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Love Is A Distant Dream

Chapter Nine

Thinking Again

It was soft and it was so delicate she was even afraid to breathe, thinking she would hurt it. It called out to her eyes gently like a light in a darkness of a sealed passage. She was so mystified that she could float towards it if that were possible. But she followed slowly so she could feed in slowly in the sight, now she knew why bees were so engulfed with a flower's body, so it could feel each part of its gentle being and so the sensation would be gargantuan in its bliss. Slowly her eyes felt a slight pull as if she was leaving her current position and was close towards that new inviting step. Her eyes felt them shift their curtains of dreams and she now had returned to the atmosphere of reality.

The softness was the depth of dreams, fragile in its flow but strong in its being. It was as if feathers of a bird had encircled her in the tips of bliss carefully holding and not shattering any inch of the moment. The thought was pleasing and her muses pleaded their existence to attain longer hours for the breathing of such softness should not decay as easily as powder in the pressing action of fingers. The once weight that was punishing her with his horrible intents now withered into the hell of his own core and Sakura fleeted into the door of light calling her with vivid tones of absolute elation. Oh the light was comfort as it surrounded her as robes of pleasure and took her into the being where tensions only dared to accumulate. This surely was the thick character of a dream who was so skilled in its dance that making her lose sight of reality was its accomplishment of extreme ease. Why did she feel this way? What was so wretched in reality that escape was demanded in such an intense scale? What was the freedom from…Or who…

Soon the door was concealed, the light perished into hibernation signing that the end of the dream was proceeding. For when one visions a magnificent reflection, a mirror in shatters signals the death of that heavenly sight. So the similar state occurred, the dream cut off its circulation causing reality to touch the stage once more. Sakura eyes were like small lady bugs lost in the beauty of the vibrant foliage as they fluttered with crystal pureness that when seen would be doted by all. Her eyes were with heaving approach for the bliss of the dream was curtaining all to see for they (her eyes) would flow with an exulted touch just to dip into the honey like warmth of the dream again.

Sakura had confusion needled onto her. Why was the dream so sweet that she hastily told reality to exit and it complied with immediate actions? One could get lost in thoughts for there were plenty of atmospheres to be explored. But why, She remembered weariness but not with so much strength that her environment dissipated with such an easy hand. Sakura head still hurt with a hammer's throw, as it was felt, or like stakes treating her mind as that abattoir of please. Yet: why? When she had woken a moment earlier for the first after the incident her head was narrowed by agony but in present the torment breathed more with the healthy chest. Her mind was a labyrinth of pain for each corner welcomed its form within her tired self. Oh the groaning heart so tempting to fly but with broken wings the sky was hesitant for the fear of its own breakage was in concern, what if her broken altered her to be damaged as well? She knew it was funny but thoughts wander off to the wild when soothing was a dire necessity and it was to be found immediately.

' Sakura; you alright? What happened?' Madison's worry was too gargantuan to be ignored and her rushing agile -ness into the room made neglect die even before it was to be touched. Sakura had received the remnant of what had happened though she was well aware to her reluctance of speaking of it. But Madison was her friend and a friend's heart never withered from the love it carried for a one so admired.

' I'm fine Madison just tired despite I just woke up. Ain't that funny?' her hardest try to veil was really not a success in closing the tension in Madison, though her voice was with fatigue it was lodging delicateness as well but still the workshop of fabricated tones wasn't straying Madison's belief.

' Sakura… they found you on the floor…with torn up stuff…they said you could've tried to kill yourself…is that true?' Madison unhappiness settled on Sakura quite with the ease and Sakura felt the realization nibble in her heart on that secret door where all answers were contained. Her lips could seize statements which were made by mind so that suspicions would dull yet Madison's eye was now the claws of the hawk which were partially fastened on truth so the escape from explanations was as hard to permeate through the form of a rigid wall.

The heart felt tears of saddened steps; no one was keen to reveal secrets especially to friends in most moments for clandestine actions in us might develop negativity with an easy proceeding. But this was a secret who walked with another breed. How would Madison feel when she hears of Eli's past arrival? Would she be as furious as flames who could rip or be angered in silence with the glow heated too much to rot any touch? Yet Madison's eyes grew expectancy, answers were being asked for with those lovely cerulean shapes and when the sea lifts waves as words of invitation how can one's body combat the desire. She would drown all her sour contents into that sea with the hope that its beauty will not bear spoilt looks after that procedure.

But how was the path to be begun? With a slow step or a fast movement? Not all was explained with immediate approach at times it could take hours to perceive a single dialogue of knowledge. Yet it was an action still executed to bring a flourishing bond and now her bond called for ropes so that all could be strengthened and nothing rests lose for that was a sin in ready to pounce and obliterate a healthy rhythm constructed.

The heart was again wrapped in its saddened blankets stained with the turmoil beaming at the front of the action she was about to endeavor on. Such tension on such words was like an eclipse swallowing whole the world yet the sun was in fight so it would be capable to illuminate. So her tensions should see her strength as she would battle their sinister holdings and eradicate all the barriers spending their existence to impede.

' Madison…' her beginning stance was with a nervous flaw yet lips in the tremor of oblivion was in maintenance f much lengthened concerns, the composition was brilliant in her despite her heart crying with a voice so high in torment, ' Eli was here.'

' WHAT! THAT BASTARD! WAS HERE!' Madison's fury was thrown on her as a blade to the log so from the cut the flames of utter rage were burning with a sour heat. Madison's displeasure was well written by the beauty of her face. Madison's heart screamed with the core of ages and so her anger was in the brilliant shade of havoc almost as earnest to eradicate like a lion dressed with eyes of hunger.

' Yes, he still won't understand that I just can't be with him. I mean when I protested he said " That's just the hurt talking honey." I mean I never laid on cruelness as such as that.' Sakura's soul was in the shadow of pain and her eyes told it with a well execution for her each individual tear was like a boulder set out to eliminate al her blissful ambiences.

' Sakura why didn't you call us!?' Madison's voice was no barrier to fury and it let it in as with ease as the air to the window, she never had before pondered on Eli's cruelty being so devoid of any understanding, his harsh elements were polished so the most rotten object one could vision, ' I mean Eli is so cruel, he is the king of bastard. They should with specialty design a throne for him saying "devil on Earth" I mean why the hell would you tolerate this!'

' You know the answer Madison,' the brief breath was able to produce all the pain needed to let perception be gathered, ' Eli's father is a man who has power in this society and that object has the most hand in pulling up pillars of strength in today's world. He wouldn't ask Eli what or why he'll do anything disastrous for his son and Eli's gang doesn't press slightly either.'

' You know, I wish Eli never transferred here. I wish he were locked away somewhere. It was difficult for you at first to accustom yourself with Keiko but that was solved with love now you're having such a corruption with love. I clearly see it as obsession and fixations this extreme is never comforting.' Madison's concern was climbing too high for her and her arms in fold were a method of letting the weight calm from its deadly capabilities. Her sentence was well with fatigue, she was wearing too much stress and that was similar to masses hung on feet when in the

lovely surface of the ocean but then succumbing to the fathom inviting by the abusing metals attached to your form.

' Hey Madison, Hi Sakura!' another light sparkled in the room which in past was hollow from any enlightening nourishment and the voice fill with the flavor of sweetness was quite appealing to this atmosphere diminished from luminescence. ' How are you now Sakura? I hope your head is in healing.'

' Its ok a bit despite this awful pile of intensity on my mind. You look as radiant as the flowers in spring Khushi. You know you're so with angelic drapes, I wonder why you even lie on this earth as a human.' Sakura was quite exulted in the moment revealing, it was always a pleasure to view a friend in times of such dire torments.

' Sakura, you haven't changed. You are an angel flourishing so much with integrity and beauty yet you try to polish other's up with your sweetened words, I missed you a lot.' Khushi's statements were like orbs of life to Sakura and the embrace that followed truly did fire up this blackened ash of an ambience.

All that Sakura craved was for a blessing in her struggling tangles that locked her existence from the beauty of light if only that satisfaction was attained then her elation would be as brilliant as the silver flock of stars. But where was that to be sought and discovered is it lying in her future or in her recollections. Despite her burdens her spirit screamed an answer and its echo was most massive. She was in true happiness seeing the lovely visages of her friends yet her heart was sensing a great body pressing with a heaving hand on her. She just yearned an epilogue from all the torment proceeding. Her ambience within was in a horrid battle to live on yet with the emotional confronting of situations it was a hard a task to tackle all that was needed.

Her hand felt her chest as an involuntary gesture, a poor method to comfort her aching residents of the inside but attempting was never truly a hurtful motion so that thought soothed her quite with the heavy approach. Her days were aging with the sorrow of love altering into a plague for, for her love is a distant dream or so it produced that dreary image of such high realism that she felt opted that conclusion near in the presence of the incident unsealing. Her lips were tempted to feel the breath of words yet her thoughts let her lips devoid of that action, her musings were severe roots clinging to all frequencies of death and so her longing of words tired out in a moment of complete surrender when her thinking turned from shallow to a fathom whose explanatory essence remain unuttered to her subconscious and coherent perception.

Eli was so treacherous in his attainment of this relationship which he constructed as love yet why did he so sourly understand the blows of agony he gifted to her. What was love? A chemical present in fiction suddenly emerging its wings in reality's skies drawing over a drape to isolate one of chaos that was so vivid in flesh in the moors of our existence. No, it couldn't be a simple façade; an illusion was ephemeral in life as well like creatures who rode this world in the structures of flesh but love was considered as a cast of God, so it could not plainly be abated by the cogitations of one sensing so in that manner. If love was air, it was meant to bring breezes to deserts; if love was water, it poured its heart to the one so shriveled; if love was scenery, than the canvas would draw tears at its beauty; so love in earth, was an angel to the diseased.

Or was it her conclusions of theoretical examinations? Was she using tools of soothing verses to mend herself? Or was all her belief true? Such heavy confusion on a little soul, one could be crushed from the torture to achieve truth yet her patience fought off the inward tyranny for her mind educated her to be strengthened even if times were thin as a slight cut from even a tinge of blood cannot exit from. Hot gazes of concern turned the knob of secret musings. Her friend's faces were the solid statures of worry; she had made them see the dusk of her movements while in the dawn of her thoughts.

' Sorry guys, I have little to talk about so I guessed I spaced out.' Sakura's apologetic countenance was helped with her smile which was the pattern of glory even in her injurious state.

' If you spaced out, I s'ppose you do have a lot to talk about.' Khushi's eyes had such a determination that a bull of deadly horns would fear to penetrate.

' Meaning?' the innocence in Sakura was like a infant angel, so authentic that one would praise it dearly. Her lips were in wave of questioning signaling her to lead her to comprehension.

' Sakura, if its alright. We do need to remedy the "Eli Problem" and I know that from Madison that the guy was here. I hope he is not cruel enough to beat you in the hospital.' Khushi lowered excitement was a prologue to her sadness even her voice contained too many thorns to seal her typical tone. The bitterness was profuse in all their orbs and sorrow flared most in Sakura's as reminiscence of experience trailed on her.

If only a guardian angel were to dismember me from this aligning tragedy, Sakura mused a wish with heavy yearning, I really would be happy, Oh God. She was in stationery, wrapped away in loneliness. Though her friends were near to her their auras were reflected off for the sorrow so deep in her core. With a realizing step that a journey to mind was in repetition, she stared at her friends whose expectancy was dire like smoke to the fire. But with a sudden minute her annoyance grew colossal.

' You guys what's so damned special about Eli! I hate him like hell and you guys brag about him! I know you are trying to help but… but… I'm tired… I'm sorry…' Sakura's head rapidly changed directions as if she was in utter denial of her present executions. Her mind perplexed was quite burnt for the loads holding her with ardent hands. ' I really do want help but can we talk about this later, I just want to rest from that matter. Its bothersome and most exhausting.' Her smile was still radiant yet her mind weakened with the healthy load of stress and the departure of relaxing arms of events.

' Sure, uh, Sakura are you…I mean, do you wanna be left alone.' Madison's nervous inquiry was flashed quite in the precise way in the lovely space of blue occupied by her eyes. Yet a management was maintained to not let the voice slip from a strong seize for that emotion of instability.

' Yeah Sakura,' Khushi's persuasion of the same topic was blending with same character involved within Madison. All sought comfort for their friend and that was a true reason for Sakura to bless them with the sacred prayers of her soul to God for friends of such kinds were always a search of difficulty, yet even in her collapsed form that treasure had glided to her bruised heart.

' I don't know to be exact,' Sakura's chest lifted with a building turmoil, was sleep an illusion to the comfort sought so enormously to her aching spirit or would perceptions lead her to the thought of the similar awakening earlier which was quite fruitful with a crude chaos (Eli to be specifically mentioned) . Nothing was accurate as elusive decorations made by fate was the creation of a fatiguing torment into her yet an answer was in require and too many expectancies was truly a foundation of tense crafts, ' I feel weary, possibly shutting my eyes a little wouldn't hurt. But I just hope nothing really happens.'

' Sakura don't worry,' Khushi begun with a confidence that carried no such frailties, ' If Eli is about to plan another "visit" I think his hunting season is well over. Even our dead bodies will create such a mess that he won't be able to pass. I think he'll have to talk to us personally.'

' Thanks guys,' Sakura's gratitude was in the peak of display, one could've been explanatory and theorized her as a walking star due to the luminescence of her smiling lips and gentle core but the gratitude was with depth of immense pressure. A individual so locked with the chains of tension would at ease follow happiness though slight as a drop of sugar not able to sweeten a tiny cup carrying the essence of relaxing tea, ' With Eli involved everywhere in my life I feel that my life is actually his, owned by him and that is never a good symbol either fictional or even a little realism.'

' Sakura, we know that even if we try to understand the true essence of your problems we will lack a detail or two and will be unsuccessful to completely know it.' Madison's eyes were the melancholic lines to the weight that was much sensed in soul. Her face though lit with elation at most now was a stranger to the very touch of the emotion and so her heart was so swallowed by lament for Sakura's complications that her mass was well positioned in face, how bitter one situation may progress to as if a net tangled the creature of tranquility and the conversion was not sweet for the tranquil now wore wild from all sensitivities. Oppression was the key to the door to the wounded spirit and its seizure could be one at ease if mistakes were allowed into execution. ' But trying to understand really gets you further along the track.'

Sakura was lifted with the broadening lines of her smile communicating with Madison's own pair of luscious curves. Her reminiscence spoke to her with clear tongue of all the errors made and harvested by her actions which was her touch to this malicious system so in bound to break her whole body as if it were a mere accessory readied to be substituted at any moment produced. Of all the mistakes heaved unto to her carriage of burdens the one profuse was always Eli, the tormenting bee not permitting her to taste the honey she so craved that her tongue shriveled with the lacking of its beautifying nourishment. If only I hadn't drawn the first move, Sakura musings were quite with the lamenting grab, My whole life is converted to a horrendous "check mate". I'm not keen anymore to what flies with morals and what dissipates with darkness.

' Sakura, we are outside ok, if you need us just call besides you require sufficient amount of rest.' Khushi was quite with the concerning approach yet her lips which was fixated with the smiling warmth was enough to satisfy Sakura's senses in the withdrawal from reality and to walk in the fine polished structure of dreams where her wildest musings awaited her presence, a present from God to her for her reality grew rigid with the denial of temptations.

Her regret withered; her berating words to herself dimmed and soon evaporated. The call for relaxation was a high pitch echo radiated through each chamber of subconscious. It was to be carried for her soul cried too as comfort was to be held as preciously as the necklace does the diamond. The dreams at distance was now wearing a thin inch to provide her with her leisure and the soothing scriptures of light for non was torturing now all was clear in the serenity of her dreams and all the things leveled in complete harmony that sought all boundaries to confine melancholy. Her dreams were now in the peace of all the other circumstances so digging into her breathless strength but pure spirit was developed when one easily did not raise arms to quit and Sakura's heart maintained that belief.

Moments morphed to long minutes and then it formed the hours and the dreams still seemed quite lacking the length for they were forever in the body dedicated to the temporary. Her eyes were with the feathery angels of tranquility for dreams could be termed in that nature as they were the roads to other dimensions, were flesh had no entry to whatsoever. She made her perceptive lighten to invite the mystical or so her mind had approached that motion, a sense of fascination was in dire demand for the chaos burnt her desires with the pressured fingers of ill comprehension. Then all sounds from the world on surface was detached so the dive to that branch of mind that lived in intense secrecy was revealed to her sensations in complete and nothing was left in this banquet of wonders for all remained in the opened door.

Soon the introduction to a musical drift; how lovely its origin was. It was through all the walls… and the floor sunk with its glory of honey… All these activities of description had little value to apprehension… what was this hued place of loveliness, the abode of an angel. The theory was attempted to belief for this beauty was doubtless of flaws. The walls in spiritual embrace to wood were polished in exquisite fingers of what would be the sole resting in the bed of elegance. The floors a success of replication to the walls so intently complimented. Yes, this truly was the dwelling in which an angel sufficed lodging. Oh what a wonder, it was truly a majestic being. Or a constructed dream in which mind played a weaving to? The matter was closed with little worry of rejuvenation for the mind loved this beauty with a fondness of abandoned inquisition. Oh the splendor to her heart was in rhythmic rainbows non in least of luminance. Soon the question turned the attention of her joyous dream.

One was skilled in the beauty of notes and the flow of it had reached her. Who was this mystical singer singing with a passion endless in the devotion to bring more? Who was it? She turned with her head in a heavy focus and saw the singer of enigma with the love of angels touching his ethereal voice. And the surprise was in conclusion, it was the least expectations of hers to see the figure in presence yet her heart welcomed the aura with the soul beating with the mystically vibrant sight of him. It was the angel in the despair of her chaos, the friend whose obligations of trust never strayed into the mist of damnations, a person one would gentle think of in times of agony of uttermost growing volumes. It was Li Shyaron.

' Li.' A innocent confusion on her lips with the word of his name and to feel if the examination was thorough. Was it Li truly picked up by her sensitive perception or another that had gathered similarities, the unsure deepened. ' Is it really you?' the persistence knew no boundaries and it climbed down to more scales of pressure.

But as the approach continued with the precautions of immense accumulations it seemed her presumptions had shined in the positive directions for it was Li who played Heaven with his lips. What was he saying, what were his motives for this beautification of her mind? None seemed explained; all fit the quizzical. ' Li, what are you saying? Though your voice is great I can barely understand what you're saying.'

Li spoke on his never ending verses, fixated with them and their enigmatic weights of meaning and Sakura too was astonished for the oddity. Surely this was a dream for all too strange for the scenario fitted onto her in reality. Li was still following his lines and soon she heard their clarity:

' Love is a distant dream

For some it may seem

Open that lock of that belief

Why remain in uttermost grief.

Tortured with pain

Listen to him again

The monster that eats you

You know the lie true.

Open your boundaries

Look across the seas

Of your contemplation

Why live in accusation?

Mistakes are made

Happiness can fade

Your prayers are still heard

Fly with the bird

Of serenity to the land of more

Release all the nets that hinder your core.

Never erode your dreams, hope and fate

For they are the sole keys to lock the gate

God gave you spirit to fly on

Now the decision, where will it lie upon?

On the insanity you accumulate

With all the assets you hate

Or with life breathing living, not hard as stone

One is meant to love not to fall alone.'

' Li,' Sakura was so utterly perplexed that her heart heaved with the words which were now in release, what were the meaning of the unfolded statements, poetic sketches of her life in present were said by his tongue and the remains of its audibility allowed her to question, ' What are you saying?' though her mind was quite in every understanding of the each fragment of word still the question was in mention.

Though he still seemed ignorant to all her questions, he motioned his head to the direction of her presence and the silence involved was a lead in the basket. All remained was the lock in which the gaze's existence unveiled and the comfort dissolved all too quickly and the oblivion of the being was much in sense to Sakura. She stood with the stationary pause as if her whole body was now embraced by the "full stop" if only the alteration of the dream was in surety her nerves with be in the soothing grip of all luxuries. Her lips curved to pronounce some movement yet that too withered with the ease of the concern. All was too pure in mist to unraveled with the gentle turn talking more would presumably bring forth the reason for all prior executions.

' Li, I don't understand,' Sakura's heart unfolded with the essence of each word bouncing of from her heavy tongue so completely wrapped with tension only a slice of reason could cure. The heart was too in aching to realize that too perception was attained still bounds remained that were needed to be solved so in future hampering paths were not in the category of establishment, ' Li. Are you speaking of Eli?'

Finally the silent being who quite possibly was another entity let his eyes concentrate on the girl with the loveliest integrity shown to fully apprehend something, Her heart was the delicate sky wanting a cloud to fly on its cerulean body, but the tense moment grew colossal so the answer was told, ' Once a situation is risen immediate solutions are not always provided to remedy the circumstance but when power is in accumulation things should be healed before the rotten could be progressed.'

' Huh.' Sakura was really in the shallow with words for Li's statements were quite a marvel to her and though the meaning was in complete perception all there was now the moment to gather patience for…

Air caressed her sleep and the sleep's admiration for its angelic hands preceded it to the end of its obligations and Sakura's eyes were not lost in catching light though its essence was in faint trails. She awoke with her heart clenching the dream with the mystic prominence (as her senses informed with experience) and soon her eyes found the figure she had seen in recent.

Li was discovered standing with the window in awake to the air for he had made it see liberty with his hands that pushed the barriers across. The air was soothing to Sakura and her heart invited it more to cleanse her of tensions and other disastrous beasts. Li's eyes were in focus to the world beyond so his notice was with the regions of elsewhere. Sakura stirred with her movements in awakening yet Li's response to it was his silent procedure to his actions of previous observations. Possibly her stirring was in short in reaching his concentrated ears too much in dwelling to the place beyond window frames. Sakura made a notion to catch his attention so in depth with other apparels.

' Li-chan is that you?' Sakura's innocent question was sufficient to nibble into his senses and draw the attention nearer.

' Sakura, you're awake – did I wake you? I'm so sorry.' His apologetic phrases were in addition to his seated form too much in guilt that his position slipped astray.

' No,' the innocent nod was a note to be taken in by his eyes, she was beauty to stare for hours even if the movement was simply idle into a body merged with mind, ' It was the wind. Besides I have had sufficient sleep.'

Li felt more guilt trapping him, he felt the need for breaking the bounds the window of closure for it held the tension of air in the crowd which were in immediate favor of collapse yet his intents were not to provide an awakening to the beauty sleeping with the subtle dream in mind. The guilt was slowly evaporating for Sakura felt it in the air as a scratch to a scenario which should not be in concern. Hey eyes wore assurance to forgot of this situation for he was not entitled to guilty for to Sakura, Li to be in guilt was a mortal agony which may follow her to spiritual grounds for he was a human fit to be in the laps of an angel for his caring and unaltered loyalty. Her only wish was to free him from such self berating so she gave him a sign with pleasure, a breath which was quite the luxury in dependency to weight that bound her with a state stiff as she were a hollow coffin calling the dead.

' Li-chan you worry too much especially in places where worry should not be fitted.' She was saying the sentence with a compassionate sound fixed quite well on it giving Li time to relief himself from the pressures belonging to his own chastisement.

' You are ok I s'ppose,' Li gave a gentle wave to his lips, a smile so beaming was quite in place on the jewels of the crown and this smile was the lift in Sakura's soul, such a wondrous swirl in her heart encircled with tensions, ' Just checking if you are. Are you feeling better?'

' Yeah I am,' Sakura's response was not meant to cloud truth for it was not fabrication as it caught all realism in its simple yet meaningful words, her health was in the scandals of a pit yet now they were in the tones of a breeze. Li's figure present was one of the factors – or the sole entity which had brought this variability in front, ' I am feeling much better. A bit hungry going with that "much better" part.'

' I guess I should give you something, you need to eat besides I bet you are craving for something good how about some Chinese.' Li was in his smiling posture, how so delicately he seemed to instruct his curves to slightly bend and it felt as if magic was opened in her heart. Why she felt so brightened from the simplicity was yet to occur in her understanding yet the effect was a little too gifted from not traveling with such exquisite conclusions. She treasured Li's presence with the dear hands of comfort and his warmth was the fire of pleasure to her.

Sakura looked as Li was still in his smiling gesture as his lips moved with the utter bliss of amazement, ' Hold your tongue for a while,' he motioned with his most illuminant caring, ' I'll bring some hot delicacies for you. Oh by the way I told Madison and Khushi to leave for it was getting late that's ok with you right?'

As Li was in his rushing motion Sakura failed to suppress her joyous voice and had a call after his departing figure, ' Yeah that's ok, they needn't worry too much of me and you're going only for a while. Don't be long nor else I won't eat it ok.'

' Alright Madam!' Li too was in his exulted attire for he meant this happiness's heart to float to the direction where Sakura laid. He thought for a while with a vivid distaste that how can one so easily rupture a heart as gentle as the one she carried. Truly a devil lied within Eli's blackened soul yet his arrogance of concept and his belief of "love" blinded him dearly from that reason.

' I wish he would return soon,' the sentence was for herself and it carefully lacked the beam for pleasure yet her mouth had chiseled it out for being solitary was not one of her cravings now, ' I hate being alone – now.' For it is the essence I faced with Eli's malevolence. In fact the reason in which my words were echoed out to me where as I would feel the presence of another in this room.

Sakura's eyes felt the hunger to seal away from vision a short pause from sight was necessary for as it could be said to her, the walls moaned with the shadow of the lonely ambience, a fate for the presence not to be easily taken. Loneliness, what a toxin: though in the bevy of friends its skilled hands scratches you with the sense of insecurity to violent to sustain and too vehement to conceal from one's own perceptive ponderings. She only wished that the turmoil so grown in hardness broke with ease in the commencing days. How long can one endure? A limit is always shown for one cannot so withstand cruelty all the time. She forgot smiles until from Eli's eruption of diseases came Li's loveliness of heart. She forever wanted Li's comfort to continue and so she prayed with heart panting that Li will be with her even if the days are murky as dirt filled water.

Soon the door was heard to speak of presence, Sakura let her eyes still sway in concealment though her rapture grew and broke bonds. Li had returned with her food which she would also say that it is his to share for as she mentioned to herself that She and Li were to hold cores with each other even in darkest minutes. But then she scented something not too specific to be positive, there was no scent – of food but heat crafts a fragrance of invitation where had it possibly dissipated to from the meal she had wanted. But footsteps were not in the lacking of being farther to her side. The figure soon had closer movements to her and Sakura found tension all too similar in her. The scenario was inked with tragedy.

The figure made no effort to restrain gentleness as it sat next to her tangled body of tension with a sudden trace of figure on her hair. Flabbergasted to the extreme Sakura felt the hand of reality drag her from calmness to sore sights. There with a smile all too blatant and looks too innocent to pour venom to the essence of sugar was ELI MOON.

' What, What – What are you doing here?' it was both nervousness and anger in the words in delivery and she failed to bar any of the emotions for the two in combination worked with magnitude of awesome power so none could be hindered.

' Sakura please calm down, its me Eli, I'm sorry to wake you honey I just wanted to see if you're ok.' Eli had concern in him for in his thinking he had assumed a sleeping Sakura who had no prior warning of fear but he was densely blind from the circumstance that is in act in present.

' I wasn't sleeping.' Sakura was scowling with malevolence for her words had meant nothing then a nil understanding from him – she had spoke fluently or was her language not sharp for him, she yearned for a dagger to pierce his ugly heart from his blackness of perception, ' WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE! I TOLD YOU I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE!!!!'

Eli's looks were now in the dark, his politeness eroded and a coolness was not in shortness of coming to his possession, ' Sakura mind it, I'm still your boyfriend, I love you and I will not tolerate this behavior.'

Sakura eyes turned the valves of the flames to molten, ' Yes you love me so dearly that I have a love letter over my head and why it gets better it's romantically illustrated with red ink. And I'm sleeping with rose petals with so many roses that is why their thorns are covering me!!!! Besides I'm through with you!!!!'

' Sakura, you are hurting but WE ARE NOT THROUGH!' Eli now screeched with his own fire burning from the wrong candle, if only he could understand the taste of venom he had given her. Fate assured by his character the heavens would weep for him for his tears would be all lost as he had caused a higher crime which tears cannot fulfill the expense, ' WHO GIVES YOU THE AUTHORITY TO SAT THAT! I'M YOUR BOYFRIEND! AND I LOVE YOU! I KNOW IT WAS WRONG FOR ME TO HURT YOU! BUT AFTER YOUR WELL WE'LL BE AS WE WERE! AND THAT'S FINAL!!!!'

Sakura felt damaged from the vision, NO – they weren't going to be the way they had continued before for the horror was not for flesh to endure and this should END now. She had to fight Eli nor else her life would be owned by his constant tyranny. The problematic event must be uncoiled and straightened for too much bore the weight of importance and none were to be forsaken for the feeding of his insane belief of affection. ' ELI! JUST STOP! I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANYMORE! I NEVER HAD! I THOUGHT YOU WERE NICE! BUT YOU ARE WORSE THAN THE DEVIL FOR ME! ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS "YOU" ! YES THAT'S RIGHT! YOU! IT'S YOUR LIKING FOR ME NOT TO MIX WITH OTHER PEOPLE! YOU THINK ALL BOYS ARE AFTER ME FOR SEX AND – AND BECAUSE OF YOU I LOST SO MANY FRIENDS!!!! YOU BEAT MY FRIENDS UP TO GAIN YOUR COMFORT FROM ME! YOU BEAT ME SO I'LL DO WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO! YOU'RE SELFISH YOU ARE HORRID! I WAS WITH YOU FOR JUST STAYING BUT NOW EVEN THAT FAÇADE IS UP! I CAN'T STAND YOU AND YOU WON'T MAKE BE WITH YOU ! I DON'T LOVE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU BASTARD! I HATE YOU!!!!'

Eli had wanted to cease her from her screaming sentences but the shock that was in those words was more than the weight he could carry. She had mentioned HARDLY with amount the term "Hate" which he was quite in the refusal to believe. Had she pronounce "Hate" or was it material of his subconscious. Then the reality left the haze and soon he felt the scar of realization all too harshly. "Hate" was the presence in which his shock had arrived to exist from and it was cultured nicely from the heap of its damnation . SHE HATED HIM – SHE HATED HIM – SHE HATED HIM – SHE HATED HIM – SHE HAD TITLED HIM HER DEVIL – NO WORSE THAN THE IMAGE OF DEVIL. All was lost in the blend of disbelief, all senses pressured or dead. NO, this was not the place of real, NO, it shouldn't be, NO, how could it possibly originate as the real, NO, his angel HATED hi, - NO!!!! NO!!!! NO!!!! NO!!!!

' AHHHHH!' Eli was forced into life with the jerking thread of anger and he threw Sakura's mug into the wall were its shattered corpse had marked its end. Sakura's breath felt the gasp of tension, the violent origins in his darkness were opened up once more. Now the beginning of agony would resume its area in her heart. How tragic this scenario screeched of the terror in his soul and none was present to halt his actions. The tragedy was that she had been frail before in health and now in ailment her weakness knew more heights. Oh how fate has turned tables to make a drink of relaxing pleasures into a emulsion of venom and repugnant things that was meant to spitted with immediate taste. But now maybe for her the taste was to be endured to the extremist…or so if the princess had a knight to fight this diseased dragon.

' How can you say that nonsense! You don't know how the world is! I try to protect you and you do this! Sakura you're hurting! You don't HATE ME!' Eli's reddened anger shone too deep in crimson as he inhaled the fumes for the temper to accelerate yet the answer would be the stay the same unknown to his mind.

' Yes…I do.' The mere silent fight in words was from Sakura. After contemplation she wore a slight confidence that time had grown with weariness seeing her succumb to brutality. Now a combat should be taken or the damnation's cease would be ages into forever.

' NO! YOU DON'T!' Eli lost all barriers, he held the fragile shoulders of Sakura with the grip known to be hardened with his despair and temper but Sakura had the gallant expression passing all too smoothly on her face. Her mourning had become a habit – A BAD HABIT – and all bad habits must be crushed to mere nothing.

Then the sudden sound of door opening left all attention to that echoing change of destiny, a figure entered with empty logic which would be filled with instant sighting, ' Sakura I bought you you – r Chinese…'

Li felt the cutting of his words and saw the scene all with memorized conclusion in head and soon his anger took heat and approached forward. Eli was not seeing kindly either for the presence was unknown to him like a place in the shores of a island or any other destination. Sakura sensed a healthy relief and thanked God for the knight to arrive to slay the dragon. But what would happen? And who would be slain the Ferocious Dragon or the Pure Knight?

Author's Note: - So Guys how r ya? Ok, Ok, I know this update was as long as an ocean but my internet was really in the fix and my computer had its own set of viral infestations. Well I hope you guys liked this chapter, PLEASE TELL ME! And what will happen between Li and Eli? Look for the next chapter for it'll come soon…