Hey guys new fic, it is a little out there but then again when are my stories normal. I promise this will be longer and i will have a ton of new and kool characters

I do not own veronica mars or any of the characters. Long Live the King Rob Thomas!

Being with Kendall woke something up inside of Logan that he thought was lost when Veronica left him. He felt alive and rejuvenated, because being with her meant he didn't have to fall in love. Being with her means he doesn't have to open up and be vulnerable. He fucks her against the couch so hard he can feel himself hitting her cervix. She screams and moans, maybe a little too much, she is quite the actress. Her screams get so loud they didn't hear the door open, and the sound of the gun click, the trigger pulled.

First come the sounds the chiming of the EKG machine, and the slow rhythmic drips. His eyes begin to flutter, his vision blurry, as he moves his head to search the room. It is bright, fluorescent light bumping around the white walls and back into his eyes. He can feel his arms, tubes and needles sticking in them. Then there is a warmth and he can feel the tiny hand grasping his. He looks down at the familiar blond.

She is sitting in the chair next to his bed, he legs curled up close to her chest, her head resting on her knees. She is asleep and it is a sight he had become to know and love. When she was asleep, she was innocent and truthful. She is beautiful and at peace nothing is wrong in her life. But then he thinks about what she did, how she deserted him, left him broken and alone. He jerks his hand away and automatically misses the feel of her soft skin.

She jerks her head up and looks at him, then puts on a small smile "Hey always has to be the center of attention" she laughed groggily waking up. "God Logan you scared the crap out of us." She said getting a little more serious.

She was wearing a pink shirt and white skirt her hair pulled back into a clip, with the two long strands of bangs running down her face. It took all his strength not to reach over and push them out of the way. "What the hell are you doing here… where is here… what happened? The questions run out of my mouth almost as fast as they enter my mind.

"I am your girlfriend and I wanted to be here for you, you are at the Neptune Hospital, you jumped off the bleachers at school and hit your head" she snaps a little irritated by his tone.

"Girlfriend? Bleachers?" he says trying to make since of what is going on in his head.

"I am going to get the doctor" she says frightened walking out the door and searching the halls for his doctor.

"What the fuck is going on" he yells to his empty room.

"Well you just yelled at your girlfriend and was calling some other girls name out in your sleep." An old familiar voice called. He looked up to see lilly, her hair cascading down her shoulders. She is wearing a white flowy skirt with a tight low cut red top, with matching red lipstick. But there was something different about ghost lilly she looked more alive. His imagination must be getting better he thought looking her over.

"I missed you" he said silently.

"God you have been out for like two hours not an eternity, but I guess I have that affect on guys an hour away from me is like an eternity" she giggled sitting down on the couch in the back of the room.

"Two hours?" he asked confused, the last time he saw ghost lilly was the day of his mothers funeral when she told him that everything would change, something about the truth coming out. That was more then 4 months ago.

The doctor came in with a serious look as he did some tests on Logan then threw on his best smile and asked "Do you remember what happened?" Logan couldn't figure out why but he felt the urge to piss Veronica off.

"Yeah I was fucking this taut brunette when her husband came in and shot me" he said reaching his hand up to feel the bandage on it, "and missed I guess" he laughed exhaustedly.

"Why are you being such a prick Logan?" Lilly asked looking over at Veronica. "What the hell did she do?"

He decided not to answer that is the last thing he needed for everyone to think he was crazy for talking to himself.

"Logan are you okay?" Veronica asked worried without a bit of anger.

"Yeah stop babying me and go back to your precious boyfriend Duncan." Logan snaps turning his head.

Lilly starts laughing hysterically, "Veronica and Duncan" she sputtered. "That is called incest honey" she said with another laugh.

"What?"

"Logan what the hell are you talking about?" Veronica asked her fear rising. "Doctor?"

"Well it is not amnesia, but I think I may have a clue on what is going on, Logan has created another world in his subconscious, a place he went to when he was feeling bad, the knock must have switched it on and off, making it seem real." The doctor said matter of factly like he had seen it a million times.

"O well that explains everything" mocked Lilly.

"Shut up Lilly" Veronica spat looking at the floor.

"Wait you can see her?" Logan asked still letting the words sink in and what the doctor said sink in.

"Yeah she is sitting right there" Veronica gestured to Lilly.

"Wait your not dead?"

"Dead, no silly death is for the ugly" she said flipping her hair.

"Did you have a dream that Lilly was dead?" Veronica asked caressing her hand to his face.

"It wasn't a dream, I couldn't be a dream" he mumbled to himself, and then a previous thought entered his mind. "Wait Duncan and you are brother and sister, I thought you said he wasn't" Logan was confused.

"Okay we are never going to get anywhere this way" Lilly said getting off her seat and looking in the hall. She put her fingers in her mouth and whistled. Right then Duncan entered with four coffees.

"I told you I was coming" he said almost dropping the tray. "Hey man how's you noggin" he said to Logan with a smile.

"Dude are you on your pills?" Logan asked looking at his upbeat friend.

"Pills?" he said looking at the girls.

"Okay, okay now we are all going to sit down and talk, Logan will tell us everything he remembers, or thinks he remembers, and we will tell him the truth." She said sliding up three chairs around Logan's bed.

"Where should we begin?" Veronica asked.

"When did I die" Lilly asked, and Duncan looked confused, but kept his questions to himself knowing everything was going to come out.

"Well October. 13 2003." He answered having remembered the date distinctly for so long.

"Okay what happened?"

"Well I was in tiawana with Dick and Beaver and you and Veronica were at a car wash, I came back to give you a letter and watched you guys." He said looking at his hands.

"Carwash, carwash" she mimicked touching her chin and thinking. "Duh fundraiser Jr. Year, wow that was a while ago." She said.

"Wait what day is it?"

"October 8 2005" Veronica answered.

"Okay in a nutshell Lilly was having an affair with my dad she found some tapes he had taken of the two of them and took them, he killed her" he said pausing everyone with a surprised look.

"Wow!" Duncan said.

"Okay I so did not sleep with Aaron" she said with a laugh.

"This is not going to work, tell me a summary of what happened since I moved here when I was twelve." He said getting frustrated.

"Okay here we go" Veronica started taking a deep breath all of this was a little too weird.

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