"Lady Kagome," he repeated. "Are you feeling better?"
Miroku
manuvered to the fire, finding the task a bit more difficult now that
his heavy robes were soaked, sticking to him like a second skin.
Eventually he managed to find a place on the floor beside Sango, the
warmth of the fire very welcoming on his numb, mud-streaked face.
The
miko-hanyou blushed lightly as her friends re-entered the hut. She
began to fiddle nervously with a loose peice of hair. "I don't
know Sango-chan...Naraku was attempting to turn me into a yukai
and...well I fought him off..." Her eye's lowered taking on a
darker hue. "So I guess the poison didn't take it's full effect,
the results...well...you can see." Kagome indicated her clawed
hands and inu ears.
"Yes
Miroku..." Kagome forced a smile to her face. "I'm feeling
alot better." She noticed Sango's shocked reaction.
"Sango-chan...I...I'm sorry." Tears began to fall down the
girls cheeks again.
It's
all my fault...if I hadn't gotten mad at Inuyasha...then none of this
would have ever happened...I wouldn't have been alone and Naraku
wouldn't have been able to get to me! Clawed hands clenched into
fists.
"I
don't want you guys to..." Kagome couldn't finish the
thought... "I don't want you guys to get hurt because of my
stupid act!"
Inuyasha growled. "Don't be stupid! It's not your fault, it's Naraku's! We were going to get that bastard sometime anyway, so don't blame yourself for the inevitable."
Kagome fought back her tears. "Thank-you Inuyasha...I...I know it's not my fault but...well I feel as if it is..." Kagome looked around at her gathered friends. They were all here for one reason...to find and kill Naraku...that's how they all met..and now though...they were a team all of them.
Inuyasha
gave a sharp nod. "Good. Now, we all want to win this, and
there's pretty much no chance in hell that we'll ever get a second
chance this good, so we'd all better start practicing more. Apart
from teaching Kagome, I think we should put the search for shards on
hold. We'll use what used to be our travel time as a sort of
individual ability-building time. Maybe we'll even be able to spar,
depending on how many days away Naraku is. We need to be ready for
him."
He
was aware that some of his companions would be shocked by the
hanyou's plan to stop their shard hunt. But what does it matter,
anyway? Hell, Naraku's got a shitload of them anyway. Once we beat
him, we'll have his shards and then there'll probably be just Kouga's
left. All that matters at this point is surviving past the battle.
He
fell silent, contemplating InuYasha's words. Putting the search for
the shards on hold was probably a good idea; there couldn't be that
many left, seeing as they had been searching for months. And he
couldn't very well just leave, even if he agreed with that; not only
was Naraku far to strong for any of them to destroy on their own, the
monk had to admit he had become friends with the motley crew. Aside
from Hachi, and Mushin if you counted him, that had been one of the
very things he had been against until the wind tunnel was gone; how
could he make friends, knowing he could very well die at any moment?
Still,
to sit and wait like the prey they were bothered Miroku. He was
itching to go and kill the hanyou, but he didn't have much of a
choice. How long will it take for Naraku to get here?
Mentally, he sighed. It could take weeks, months... All depends on
his plotting. Perhaps he'll even wait until I'm well out of the way.
And yet, the others seem anxious to delay the battle as long as they
can...
"It's getting late." The monk stated quietly noting the low angle of the sun. "It is time to get some rest."
"Oh,
yeah." Inuyasha glanced out the window of the hut. He'd lost
track of the time, partially because of all the things that had been
going on, and partially because of his demon blood, which usually
kept him alert enough that he only took about an hour's worth of
sleep.
"I
guess you humans had better get some sleep." Realizing this
general statement didn't cover Kagome anymore, he added. "You
too, Kagome. Especially you. I'll keep watch as always."
Kagome nodded more than a little distracted. She stood up slowly and walked to the corner of the hut where she usually slept. she layed down but didn't close her eyes. "I'll try Inuyasha...but...I'm kind of scared to..." The truth of the matter was she didn't and oculdn't sleep. She was more than a little nervous about the fact that Naraku could get to her while she was asleep. And if she was she wouldn't be able to build the few defences she knew. Her mind was in a jumble with confusing thoughts. Miroku could die anytime with the wind tunnel in his hand.
Inuyasha
sunk down into his traditional position with his legs crossed, this
time only a few feet away from Kagome. Normally he would lean against
the opposite wall from her so that nobody would get any "ideas"
about their relationship (such as a certain not-so-holy monk).
On
the other hand, he figured that even Miroku wouldn't make any snide
comments at this point, considering the situation. Besides, the
hanyou could smell more than a little apprehension in his longtime
female companion at the suggestion that she sleep. Therefore, her
statement didn't suprise him much.
I'm
not actually so sure that she needs sleep any more than I do,
anymore. Though it might relax her a bit...unless Naraku decides to
pop in while her mind's at rest, and that would just make things
worse... he mused.
"Come
to think of it, it might be better if you just stayed awake and
rested physically, Kagome." The hanyou compromised, choosing his
words carefully. "You should probably stay awake, but just
relax."
Kagome raised herself to her elbows and looked at Inuyasha out of amber eyes. "Ok Inuyasha. Thank you." She stood up and sat next to Inuyasha. "It's just that...I think it's easier for Naraku to get to me when I'm unconcious."
The
male hanyou nodded with his eyes closed. "There's probably
something to that theory- seeing as he has the ability to get inside
your head now."
Unconsciously,
the hand on the opposite side of Kagome flexed its claws.
Inuyasha
angrily shook his head. "This is all so damn frustrating. I
always thought that if we finally got a chance to fight the bastard
head on, Miroku and Sango would be as...exilarated as I am."
He
had been going to say "happy", but the truth was, Inuyasha
wasn't so much happy as angry. The idea of fighting Naraku made him
happy, but in a sort of furiously carnal way. Anger was what fueled
him on when he was fighting- which was most likely the prime reason
Sesshoumaru thought him weak. His hot-headedness was both his
weakness and his strength at once. Somehow, if Inuyasha was just the
right amount of angry, he'd discovered that he could think the
clearest that way.
"And
now," the dog-demon continued, "we finally get that chance,
and they're suddenly all miserable and pathetic! What the hell is up
with that?"
It
completely eluded the reckless boy that Miroku and Sango might be
afraid of losing their lives, or that of a companions. Once again,
Inuyasha's arrogance left behind all evidence of worry- except when
Kagome was concerned. When he had pushed her down the well, months
and months ago, that had been after a brutal enough battle that he
had achieved that level of anger which produced clear thinking. It
had also helped that Sesshoumaru had threated the schoolgirl from the
future at one point. To Inuyasha's memory, Naraku had never directly
threatened Kagome. Therefore it didn't occur to him to worry about
their lives.
In
a way, his arrogance was also optimism. He firmly belived that there
was no possibly way that his odd "pack" could lose to a man
as evil and conniving as Naraku.
Inuyasha
turned towards Kagome. "Well, at least I understand your
attitude, wench. You always did apologise too damn much. And you've
got your human thing going on too, constantly thinking I'm going to
die from some stupid flesh wound."
His
gaze flicked to her new ears. "That bastard. You shouldn't have
to put up with this, especially not now. Though I guess we probably
wouldn't be facing the final battle with Naraku if it weren't for
what he did to you- it still makes me angry!"
The
hand nearer to Kagome curled up into a fist.
Inuyasha's
eyes softened. "But don't you dare say any of this is your
fault." His other hand reached out and tucked a stray lock of
hair back into place.
"It's
never your fault."
Miroku
sat still a few minutes longer, savoring the fire's warmth, before
retreating to the end of the hut opposite InuYasha and Kagome,
gathering his mud-covered staff as he went. Settling into the corner,
it felt much colder than it had closer to the flames, and his robes,
although mostly dry, were still somewhat damp and not helping at all.
Still, he closed his eyes, staff resting across his lap as his head
rested against the wall.
Silence
fell over the room, though sleep evaded him. His mind was too
occupied. Only this time, rather than morbid thoughts of their
current situation, it was a particular taijiya that kept him awake.
Their talk, while not of happy things, seemed to lighten the mood
just a bit, and for that he was very thankful. Opening one of his
eyes he peered over at the demon slayer as she sat near the fire.
The
taijiya looked up before tucking her legs to her chest as her dark
eyes stared into the heart of the fire. They watched the flickering
of the gentle flames. Releasing her arms from gripping her legs pale,
she held her outstretched fingers to feel for the heat of the fire.
Sango
released a staggering sigh. It half caught in her throat. Back then,
she had always believed she--they--can take care of Naraku for good.
But her hopes have diminished, seeing as how Naraku continued to
strenthen.
Burying
her nose into her knees, she let out a muffled groan. Afterall, he
had the power to turn Kagome-chan hanyou. He is, no doubt, confident
in his ability. And I wouldn't underestimate why. He has most of the
shards. We've all gotten stronger, but...it might not be enough...
Standing,
her eyes looked to the wall that seperated her from the outside. She
hesitated a bit. She knew it was idiotic, but the news had really
stricken her so. If I were to go train...I might catch disease. If
I were not, I might not be strong enough...
Crouching
down to her position again, she let her eyes roam surreptitiously at
her companions. Sango knew more than ever that Inuyasha was
confident. All she hoped was for him to not underestimate their
nemesis, Naraku becoming all mighty and all.
Kagome
had also strengthened in her miko powers, but worry never ceased at
the fact that turning her hanyou might effect her miko skills.
Hopefully, that isn't the case though...
And
Miroku was probably eager to suck up the wicked hanyou in the
hellhole created by the very same being. But it struck her with
concern that the monk's kazaana may consume more than allowed before
he was sucked in also.
And
I hope that I will be ready to help in this battle. Someone will die.
And that's going to be Naraku, we'll make sure. Her heart warmed
slightly, but a little nagging voice in her heart tried to freeze it
over again. Kohaku...
The
miko hanyou watched Inuyasha in apprehension. "Inuyasha...we're
all anxious to finally get this battle with Naraku over but..."
The raven haired girl glanced away...almost...afraid to voice her
thoughts to over excited hanyou.
"Did
it occur to you that Miroku and Sango are scared for their...our
lives?" She looked back at Inuyasha, her amber eye's searching
for the slightest reaction. "Everyday Miroku's kazaana is
widening a little day by day." The girls voice was getting
softer as she spoke.
No,
it's not my fault...but what if it is? If one of my friends die in
the upcoming battle won't it be my fault that it happened? My fault
for being weak? Or being strong and resisting Naraku? I don't know...
Her mind spun in turmoil fear and confusion chasing circles with each
other taking turns in her mind.
"Sango
has more to lose than all of us...what if she comes up against her
own brother? What then?" Again the fear and doubt surfaced. "I
know how she feels Inuyasha...what if...what if Naraku does gain
control of me? Will you be able to fight me...and mabe even kill me
in order to defete Naraku?"
Now
the girl was looking directly into the hanyou's eyes searching for
some stray emotion. Kagome caught the hanyou's hand as it finished
tucking a stray raven lock back into place. "But it is my
fault...if Naraku hadn't of done this to me, we would have more time
to prepare...and yet...I don't know if that would be better. Naraku
is getting stronger the longer we delay in fighting him.
Inuyasha...we are all mortal...we can all die in the upcoming
battle, even me."
The
miko hanyou rose releasing Inuyasha's hand in the process. "When
the final battle comes, what if you die? What if it is my hand that
kills you?" Her final words were so soft she could barely hear
herself but she didn't doubt Inuyasha had heard them. "I don't
think I would be able to live with that in my heart."
The
girl walked slowly over to her tajiya friend, she had sensed the
girl's inner turmoil even as she experienced her own. "Sango-chan?"
She asked softly crouching beside her friend. "I'm sure we can
defete him, and get Kohaku back."
She
knelt then staying silent and watching the flames flicker and dance
across the hut walls. Nothing more could be said to her silent brown
haired companion, Kagome couldn't ease her own worries, she doubted
she would be able to ease Sango's.
Inuyasha
bit back a nasty retort. You idiot! You've fought back possession
before, and it's not going to get you this time. Besides- what makes
you think a weakling like you could kill me! I've got years
of experience on you, wench. he mentally raged.
"Arrogant
little wench." the male hanyou couldn't resist muttering under
his breath. "The new blood must be getting to you. No way you
could kill me." No way I could kill you either, though.
You've grown on me, damn you.
Quickly
pushing that thought away, Inuyasha had no intention of allowing
either scenario to be nessecary. If Naraku gained control of her,
he'd just...just knock her unconscious or something, right?
A
different idea floated to the surface of his mind. But
wait...what if she's somewhere Naraku can't get to her?
Somewhere...he doesn't even know exists! Somewhere like Kagome's
time!
This
new thought delighted the snowy-haired boy. Of course! Kagome
doesn't even need to be in the fight! She'll be safe in her time. We
can concentrate more on Naraku, and safety won't be as much of a
problem- since Miroku and Sango can take care of themselves. As for
Kohaku...
Inuyasha
clenched his teeth, remembering the possesed human boy Naraku had
stolen from his older sister, now a mindless toy of war. I don't
know what we're going to do. It seems like the only way to free him
is to kill- No! There's got to be another way! Sango would never
forgive us!
Deciding
to think on it later, he called out quietly, "Oi- Kagome. Just
because you and I don't need sleep doesn't mean Miroku and Sango
don't. Give them a rest, will you?"
The
taijiya's chocolate eyes warmed up to the miko but her insides ached
desperately. Why...why does it feel like my heart will rip out in
all this pain?
No
self-pity now. All you can do is look forward and work hard. She
cursed herself mentally before speaking. "Mou...I know, I know.
Thanks Kagome-chan."
But,
nevertheless, her heart sank into deeper pits as she smiled assuredly
at her friend. Her eyes focused on the impudent hanyou a little ways
off. Sango shook her head. "Ie. I'm perfectly fine..."
She
nibbled on her lip as she pushed her fingers to her heart. Should
I question it? Sango definately did not want to damper their
spirits anymore.
Curiosity
clasping her in its persuasive fingers, she spoke. "...do you
know where...he is? Or when the battle will take place?"
She had to know if she wished to train before their final battle.
Still, the taijiya felt naseus from the worry consuming her thoughts
day and night.
Kagome
smiled kindly at her friend and then looked over at Inuyasha. "Ok,
I guess you're right." She said quietly. As the worried tajiya
posed her question the miko hanyou blanched.
Her
face visible whitened and her amber eye's showed worry. "I...I
don't know Sango...I..I haven't tried to find him." Her voice
was low and nervous. "He...didn't say when he was coming, all he
said was he would see me soon."
