Why Does It Hurt So Much?
Disclaimer- man I hate this stupid disclaimer. Well I don't own the teen titans or the songs I put in not yet anyway
Chapter-3
New songs, a Mall and a Ball Invitations
A few days past since I heard the titans disbanded. On some nights I see Robin jumping from building to building. I just watch him from my pent house apartment in Gotham. I live in a pent house. I didn't want to but my agent said I should so I did. There were more rooms there than I needed. And I lived by myself. It was well furnished. I even had a piano, but what I liked the best was that in the living room was that instead of having a wall and windows it was just one big window. I could see the whole city.
I felt inspired and wrote a song. It took me like a week to perfect it. Its about how when he and I were together. When we were together he understood me better than I did myself. He knew everything I was going to say. I bet he knew me better than I even knew myself. And when I would fall ever so fast he would catch me. And I would always hope that it would last. I named my song new song "Pieces Of Me". I named it that because I use to feel that he knew all the pieces to me. Now all I had to do was record it. Two days later I went to the studio with my lyrics. The record company was happy that I made a new song. He assured me that my fans would love it. I spent the whole day at the studio. When it came to my music I wanted it to be perfect. When everything was done I listened to it. I thought it turned out great but I wasn't excited. They told me the songs would be on radio stations world wide in a few days.
A week later I was at home. I was just reading a book and listening to the radio. Next thing I know I hear my song. They said my song was great but I still wasn't excited. It felt weird when they said
" Here it is. Our new song of the day! Pieces of Me by Shadow"
I don't know why it felt so weird. I never felt that way about any of my other songs. Later I would find out that it was that song that gave me my happy ending. Why you say. Because that was the last song of my new album, Songs Of Him. My agent said that in 3 weeks I had to go to a mall and promote my album. My new album consisted of 13 songs.
1.My Immortal
2.Breathe
3.Numb
4.Breaking The Habit
5.Emotional Roller Coaster
6.I Wish I Wasn't
7.Broken
8.Don't Tell Me
9.Bring Me To Life
10.Say Yes
11.Behind These Amethyst Eyes
12.Everybody's Fool
13.Pieces Of Me
Three Weeks Later
I woke earlier than usual. I had a feeling that my past would confront me. I just shrugged it off. I took a shower and got dressed. I wore black today. Black shirt, black hooded sweater, black kapris, black sneakers, and even my undergarments were black. I didn't want to go to the mall. I always hated it there. Too many people if you ask me. I combed my hair and put on some make up. The make-up wasn't all black but it was gothic. Today I looked gothic. And that's how I wanted it. I've always been known as being gothic I despised when people would be stereotypical, but today I wanted to be gothic. My reasons as why I wanted to be gothic today are beyond me.
I waited till my limo came. I didn't want one but as I have an agent and he told me I should have one. It came and I went outside. The driver got out to open the door. He opened the door and I entered the limo. The ride was long and silent. I was wondering what I would do at the mall. I thought I would sign albums, do some autographs, and maybe sing. What I thought was right. But what I didn't know was that Bruce Wayne was there.
We finally arrived at the mall. I got out of the limo. Fans swarmed me. It was a huge crowd. More than I expected. Everywhere I turned and looked I saw an I LOVE YOU SHADOW poster. I was grateful but I didn't deserve this much attention. I entered he mall and saw that they had set up a table for me. It wasn't just a table it was a nice table. It had a cloth over it. There was a stack as high as Titan's tower. I'm exaggerating just to let you know. I noticed a stage and microphone. So I guess I am singing. I didn't mind though.
I sat down in the chair behind the table. Next thing I know I see many screaming fans. Then I see flashes going off and I know pictures are being taken. A girl walks up to me. She has blonde hair and gray eyes. She asks me for an autograph and I ask her, her name. She tells me her name is Tara. That names brings back so many memories. Of she the geomancer became our friend and betrayed us. But she took her own life just to save to world so I gave her my respect. I forgave her and sometimes I put flower on her statue. I even captured butterflies one time and released them in the cave just for her. Now there are butterflies in the cave. After all they were her favorite organisms. I come back to reality. I signed the girl's autograph and signed her album. On the picture I wrote To Tara one of my biggest fans keep being one of my fans Shadow. And for about another 117 autographs I wrote almost the same thing but I tweaked a little bit. Then it's time for me to do my mini-concert.
I walked up on stage. Tapped the microphone to see if it worked. My back was turned so I couldn't see the crowd. I started singing. The first song I sang was My Immortal. In the crowd I could see dozen upon dozen of people. But five caught my eye. I saw Robin, Cyborg, Beast Boy, Starfire, and Bruce Wayne. They were all scattered among the crowd. The only two that were together were Bruce and Robin. Well, it wasn't Robin it was Richard Grayson. They are completely two different people even if they have the same body. I continued singing. I sang every song on my new album. I heard people shouting and screaming for and encore so I sang some songs that were on some of my previous albums. They loved it. When I was done singing I bowed. It was proper etiquette. And I walked off the stage, waving goodbye.
I started to panic. That's another emotion I haven't felt in a long time. I was panicking because Bruce and Robin were coming over to me. I was getting my bag and stuff ready when I sense that they are behind me. Without turning around I said how could I help you. Then I turned around. Richard was looking very handsome. If you looked close enough you could have said Bruce Wayne and Richard Grayson were father and son. Richard was a spitting image of Bruce. With the blue eyes and black hair. They said hello. And I said hello back. Richard asked for my autograph. I gave him one. I had almost signed Robin instead of Richard. I gave it to him and he smiled at me. And deep inside my heart I felt some pain. But it was overshadowed by warmth. Warmth I haven't felt in a long time.
Bruce had asked me if I could go to his ball and be his musical guest. I was going to tell him no but I saw hope in Richard's eyes and told him yes. Bruce told me that the ball would be in one month.
Well that was chapter 3
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