Disclaimer: I don't own this so don't sue me.
Author's Note: I know that some of you are thinking that I hate Eli or something but you are absolutely wrong. Eli is 1 of my fav characters in CCS. I just wanna make this a S+S fic so that's why a bad side of Eli. (This is to all you Eli fans out there! I'm sorry () anyway lets continue with the fic (
Contains some suggestive material and swearing. Nothing explicit. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---
Love is a Distant Dream:
Chapter 2: Thoughts Of a Lonely soul
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Syaron's P.O.V:
The sweet aroma of a particular flower grasped my attention. I was overwhelmed by the smell, as I already knew who it was coming from.
I spun my head around and saw the beautiful creature that painted and still breathed life to my aching soul.
Her hair was light brown and though it was not long it reached her neck. Her emerald eyes were two orbs that reflected the very essence of my surroundings making them feel more beautiful and extraordinary. Her body was slim and trim just like it was when she was young.
Sakura.
The loveliest creature in the world.
My world.
Those emerald orbs were scanning the schoolyard for someone. She looked beautiful in anything even in her school uniform. Her hair flying briskly by the warm summer breeze was an extravagant sight. I saw her looking for someone and she finally she found them, her group of friends.
She happily went towards them and took a seat. Her eyes, her lips, her very essence was wonderful to my senses.
Oh Sakura!
Why couldn't you have been mine.
I dream of this almost every time I close my eyes. You are my most intimate fantasy and my love.
My eyes are glued to you now but, do you feel me watching or do you know me at all?
I watch you laugh and share your many secrets with your friends. Oh, how I wish you would whisper secrets into my ear and I would keep them locked up in my heart forever.
The scent of the flower was reaching my senses again and it was savoring my whole being.
SPLASH!
Something hit my head. I was really angered by this and turned my head in frustration. I saw two boys about my age laughing. They had just thrown their opened containers of orange juice at me and it had hit my head. Some of the juice had spilled my hair.
I glared at the two boys and they just laughed even more and it got me more flared. I grabbed a handful of tissues and wiped the liquid of off me and I threw their containers back at them. They avoided being hit but they ran away laughing. Now the whole bunch of students who were seated outside for lunch were laughing at the incident but I didn't give a damn.
I just turned to see Sakura's table. Her friends were giggling but she wasn't. She looked at me with a concern face full of care and sympathy as if she wanted to know if I was alright. I smiled back for an answer and started to eat the remaining of my lunch. The laughter had died down and people were starting to mind their own businesses again.
I turned my head around again and saw that Sakura had already started another conversation with her friends. I simply watched her luscious lips bringing out her cheerful expressions.
The boys were back and were sitting down in their original places giving me mocking faces but I just turned my face around after glaring at them. Cowards, that's what they were and I didn't give any shit to what they thought. It has always been this way for me, yeah, it has and I've got used to it but all that bothered me is that if Sakura was a part of it, secretly.
My life was always hell.
My family went to live in New York when I was a child so I couldn't get acquainted with the hip, street life that the big apple offers. I was only four or five then and I started school there. It was a nightmare!
I wasn't hip or rad like most of the kids and I was also withdrawn and a introverted person. They use to make fun of me for not speaking at all. Like when most people use to ask me something I use to sit quiet as though I didn't exist. They thought I was dumb and abnormal so they use to make fun of me. Their laughter was halted to a stop when I was promoted to a higher level. That was the first time they knew that I was not dumb or abnormal but smart. This got some of them jealous and so they use to bother me for no reason.
I thought my life couldn't get any worse but it did.
She ran away.
Yes, my mom she decided to run away with another man or rather boy I should say, he was only nineteen years old.
My dad explained to me that it was not working out between my mom and him. He said that she did not love him anymore and that she had been secretly seeing the boy for months. He told me my mother was a w****. I was shocked. I never realized that my father would curse my mother like that. I didn't know what to say I just went to my room and started thinking. My mom running out on us for a nineteen-year-old guy I just couldn't understand why my mom would go after a guy who was years younger than her. I finally concluded with the term 'Love is blind'.
My mom came to visit me but it was a nightmare. My dad told her to screw around somewhere else but she told him to go f**k himself. This got him really mad and they started another fight. Many things got broken and shattered and I was watching from up the stairs. The only audience to the violent play. Finally my dad told my mom to get her ass out and she gave me an helpless glance and got out the door.
After some parental rights thing my mom was allowed to visit and I met Ian, my mom's nineteen-year-old honey bunny. He was pretty cool guy unlike my father who was a drunken, obnoxious, asshole who kept bossing me around and giving me a f**king hard time. He was also very understanding for his age and most of all caring and loving, kinda think of it, I've never seen my dad give my mom gifts or anything on her birthday or wedding anniversary. I don't think he remembered or gave a damn!
My mom told me that she and Ian were getting married and I was extremely happy for her. My mom needed someone who cared for her much as Ian did, not someone as my dad. I really wanted to go and live with my mom. It was much better putting up with dad who had become more overbearing without mom around. When my mom was around she would at least fight for my rights but now there was no one and so my father had control over me most of the times.
My father decided to move back to Japan so I could better education from his point of view. I knew he was trying to isolate me from my mother and that was a real reason for our departure. No matter, I had already informed my mom so she was gonna join us in few weeks latter.
We moved into a small neighborhood but this time my dad got a descent house. Last time we were living in filthsville. I went and visit my mom whenever I could without my dad's knowledge ofcourse, infact, he was too busy picking up girls to even try to worry about me.
It was one of my visits to my mom that blessed me the sight of my angel. I was walking on the street and this bicycle came out of nowhere. "Sorry! I really am!" the girl cried apologetically and one look of her face made my heart start to beat faster. There was something else I'll never forget, this special quality made me hypnotized as well, so I decided to follow the girl whose sweet smell was of my favorite flower: Cherry blossom.
I think it was because of those things that I followed her. I sought for a clear answer but I couldn't get one. I followed her to her house and ever since then I went there. Whether I visited her or not I would always go to her house and secretly stand near a tree to see what she was doing. No, hold on! Don't think I'm a perverted peeping Tom! Cause I'm definitely not! I just wanted to see her cause though my life was stranded in the sandy desert she was just like an oasis to cool me down.
When I started junior high my life was no better. I was still the same person who got teased at cause for my attitude and my 'good at studies' thing but my childhood had hardened me and I knew that it was my number one rule not to except shit from anyone. It was, I guess, the sweet aroma of Cherry Blossoms that made me turn my head to see out the window during geometry class. It was her! I couldn't believe my eyes so I rubbed them twice but it was no dream it was my Sakura flower. I got detention for not paying attention in class but it was worth it. I found out the name of my love: Sakura Avalon-Oh yeah she got admission to the same high school as I did.
High school.
My worst fears were answered. Let me spell it out- BOYFRIEND.
Yeah, my Sakura flower had gotten a boyfriend and the worst kind, yeah he was like the devil's advocate or something. Eli Moon.
I have loathed that name ever since.
How could Sakura go with that guy. Haven't she heard the rumors buzzing the school 247th and 99% were almost accurate and true. Sakura isn't dumb so why did she go after that bum oh! Who am I kidding! Eli is a straight A student like me but he's got the looks, the riches and all the necessities a girl will crave unlike me. If we have a competition it'll be like that hare and the tortoise thing. Only I'm the tortoise and Eli's the hare.
I saw Sakura laughing and smiling. She sure was a beauty and she looked like a divine princess or angel. I turned around and started nibbling my food again, 'Forget it!' I heard a voice yell in my head, 'She'll never accept you, so forget it!' The harsh halt to Sakura's laughter tilted my head to her direction again. Sakura's face became a mixture of anger and nervousness on her face, which was greeted by some angelic smile of Eli's. Sakura excused her friends and left the table with Eli.
Something was wrong!
Why was Sakura looking at that at Eli? She even had a glint of fright in her eyes. What was going on? Well I heard a voice again in my head telling me to find out.
I left the table without anyone noticing and started following the trail that Sakura and Eli took. It took me sometime to find them but as I was about to turn the corner it was them! I quickly hid behind the wall and secretly watched. I couldn't see a thing now cause they had disappeared from my view but going out again would be a risk so I stayed and heard the noises. They were exchanging angry words at each other and suddenly I heard some hitting noises. After some moments the noises stopped and I saw Eli heading away quickly as though he was an escaped convict running from the police.
A few seconds later I saw Sakura come out. She was walking slowly and I was shocked to see her hair in a tangled mess but her face was hidden. Small glistening droplets falling in rivulets down her face. Tears, Painful tears. My mind was not working properly how could did this be! Eli, he-he abused Sakura. Something tells me this is not the first time and screw me for not helping her!
I saw Sakura suddenly collapse to the ground and start to cry. I thought my heart had been ripped from my rib cage. I wanted to run there and hold my arms around her and dry her tears and soothe her, telling her it was ok. But an invisible force was taking me away and though I tried to fight it I couldn't as if my body and soul was facing a trance. I walked into the school building telling myself to protect Sakura next time. I had to teach that bastard Eli a lesson. I know I can I just got to get better than him. Matter of fact, I think it was the tortoise who won over the hare.
Ok that was the second chapter, I know, I know, I didn't introduce that character of mine but I promise to do in the next chap. Plz r & R
Author's Note: I know that some of you are thinking that I hate Eli or something but you are absolutely wrong. Eli is 1 of my fav characters in CCS. I just wanna make this a S+S fic so that's why a bad side of Eli. (This is to all you Eli fans out there! I'm sorry () anyway lets continue with the fic (
Contains some suggestive material and swearing. Nothing explicit. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---
Love is a Distant Dream:
Chapter 2: Thoughts Of a Lonely soul
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -
Syaron's P.O.V:
The sweet aroma of a particular flower grasped my attention. I was overwhelmed by the smell, as I already knew who it was coming from.
I spun my head around and saw the beautiful creature that painted and still breathed life to my aching soul.
Her hair was light brown and though it was not long it reached her neck. Her emerald eyes were two orbs that reflected the very essence of my surroundings making them feel more beautiful and extraordinary. Her body was slim and trim just like it was when she was young.
Sakura.
The loveliest creature in the world.
My world.
Those emerald orbs were scanning the schoolyard for someone. She looked beautiful in anything even in her school uniform. Her hair flying briskly by the warm summer breeze was an extravagant sight. I saw her looking for someone and she finally she found them, her group of friends.
She happily went towards them and took a seat. Her eyes, her lips, her very essence was wonderful to my senses.
Oh Sakura!
Why couldn't you have been mine.
I dream of this almost every time I close my eyes. You are my most intimate fantasy and my love.
My eyes are glued to you now but, do you feel me watching or do you know me at all?
I watch you laugh and share your many secrets with your friends. Oh, how I wish you would whisper secrets into my ear and I would keep them locked up in my heart forever.
The scent of the flower was reaching my senses again and it was savoring my whole being.
SPLASH!
Something hit my head. I was really angered by this and turned my head in frustration. I saw two boys about my age laughing. They had just thrown their opened containers of orange juice at me and it had hit my head. Some of the juice had spilled my hair.
I glared at the two boys and they just laughed even more and it got me more flared. I grabbed a handful of tissues and wiped the liquid of off me and I threw their containers back at them. They avoided being hit but they ran away laughing. Now the whole bunch of students who were seated outside for lunch were laughing at the incident but I didn't give a damn.
I just turned to see Sakura's table. Her friends were giggling but she wasn't. She looked at me with a concern face full of care and sympathy as if she wanted to know if I was alright. I smiled back for an answer and started to eat the remaining of my lunch. The laughter had died down and people were starting to mind their own businesses again.
I turned my head around again and saw that Sakura had already started another conversation with her friends. I simply watched her luscious lips bringing out her cheerful expressions.
The boys were back and were sitting down in their original places giving me mocking faces but I just turned my face around after glaring at them. Cowards, that's what they were and I didn't give any shit to what they thought. It has always been this way for me, yeah, it has and I've got used to it but all that bothered me is that if Sakura was a part of it, secretly.
My life was always hell.
My family went to live in New York when I was a child so I couldn't get acquainted with the hip, street life that the big apple offers. I was only four or five then and I started school there. It was a nightmare!
I wasn't hip or rad like most of the kids and I was also withdrawn and a introverted person. They use to make fun of me for not speaking at all. Like when most people use to ask me something I use to sit quiet as though I didn't exist. They thought I was dumb and abnormal so they use to make fun of me. Their laughter was halted to a stop when I was promoted to a higher level. That was the first time they knew that I was not dumb or abnormal but smart. This got some of them jealous and so they use to bother me for no reason.
I thought my life couldn't get any worse but it did.
She ran away.
Yes, my mom she decided to run away with another man or rather boy I should say, he was only nineteen years old.
My dad explained to me that it was not working out between my mom and him. He said that she did not love him anymore and that she had been secretly seeing the boy for months. He told me my mother was a w****. I was shocked. I never realized that my father would curse my mother like that. I didn't know what to say I just went to my room and started thinking. My mom running out on us for a nineteen-year-old guy I just couldn't understand why my mom would go after a guy who was years younger than her. I finally concluded with the term 'Love is blind'.
My mom came to visit me but it was a nightmare. My dad told her to screw around somewhere else but she told him to go f**k himself. This got him really mad and they started another fight. Many things got broken and shattered and I was watching from up the stairs. The only audience to the violent play. Finally my dad told my mom to get her ass out and she gave me an helpless glance and got out the door.
After some parental rights thing my mom was allowed to visit and I met Ian, my mom's nineteen-year-old honey bunny. He was pretty cool guy unlike my father who was a drunken, obnoxious, asshole who kept bossing me around and giving me a f**king hard time. He was also very understanding for his age and most of all caring and loving, kinda think of it, I've never seen my dad give my mom gifts or anything on her birthday or wedding anniversary. I don't think he remembered or gave a damn!
My mom told me that she and Ian were getting married and I was extremely happy for her. My mom needed someone who cared for her much as Ian did, not someone as my dad. I really wanted to go and live with my mom. It was much better putting up with dad who had become more overbearing without mom around. When my mom was around she would at least fight for my rights but now there was no one and so my father had control over me most of the times.
My father decided to move back to Japan so I could better education from his point of view. I knew he was trying to isolate me from my mother and that was a real reason for our departure. No matter, I had already informed my mom so she was gonna join us in few weeks latter.
We moved into a small neighborhood but this time my dad got a descent house. Last time we were living in filthsville. I went and visit my mom whenever I could without my dad's knowledge ofcourse, infact, he was too busy picking up girls to even try to worry about me.
It was one of my visits to my mom that blessed me the sight of my angel. I was walking on the street and this bicycle came out of nowhere. "Sorry! I really am!" the girl cried apologetically and one look of her face made my heart start to beat faster. There was something else I'll never forget, this special quality made me hypnotized as well, so I decided to follow the girl whose sweet smell was of my favorite flower: Cherry blossom.
I think it was because of those things that I followed her. I sought for a clear answer but I couldn't get one. I followed her to her house and ever since then I went there. Whether I visited her or not I would always go to her house and secretly stand near a tree to see what she was doing. No, hold on! Don't think I'm a perverted peeping Tom! Cause I'm definitely not! I just wanted to see her cause though my life was stranded in the sandy desert she was just like an oasis to cool me down.
When I started junior high my life was no better. I was still the same person who got teased at cause for my attitude and my 'good at studies' thing but my childhood had hardened me and I knew that it was my number one rule not to except shit from anyone. It was, I guess, the sweet aroma of Cherry Blossoms that made me turn my head to see out the window during geometry class. It was her! I couldn't believe my eyes so I rubbed them twice but it was no dream it was my Sakura flower. I got detention for not paying attention in class but it was worth it. I found out the name of my love: Sakura Avalon-Oh yeah she got admission to the same high school as I did.
High school.
My worst fears were answered. Let me spell it out- BOYFRIEND.
Yeah, my Sakura flower had gotten a boyfriend and the worst kind, yeah he was like the devil's advocate or something. Eli Moon.
I have loathed that name ever since.
How could Sakura go with that guy. Haven't she heard the rumors buzzing the school 247th and 99% were almost accurate and true. Sakura isn't dumb so why did she go after that bum oh! Who am I kidding! Eli is a straight A student like me but he's got the looks, the riches and all the necessities a girl will crave unlike me. If we have a competition it'll be like that hare and the tortoise thing. Only I'm the tortoise and Eli's the hare.
I saw Sakura laughing and smiling. She sure was a beauty and she looked like a divine princess or angel. I turned around and started nibbling my food again, 'Forget it!' I heard a voice yell in my head, 'She'll never accept you, so forget it!' The harsh halt to Sakura's laughter tilted my head to her direction again. Sakura's face became a mixture of anger and nervousness on her face, which was greeted by some angelic smile of Eli's. Sakura excused her friends and left the table with Eli.
Something was wrong!
Why was Sakura looking at that at Eli? She even had a glint of fright in her eyes. What was going on? Well I heard a voice again in my head telling me to find out.
I left the table without anyone noticing and started following the trail that Sakura and Eli took. It took me sometime to find them but as I was about to turn the corner it was them! I quickly hid behind the wall and secretly watched. I couldn't see a thing now cause they had disappeared from my view but going out again would be a risk so I stayed and heard the noises. They were exchanging angry words at each other and suddenly I heard some hitting noises. After some moments the noises stopped and I saw Eli heading away quickly as though he was an escaped convict running from the police.
A few seconds later I saw Sakura come out. She was walking slowly and I was shocked to see her hair in a tangled mess but her face was hidden. Small glistening droplets falling in rivulets down her face. Tears, Painful tears. My mind was not working properly how could did this be! Eli, he-he abused Sakura. Something tells me this is not the first time and screw me for not helping her!
I saw Sakura suddenly collapse to the ground and start to cry. I thought my heart had been ripped from my rib cage. I wanted to run there and hold my arms around her and dry her tears and soothe her, telling her it was ok. But an invisible force was taking me away and though I tried to fight it I couldn't as if my body and soul was facing a trance. I walked into the school building telling myself to protect Sakura next time. I had to teach that bastard Eli a lesson. I know I can I just got to get better than him. Matter of fact, I think it was the tortoise who won over the hare.
Ok that was the second chapter, I know, I know, I didn't introduce that character of mine but I promise to do in the next chap. Plz r & R